2013 is coming to an end.
I wouldnt say this is a fantastic year for me but neither it has been too bad for me.
Went through some struggles with my work. Went for a few trips with my loved ones.
Bali with Kailin & the rest of my second family. Got to know some of them better and thoroughly enjoyed my first Bali trip.
Hokkaido with B at the beginning of the year and it was really so awesome. Lots of memories created once again. Most unforgettable part was surprisingly our side trip to Obihiro. We drove from Sapporo to Obihiro and side track a good 2 hours off the scheduled time in hope to find famous Yubari melon. But to our dismay, it was not in the season, so all we got was an Melon icecream from a cafe.
The stay at Onsen resort was awesome. Huge room. First experience for him. Enjoyed awesome food for dinner and breakfast. And not forgetting the heavenly awesome Butadon.
Cant wait to go back to japan again soon.
Europe with my parents. While i wont say it was a fantastic trip but i am really glad i managed to fulfll my mom's long time wish to go to switzerland. The whole trip cost a bomb, but i think its worth it as long as both of them enjoys it.
It was my first trip out of Asia too. Especially love Holland and Belgium :)
Mom has been asking when i am going to get married. Honestly, financially we are both not ready.
But she cant seem to understand and think that i am dragging it. On my side, i have hardly brought this up to B in case he feels pressurised to do smth about it. I have mixed feelings.
On one hand i dont feel the stress yet, because alot of my friends are still single.
On the other, i look forward to my wedding day. Maybe just for the wedding day itself.
Our relationship have stabilise alot over the past one year.
I think we have both put in tremendous effort to achieve this. We hardly argue because of things that we cant agree on. Not sure if thats a good thing. On my part, i know i m becoming less insistent about certain things. When i am not happy about it i usually just express my unhappiness to him and not pick a fight over it and let it pass later.
In a way i am also afraid that this relationship will lose the passion, that he will no longer look at me with those loving eyes - although we have been together for 3 yrs already, and losing some passion along the way shd be quite normal. But i dont like that idea because i think we still have a long way to go :(
On my birthday this year, i received alot of nice presents from my dear friends and a surprise dinner party which i had already anticipated. feel lotsa love from everyone and i m glad although i dont have tons of friends around me so that i can go to different xmas parties tonight, but i do have a handful of people who really cares about me and love me. I am very blessed.
In 2014, i need to manage my finances better. Use lesser credit cards and use more cash instead.
I am looking forward to Mery's baby girl. I am sure she will be as pretty as her mommy.
I also hope that my wish for white xmas can be fulfilled. ^^
Hope for a big bonus in March!
Hope that more recognition can be given to me in work and more people can see and know me.
or i just have to hope that i can find a better job elsewhere so i dont have to pray for that promotion that i dunno if will come to me at all.
