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Today is the 28th, the end of shortest month of the year.

And i just had a bad start.

Wake up early for my lecture this morning. Almost late therefore tempted to take a cab..but i din.. cos as i was about to flag.. the bus came.. and i just tot i'd try my luck..

the ride was short 20 mins before i arrived in school.. and when kailin msg me that the lecture is actually at 11.. 11... 11..... 11..........11..................

and the time just now was 9.. could have catch more precious sleep! ARGh.. they change the time of the lec.. but i forgot.. anyway.. she told me shes going home.. cos she is still at her house's area.. -_- great.. feel the urge of going home n dont come back for the rest of the day.. but i have to responsible cos i still have got some project to hand up this noon.

decided to go to comp lab to do part of the proj.. and i tot tt maybe blogging can start my day~ come to think of it, i have been blogging quite a bit lately..

Bought my favourite sandwich and Ice Milo from Splash and Decker and headed to lab..

was so bored and i send him a msg.. but there was no reply still.. its been almost an hour.. prob busy.. *shruG

cant bring myself to start the report.. haiz..

guess weihao is getting a little stressful over us now.. i seriously hoping he can give me time and don think too much..yup...talk to jason if theres a need.. i have talk to him last nite..

Meeting a friend later at west side later.. after which should be studying at Suntec if the meeting is short.. should be studying at Suntec the rest of e week cos i need to catch up with my work...and at the same time i can jalan after or b4 my study..

*lala.. i am going to make my day worthwhile today~ Yup..

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9:45 AM

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Day was calm and peaceful.. skipped work at 1230 cos i tot i may be too tired to turn up and demand more slp.. who knows after i msg Winnie, i just couldnt sleep again.. it was 1130 then.. mm..

went like wide awake n decided to do my proj work..was really pissed with one of the group member cos she wanted to make some changes but yet she want me to make it for her.. i really don mind ya.. but the way she tell me what to change is thru sms lo..she sent over 10 sms ytd nite when i was out telling me what to change.. n it so happened tt my inbox is like full~ Diao.. and to find out tt whatever she send thru sms to me is already included in the email she sent.. mm.. i know shes worried abt the proj.. but tts really not e way to do it..*tsktsk*

met mao for study at YMCA mac for some studying.. ate together and i din stay for long.. left shortly after 6..cos i cant get anything into my brain.. but anyway ken was going down to accompany her anyway..

reach home and fell aslp..had some weird dreams which i cant really remmeber.. just knew quite a no of sms came in when i was slping.. but none was his..

this noon i had wanted to disturb JQ..bother him like how i always like to..

Me: hey.. what u doing.. lOl..
Him: Sleepin..

Lolz.. feeling sorry for disturbing him, i din reply to tt.. yup..

wake up shortly after 9 and tried to start my com.. but i think its really 'betraying' me.. couldnt get it started till like 10.. great..

and tts when Jason Papa called.. its always nice talking to him cos he is surely someone who has seen e world.. mm.. and he alawys knew what kind of funny things i m doing..

Missing clubbing.. cant believe i missed 2 sessions in a row.. anyway.. i have send out invitation to friends and yup.. by hook or by crook.. wednesday - mambo.. heh.. lala...

shall pen off here.. yup..

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11:07 PM

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Time now is 5.30am in the morning... it was a long pleasant nite..

was supposed to meet mery and stella for clubbing for due to some unforeseen circumstances, i chose to forego it .

went to meet Gerald instead. Yup. For movie. Both of us wanted to watch different movies but i guess the choice is still his cos apparently he would rather die than to watch white noise. Mm.. so i gave him the chance to choose and he chose Closer by Jude Law..

Tot we couldnt get the ticket at PS and once again from PS we walk down to SHAW.. lol.. and got the 1230 tic.

It reminds me of the movie Alfie, its alot about the adult relationships. And yes, there was this part in the movie that affected me alot.. the part whereby Jane wanting to live i forgot wats his name in the movie and they were having this conversation about what will the guy react if one day the girl just met with another guy. Being the selfish guy, he say he wil be jealous. And when the guy ask have u ever loved me, and that selfish guy once again replied Yes, i love you forever.. and the girl just couldnt bring herself to leave him.. but she did anyway..

Moral of the movie: Relationships are built on sex and lies..no truth is to be told..

Anyway. it was a slow movie. Being the one who chose the movie. He actually fell aslp? yes.. or rather he dozed off, as wat he try to explain..he kept complaining to me that he is starting to get tired..lol.. n the seats were like damn cramped..even being a short girl i can fell my muscles aching all over.. let alone pple with long legs like him.. Mm..but the massage works!

So after the movie, again, we walk back but this time only until Heeren. Yup. Walking on the quiet streets of orchard, he suddenly ask me if i want some ice - cream. Immediate tot was 7-11, but he actually meant Swensens.. hesitated for a while.. but i just tot tt it wont be good for him to eat these crap at this point of time if not he is nv gonna recover.. so i just told him nope, i dun have a sweet tooth..

And yes, this poor guy is still like coughing..n noe wats the best thing he said when i saw him .. he said tt he wasnt coughing before he sees me.. -_- great eh.. so i told him to keep a distance from me..

Me super no mood to go home early n since i am out i din want to be home tt early. He so happened to suggest sitting down and talk.. yup.. i love his first suggestion abt sitting at the taka staircase but i was wearing skirt.. so we just found a seat near traffic light and chatted..

After which, he asked if i wanted a drink n we walk to 7-11 to get one.. after which he walked me to my bus stop..

Tot of walking to esp, but i tot he might just kill me so i just bring it across to him lightly..

and since for the whole nite history seems to be repeating, let alone the part we waited v long for my bus. Deja vu, thats what he says. We waited for another half an hr for my NR to come..he then made a comment which i really hated and tot i would nv talk to him again..

IN the end decided to spend the nite at cux place so that i can be spared from some thrashing down by mom. Took NR 3 with him back to CCK and other than the initial 5 min he talked to me, he slept the whole jorney back.. and i was damn bored.. luckily it was a short ride..

was real nice of him to walked me to my cux block n he had to walked back home again.. wanted to eat with him but i think he might tot tt its like a bit too late le so he put away the idea and just went ahead to get something from 7-11. Yup.

Caused him a lot of trouble and i feel bad abt it. Yup. Dragged till so late and he has to wake up early tml.. haiz..

And being nice, i just sms him tt it was a wonderful nite, but he nv mentioned anything abt tonite..only keep telling me not to feel bad..guess it may be too tiring for him..yup..maybe its not nice for him after all.

and i only manage to fall aslp like 630 am? Long day..

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11:19 AM

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KNow what? i totally agree what Mery told me last nite.. the world .. or rather Singapore is just too small .. any mistake u make, anythings u say may just easily get around.. cos .. as our social circle gets bigger.. there will be this overlapping of circles.. yup..

FOr example, this guy Jon added me on friendster.. had no idea who he is until he told me he was the other guy with Gerald that nite at coco.. and i have seen him like twice? and yet i dunno hes from ctss and on the other hand.. i hear from mery about this guy called JOnathan which happens to be her JJ junior.. and also velda's x bf.. mm.. had no idea this 2 person is the same person.. and tts just the fact.. o well.. and all the way i knew there was this JOnathan in ct but then dont even know how he looks like until 3 years down the road ?! alrite.. so wassup with these i know u u know me u know who and who knows u thingy..

but well.. this doesnt mean that i have done anything wrong or said anything bad.. but wat if pple doesnt like u and go around telling other pple u are bad.. uh uh.. haha.. like wat happened to us every single day.. cos like what gerald says.. its a dog eat dog society..

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10:06 AM

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Just when i m starting to be so sure.. u just have to bring it down again.. now i am confused.. Hmm..

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12:39 AM

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the day went well... n here i was sitting in front of the com.. trying to recall wat happened..

Yup.. here goes..

went to school this morning for my damn pfp tutorial.. mm.. basically i hate the tutor.

Nothing much to talk abt school and i dont wish to talk anymore about my U.

Class finish at 4 and was on my way to mrt to town when i was walking past the Carpark.. there was this car behind me that was horning at me.. thinking that i might have been standing in the middle of the road, i quickly walk to the side.. and there was this cooper that drove and to me n the passengers inside were 3 guys.. yup.. and the guy in the front seat just wind down his window and goes "Hey where ya going..let me gif u a ride..".. was listening to my mp3 then so i din really want to reply him and continue walking.. but they just nv give up..they followed me quite a distance and finally nearer to the exit .. i just burst out "So what if u drive.." and i quickly ran off.. and i tot i heard one of them shouting back at me "Just making friends.. ".. mm weird pple..

WEnt ahead to meet my girls at orchard.. yup.. had some talk at this cafe at cine and it sucks..firstly its ex..secondly.. nothing special.. but we did have a nice chat.. yup..

and i learnt about this truth from Mery which makes me feel good.. yup.. shant disclose it here tho..

Mm..saw some movie posters n made out a list of movies i am interested in, in order of preference:

1. A Moment to Remember
2. White NOise
3. HIde and seek
4. I do i do

decided to chill at clarke quay after the little snack at the cafe.. and we reached there like 8.. went to have dinner at mac cos its cheaper and finally went to my lovely Forbidden City!!

Yup.. its still as nice as ever.. cushions.. mm.. i din drink today tho.. cos i tot we might be clubbing tml so i just wanted to save some money.. heh.. had a long chat with the 2 girls, mEry and stella.. a pleasant one..

left around 11 and i force myself to take train.. despite being super tired! had a short walk from Forbidden City to the mrt station by the river.. yup.. its so nice.. wish i can sit there one of those nites after my clubbing session..mm..

read gerald's blog and it appears that he is rather affected by his x-gf thingy.. mm.. well..hope hes ok.. guess he must be asleep cos he just took some med.. hope he gets well soon too .. =)

Yup.. maybe clubbing tml.. gonna let my hair down.. not gg to be affected by anything ..

**Even tho i have known the truth from my girl.. i am doubting it..very much.. looks like i cant lose myself.. yup..

Be strong.. =P

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12:18 AM

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Its a damn boring first half of the day.. yup.. i tried making myself sleep.. but nope.. i couldnt..

To friends concerned like WEiling.. yup.. don worry i m definitely fine n doing well.. just realised i had a little mood swing last nite.. i dont raelly care about wat happened ya.. strong eh? lol..

Yup.. i m a grown up.. i don want pple to worry about me.. i can handle my own stuffs.. yup.. =P

So happy at dinner time cos Baby Cousin came to visit.. yup.. hes so little cutey.. OMG.. i just keep asking him if he wanna stay at my place.. lol.. but of cos there was no reply..cos hes only 9 mths old.. yup..

Hes so cute..yup..his mother brought him and 3 other brothers here.. i missed them!! The oldest one is only P6.. followed by P4 and Kindergarden i think.. yup.. i seen the first 2 grown up cos my mom used to babysit the 2 of them.. yup.. now i m seeing their little brother.. its so amazing..

I can feel my work piling up.. yup.. which i m trying to complete..don worry.. i am a good last min worker ya..

I am still affected.. cos i am out of love.. i saw my boyfriend on the newspaper hugging another girl.. i wanna cry.. I miss u, Jay..

wahahahahaha

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10:58 PM

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My heart is aching.. i m in a lost for words..

nothing is sweet anymore.. n i guess my friends cant see that nonsensical smile from me tml anymore..

haha.. n once again i felt silly.. just super silly.. its really not the way i think it is.. yup..

So thats the reason why tt sms i waited for nv came..

Serene, u are an idiot...

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2:02 AM

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I m letting my emotions get over me.. damn..i shouldnt be feeling this way.. tot i just told my friends tt i m now a very happy girl? I guess i m just confused.. i donno wats going on.. n no matter how i try.. i just cant get the answers..

This is for today..

Proud of myself cos i dragged myself to morning class which i can skipped.. yup..

something is wrong with my body.. i din eat for entire day.. cant even finish the soya bean milk.. siGh.. hungry but sight of food makes me sick.. great.. its high time i shed some fats.. lol..or else some pple will keep bring up tt fact to me..

completely lost at my last tutorial n i just got a feeling i m gg to fail this stupid module..

gerald ask me to meet him fer dinner.. altho i feel like gg out.. but apparently he cant wait until 8pm so he told me to meet another day instead.. alrite then.. so i just went straight home.. study a lil.. n yup.. now i m online..

talking to Katek.. yup.. hes still as cock as ever la.. anyway.. in his blog he mentioned some ways for me to destress ya.. haha.. including calling him.. hahah.. k k.. i will call him somehow when i know what i wanna say.. cos rite now i m in a loss for words.. lolz..

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1:14 AM

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Well..feeling kinda disturbed at the moment.. nope..nothing particular happened.. i just suddenly miss my friends..

haiz.. i think i have been losing touch with my friends lately..yup.. n i felt so lousy tt i havent made any effort at all.. i am sorry to all i have neglected ..*hugs..

Mery..

She hasnt been blogging as much as she used to lately..read her recent entries.. just tot something or someone is bothering her.. she hasnt been tagging at my board either.. wonder how shes doing..

"You don't mean a thing to me.
Coz I'm good, with or without you."

Yes. I'll be like I used to be. Nobody owns me, nobody affects me, nobody's anybody to me. I've just realised that I can actually walk in and out of anybody's life anytime I wanna. So what if you're hurt? Not my problem, really. - extracted from her blog.. somehow..i find this paragraph v meaningful.. i knew she will feel happy fer me .. cos i m beginning to understand the essence of this.. *huGz.. hope everythign is gg well for her..

WEiLing..

Felt sorry for her.. knew she had been fighting with her baby fahmy.. n i hadnt hear from her since like saturday.. she is always able to console me with those meaningful words.. but i m sorry.. soemtimes i just couldnt find the right words to make her happy.. wonder if everything is fine now.. haiz..all i can do is listen.. hope she don feel that i m not concerned abt her ya..

she says Pple say, ulcer hurts alot. But its when it hurts the most, its also the time it starts to heal..be brave.... yup.. she told me tt like couple of week ago.. i still keep it in my inbox..

Mao..

Shes one of those whom i raelly meet up so often.. but due to busy schedules.. we have our updates session like once in a week.. n the time is always like rather short tt we have to tell each other the summarised version.. yup.. last heard from her ytd n she gave me a damn big shock.. haiz.. no matter what u do, pls take care of urself k..n yup..look out for pple who is gg to hurt u.. anything, i am a call away..

Stella..

Shes one tt i really felt that i have done her wrong.. i know shes changed.. but like wat she always tells everyone.. its only the surface stella tt has changed.. shes still the old one inside.. i din give her a chance to show me and e worst thing i did was that i judged her a little.. Haiz girl.. i m really sorry for all those things tt i did to u.. i raelly dont mean it..i guess i was really so childish lo.. i just tot i needed time to accept who u are now.. i m really sorry..i dont know if u believe.. but maybe i was jsut trying to be protective of u? Yup.. i have sorted some thinkings..thanks for being such a sweet friend still n thanks for always trying to talk to me n break the communication barrier.. yup.. and i m really sorry for wat i have done..and i love you girl.. See u on thurs..

CRm pple..

My poly's good friends.. yup.. i was the one who distant from them .. siGh.. din even have a chance to meet up during CNy for our mahjong session.. felt damn bad..

Hanzi & Grace..

This 2 is really damn busy girl.. esp grace.. guess she must b busy with school.. yup.. i miss u gals.. souvenirs still with me ya!

Kailin..

The only reason that keep me going to school.. haiz.. i think she really had enough nonsense from me recently ya... i also found tt u are having ur own share of problems.. anything tell me ya.. i can still listen to u.. thanks for listening to my crap~

Junqiang..

One of the most impt guy to me.. yup.. hes been a real nice friend these years..and i m so glad hes around.. i felt damn bad cos everytime i msg him is regarding my prob.. only until ytd i found out tt he is having his fair share of prob too.. haiz.. but idiot.. he nv tell me!

Yup.. just to update u guys about me alittle..i have been in the "all over the moon" mode these days.. dont u worry.. yup.. i m different from the last time u saw me i m sure..i've walked out of my ropes.. the one that once tied me down..

PS: If u ever want to disturb my life again.. come try me.. i will show u that i m now a much braver and stronger gal.. scram..i own my life..

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10:34 PM

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Hes Charming..talented..cos he can sing and write songs..hes suave and very cool.. he talks very little.. and hes good at humouring..i think..

He's Jay Chou..prince charming..

and hes attached!!! Damn!! ArGh..

Lolz.. yup..hes attached heard..mm.. and he admitted to it.. ah well.. poor JOlin.. but i expected that with Jay's calibre he wont like a bimbo like her.. Oops.. no offence ya.. =P

My fever is coming back.. probably becos i stopped medication on the second day.. n its not fully subsided.. the thermometer reads 38.0..mm..n i m still coughing a little.. mm

went school early today and went to town with kailin cos i was supposed to meet ah mao study..

Review for Hide and Seek from Yanyan and kailin.. its an average show.. n its not scary.. hehe.. they intro me "I Do. I Do" though..mm..shall consider.. =P

Mao can only come over n meet me at 6.. so i stayed lonely at YMCA mac from 2 till 630..gerald's smses kept me going for awhile before i started staring into space..mm.. glad he had his fish porridge.. n theres really Fish porridge in town la.. u mean to u town only sells fast food har? lol..i understand hes grounded so he couldnt come over.. but i tot its just as well cos he can stay home to rest before finally gg to work tml..

Mao gave me a big fat shocking news!! OMG.. haha.. and we chatted like for 2 hrs before we go back to study again..

Along came Ken.. mao's friend.. yup.. interesting chap.. mm.. he bought some cake over n he insisted tt i eat them.. raelly no appetite since i was runnin a fever.. cake will taste like mud.. aka tasteless.. tts what i told him.. n he just asked me.. "u tasted mud before..??" ok.. watever.. lol..

i was forced to eat some though.. almost puked.. esp the marshmallow.. i only ate a 6 inch subway for the entire day.. *proud*

left ymac mac around 11.. it was a long way home.. mm.. with my bag and my tired eyes.. mm..

btw.. Junqiang msg me ! or rather i msg him.. yup.. wonder hows he doing in there..poor guy had to spend V day in jungle.. heard hes got a dream girl now.. haha.. wish him all the best~

Ah.. tts all for today..

P/s: I am all over the moon~

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12:00 AM

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Mm..this is for today..

Went to work at 3.. then went to Aunt's place.. for dinner.. its damn boring.. but just tot i had to thank them personally for the ANg Baos.. cos every year without fail their ang bao will definitely reach me even tho i dont get to see them.. they will pass to me thru my father.. n the ang bao is always v "big" ya..

Trying to calculate the total amount of ang bao i got for the year:

- Uncle $200 (every year its 200 without fail)
- His Wife $50
- Aunt - $100
- Papa - $80
- Mama - $80
- Lisa (Cousin) - $50
- Keng Swee (Cousin) - $50
- Keng Leong (COusin) - $50
- GuGu - $20
- Neighbout - $6
- Boss - $20

Totals up to : $706

MM.. tts alot.. but i think already spent some of it.. haiz.. n i had to put aside some for savings..ah well..

haiz.. i guess i should really tell my friend hw i feel sia.. but i really dunno how to.. i will try to communicate with her la.. will try..

just found out tt after he waited with me at my bus stop..he walked back to somerset again.. diao..feel so bad.. mm..

**was just talking to him.. found out tt he was keeping someting from me n i had to find out.. din know why he want to keep quiet tt he already know my blog even before i told him about it..

and i felt very silly.. i purposely took down some entries cos of some reasons tt i cant explain.. but who knows he already read it.. n now.. i have no idea what he has read..

still feeling silly.. i decided not to hold it against him..cos i tot probably he raelly dunno how to tell me..

he was saying he tot i may not want him to know about my blog.. so he din tell me he was already reading it.. well.. it just happened that i wanted to tell him about my blog.. but however.. wat if i really want to keep the blog from him.. he will just continue reading it without letting me know ya..*sIgh

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10:44 PM

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Mm .. time now is 2.05pm.. this sick guy just msg me telling me tt he skipped church today cos his fever is acting up..

mm..ah.. felt like its all my fault.. cos he was already sick when we were at PS last nite .. but i insisted to watch movie cos i was very sian n made him walk from PS to Shaw with me ..

And after the movie ghe walk me back to PS again and even tho he was coughing real bad in the theatre i din insist that he go home first.. but its real nice of him to wait an hour with me for the NR..

and he had to stay up so late.this might have caused his fever to act up again.. haiz.. i m feeling bad.. i hope he get well soon~

Be good and take ur med..

I am writing this cos i realised i havent thanked him for the wonderful day yesterday~

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1:41 PM

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Just reach home from town.. feeling not v well.. cos the bloody NR driver has poor drivin skills.. haiz..

Yup. for today..here goes..

Gerald brought me to watch my 1st Rugby game at Farrer Park..apparently he doesnt noe the place n we had trouble looking for tt place.. anyway..first time meet go out n he was late..reason being he went to cut his hair.. mm.. reason accepted.. but i played a little prank on him to make up for myself.. lol..

The game was supposed to start @ 4..but it didnt start until like 530? we had to sit on the grass patch n see them do warmup.. n e grass patch wasnt v comfy..

The game was pretty interesting.. but i m kinda lost despite him trying to explain to me as e game goes.. ah well.. but at least i have got to see a real life rugby.. 30 men fighting over one ball..mm..

After which we went to PS to eat n he had to luff at the way i hold my chopsticks.. =(

he wanted to catch movie at PS but it was all selling fast..so we decided to check out at Shaw.. as u all know it was Chingay tonite n it was a little crowded from PS to Shaw, took us sometime to get there..saw some performance as we walk but then he kept making fun of my height.. mm.. haiz..not forgetting the jay-walking part..

but it was damn funny.. cos from the moment i step out of PS.. i c lots of irn pple.. eric and joseph followed by sherman n celine followed by Jason Papa n finally at Shaw met Yanyan..

Meet up with weiling ..this girl having problems with fahmy again.. haiz.. hope shes like better after the movie..

Yup.. he wanted to watched Constatine so we bought tic for 945 show..i suggested Hide n Seek but then this cute little boy say he dont dare to watch .. lol.. n for the rest of the day i was trying to persuade him to watch either HnS or White noise with me.. n he was damn reluctant..

Review of COnstatine: 8/10 damn corny show.. rather lame.. i like the last part when he showed Lucifer the 3rd finger? V funny..

Finished e show at 1130.. n nope.. i skipped clubbing today.. cos mao going black with her friends.. n kailin not gg.. so i tot i had better save that 15 bucks lo..

He walked me to PS bus stop n we waited damn long for my bus.. meanwhile i was trying to persuade him to watch the horror movies with me lo.. n he still doesnt want..lol.. he said i had to try harder..

Eh.. dont forget u owe me once k.. better watch with me or else....i will show u the deja vu of the club! lol=P

*yawnz.. damn tired.. gonna rest soon.. it was a great day..! this guy i know here is a wonderful hangout pal.. n apparently he is not as shy as he said he was la..n dont say i m talkative ok! cos i m not..

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2:12 AM

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Mm..those who work with me in IRN before should know i have got this NOOCH crush? A tall guy working at NOOCH.. not exactly good looking but i think hes a little cute.. Lolz..

The first time i saw him was like 3 years ago and till now i still dunno his name. but i get to see him at town rather often until recently.. n such a coincidence, hes from my school.. i think..cos i have seen him once in campus..

He doesnt work in NOOCH anymore..

Not long ago, he did shooting for this anti-drug abuse campaign.. his posters were all over singapore!

n recently i seen him on TV! shooting for this anti-drug abuse advertisment! haha.. i m so excited.. mm

kailin was asking me how come always find him for this anti-drug abuse thingy..maybe he has got a drug addict face .. lol.

N guess what! just as i was talking to kailin abt him today! i saw him at Somerset MRT just now! mm.. his look kinda change.. not as cute as before.. n i kinda dun like the way he looks now.. his hair longer.. looks like typical ah beng..ARGh.. mm..

so he shall now be removed from my "crush" title... LOLZ! J/j..

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2:56 AM

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Sorry guys.. havent been really updating.. been trying to catch up w what i have missed out in class..

I was sick since Monday..this time was rather serious.. the doctor from polyclinic gave me 2 days mc for me to rest at home.. he said its quite serious.. so my first vday present were as follow: 1 cough syrup, one yellow tablets for running nose,solution for gurgling, one orange tablet for sore throat, orange tablet as vitamin c and a ulcer gel..my mouth was filled with painful ulcers..i was running fever n i lost my voice.. aww.. know how i feel?

but i still went out to celebrate my V day~

Nothing special really..cos things din go as planned... haiz..

but anyway cant believe that bouquet of Roche actually cost him $80..wonder how he can spend tt money?

Later in e evening met up with my IRN pple..theres zheyong, michelle, katek, eric, weizhong, mao, kelvin.. long time no see.. but it wasnt a really pleasant meeting.. dunno why also.. everyone just seems to be talking on their own..esp after ming join..eric started talking on their own..ah well..

mm.. he is raelly a v sociable guy ya..took some photos at sakae n then we left around 10 plus.. they wanted to go MS.. but i decided to give it a miss due to my un-pink health..

for the next 2 days.. i simply spend time at home sleeping..

until today i m finally back to school.. feels kinda out of place but i m still doing well..

we had our class photo shooting today..mm.. give me those graduating feeling ya? haiz.. guess i will miss poly abit ba..=P

Heard something bad about one of my girlfriend today.. haiz.. and sadly.. i din defend her.. not i dont want.. but i dunno how to.. this is what pple think of her.. i cant find any way to stop them from thinking likewise.. its kinda sad..

Had this very disturbing feeling these 2 days.. arGh.. cant seems to have a peace of my mind~

SAturday!~~! COco latte..hehe..

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2:40 AM

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This is to update for last nite..

i was half dead while preparing to step out of the house.. but i had to go cos i tot mao will only be with Preston.. which turned up not to be true! Duh n its not the first time she tell me no pple wanna come but ended up like a big group??! lol.. there was Vipez, Preston, Kelvin n his friend, Celia, Jasmine, n ablout 6 or more guys whom i still cant remmeber their name at the end of e day.. but who cares?! theres only 2 cute guys in the group.. not exactly cute.. but they haf got nice features..sharp nose n complexion tt girls will kill foR!

Anyway.. thanks to mao..she told everyone tt i went overseas.. even those whom i dunno came asking me.. "eh.. u went china ar.." then i was like.. how u know??!

i reach coco at 1 plus.. n i bet everyone must be expecting this gril-who-haf-just-return-from-china la.. cos apparently all the girls were like so excited to see me?! haha.. was abit shocked~ but i was happy to see them too..

Tot i would die over there.. but the big group really happening la.. cant stand..pulled me to dance at e podium .. can u imagine u are like so sick n stiff n had to dance ~ but all the girls were up there la.. cos apparently the guys pulled us up there la.. diao..

btw.. gerald saw me.. n he squeezed his way thru to tap on my waist.. but i was squeezing my way to find the grp.. so i just gaf him a quick smile n left.. felt kinda bad.. mm..

met stella too.. but she left very soon.. ah well..

weiling was supposed to come.. hope shes ok..

some unhappy things happened between my good friend n her gd friend.. siGh.. bad ya.. cos it actually involves a lot of pple la.. but its not up to me to comment on anything..

time passes by super quickly..party ended before we even had anough fun.. i was surprised i made it thru n gerald commented tt i was havoc even tho i was sick.. lol.. n we left for home around 430..

school's startign tml.. n it sucks~

anyway.. this is the photo i promised to submit to show my new hair cut - Tah-dah!

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5:30 PM

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I am back!~ away for 5 days..wonder if anything interesting happened during these few dayS!

I just touched down at 8.30pm..reach home at 945.. n i m already preparing to go COco with mao.. haiz.. evil.. its all her fault!! lol..

n btw i m sick ya.. i caught a cold over there..

arGh..temperature was as low as 3 degree celsius.. n its raining.. so i bet its less than 3..n i was drenched.. haiz..top to toe.. n so now i m running a fever alrite..

This trip is not very superb but it really gives me a chance to relax.. "holiday mood".. all sight seeing.. but actually nothign much la.. see the waterfall n the mountains.. if u dunno how to appreciate it.. its kinda boring.. but fer me i like anything la.. as long as the weather is cold.. lol..

yup.. it takes me away from my life in singapore for a while.. n i m glad..

food was ok.. varies.. sometimes its really good sometimes its yucky.. hotel was ok.. mm.. anyway.. we spend most of our money on food.. raelly.. the strawberry shortcakes la.. mango mousse at their cake shop super nice lo! and its super cheap.. corny rite.. go there buy such stuffs.. but its really nice .. and its at 8 RMB which is 1.6 bucks sing dollar! for a palm size! yum!

n like i say Xiamen is a very see see look look kinda place.. so i got no chance to do any shopping~only manage to squeeze some sightseeing time to sup things tt i like.. haiz.. sad ya.. i expect to chiong lots of cheap stuffs home! but ended up buying lots of titbits.. so i will be giving those to my friends ! its e tot tt counts..

so what have i got myself?

- A pair of shades @ s$4
- Glitter sling bag @ S$16
- Red Ruby white gold ring @ S$20
- n some mini mini stuffs la..

some unhappy stuff happen during the trip tho..

one thing i dont like abt the whole trip is we actually get to see v little things.. n normally we will be in the hotel as early as 7 in the evening.. cos shops are closed during Chu 1 n 2..

and somethign v interesting happened.. which makes my blood boil.. i was waiting for the domestic plane on e second nite.. n i went to buy this cup of coffee.. it costs me 48 bucks.. tot its nothing great?? it actually cost 10 bucks singapore dollar.. n its NORMAL coffee n only half filled in paper cup.. and the whole tour just laughed at me for the rest of the trip.. say i m the "CARROT".. haiz..

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11:11 PM

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MM.. just back home from a LONG n GIDDY ride.. hehe..

Friday - something bad happened to my friend while i was happily resting at home.. n me n mery just had to let go of everything of hand n rush to her place at woodlands just to make sure shes ok.. n mery really pissed her friend off cos they were supposed to meet at 6..ended up we only manage to meet until like 9.. siGh..

i know i know.. i know a lot of u were looking for me last nite.. but sorry~ my phone's batt was dead.. not wanting to ignore u guys alrite! some i really cant get back to u!

anyway.. went to CCE at orchard for some talking before mery n wanyui (her friend) leave for zouk.. anyway.. i skipped last nite cos i was totally broke.. haiz.. n i have been clubbing like no body's biz.. hoho..so i guess should just take a rest..

after tt i met up with eric n weihao.. supposed to catch a movie but u noe.. with me n eric always bickering.. we missed the show.. in the end we just slack around n finally left for home at 2.. sIgh.. tt brat is coming to my house on monday for me to help him dye his hair.. omg.. i should charge him..

Sat- was at compass point and i met one of my ex bf.. and i had to siam.. haha.. why.. simply becos i wasnt very nice to him back when we were together u noe.. er.. actually a v sad thing is tt.. i dont even remember got this person until i see him again lo..

eventually when he likes me tt time.. i wasnt really into the relationship.. but who cares.. he was v nice .. but one thing i cant stand is he has one more ear hole than me.. n his earring is forever longer than mine! anyway.. he was supposed to fix my comp for me .. n i was supposed to go sim lim with him.. but i last min just fly his aeroplane n he has to go alone.. so after he got all the parts.. he came over late at nite to fix my com for me..

so my com was finally workign! YEAH! n few days later it was his 21st bday.. n guess wat.. i just din turn up.. all his frenz were expecting me to be there n i just switch off my phone.. n i think i did call him to break up with him.. i cant remember.. lol..

so when i saw him today.. the mean things i did to him rite suddenly flash back.. lol.. n i just tot i should siam him.. hahah..

after tt met mao for dinner at heeren.. after tt we tot of going movie with ming or go clubbing with kelvin.. mao is super gian clubbing of cos! me too lo.. but super leong.. n she told me we wont be going tonite.. so i was like wearing a little bit guai la.. so we couldnt decide..

so finally we decided to go to FEP to look for Yanfeng, kunfeng n their friend DeLiang.. its been super long since i saw yanfeng n talk to him.. he used to be like one of my closer guy friends but now we are just like hi-bye kinda friends la.. but at least he took the initiatives to talk to me first.. n he ask me when m i gg to put tatoo.. i was like -_- wat a topic!

Apparently we had trouble deciding on wat to do n were stuck outside FEP for quite some time.. looking at a couple quarreling.. mm.. then we went to check out the movie time slot but we decided not to watch.. then we started calling kaki go club! but damn.. all is going CHINA hei..

Then rcv some call from a close gf of mine n had to go to find her then.. talk awhile then finalyl shes ok le..haiz..some affairs of the heart..then we headed to geylang..bought some tou huey then Kunfeng drove us around..wanted to go cosey bay..but apparently solar doesnt know the way.. so in e end we decided to go to ECP.. i kinda enjoy the long ride.. at nite.. n he was playing Linkin park's disc on his hi-fi.. hehe..so shiok!

Met evelyn at ECP then we just sat near the beach to eat la.. no one in the mood to play games also.. so we left for home soon after tt lo..

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3:47 AM

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Shopping makes me feel better!! Lolz..

But it makes me leong... leong = broke..

i bought a binikni from school fair which cost me 20 bucks.. i tot it will be v nice to wear for those trans top?? haha.. n also a nwe belt.. i like pink one too but i chose the silver one in the end.. gg to get the pink one soon! both is not on my shopping list.. but well.. i love them!

Aston called last nite.. say wanna come my house for steamboat n mahjong.. hehe.. looking forward.. =P

dont feel like doing anything these days.. other than clubbing.. drinking.. blah..

whats on Winamp: In the end - Linkin Park..

been busy with school work.. until wed.. nw i m going to relax.. ask me out! hehe.. go shopping movie watever.. i miss u guys! *HuGs

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1:31 PM

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I've got a new look! i am waiting for eve to upload the pics to the net n i will post it here...

i m extremely happy w the look~ its young innocent n chirpy.. lala.. n i look cute! its shorter and i miss my long hair tho.. and i had a few strands of purple colour hair at the side! STylE! wats up w purple? pple at work place all purple colour ! even got one guy is half puerpls half blonde.. omg..hehe

went to cut hair with ah mao n eve! at fep.. before we went jalan jalan at orchard.. heh.. den to our most looked forward clubbing~

we practically have to pull eve there cos shes supposed to meet someone.. n shes only in jeans ..but it was nice of her to decide to stay .. er.. hopefully its for me!! party with her v fun!!!

just as i always tot.. everytime mao say no khaki no khaki ..in the end cfm alot of pple last min come ya!! so she manage to get her poly clique n Ming!! n i manage to pull kailin! haha..ended up a v big group la..

Does anyone of u remember JiChuan from CTSS basket ball team?? i saw him ytd.. yup.. n its kinda funny cos actualyl we always see each other on bus cos i think he lives bishan.. but everytime we din acknowledge each other's presence.. n normally i just tot hes v unfriendly cos he would just stare at me n i will stare back.. but ytd i was so surprised cos he actually smile at me! and the 2nd time i saw him at phuture he actually tok to me.. ironic.. i have nv tok to him in school before tho.. mmm...

Ah.. reach early to wait for all members to arrive .. so there was me, eve, mao, kat, june, ming initially..and this guy i know named Jim? hes an ah beng.. n he looks damn young! n to find out in e end hes 20 too.. lol..

thanks to Jim, he bought a jug for me mao n eve to share.. n me n mao ordered lycheetini one for one.. heh..

before party started, there was this ah pek who was dancing near e dance floor.. pity i only manage to catch a glimpse cos i was heading to look for weiling n kailin.. n i got lost from mao n eve..

only manage to meet back when i met kailin.. n i saw my princess weiling!!! yeah.. shes in black dress n she just dragged me to the podium to dance.. n i was like.. even if i know how to dance i wont want to dance beside her lo.. just look at the way she dance.. u will feel damn out.. hehe..

zouk music was boring.. n i had to join mao they all at phuture..its damn pack n the music was ok.. it only gets interesting when there were bit** behind dancing with some despo.. look.. i m not against dancing with guys alrite.. but PLS DO NOT DISTURB others.. the guy just got so turned on by the girl tt he pushes his way thru to the wall n started hanky panky the girl.. i nv really see properly but i know its v obscene.. n i was saying.. pls do not disturb others.. knw they were all horny n the guy was like pulling down tt B**** tube.. he was kicking his leg! like i was standing behind him n he was kicking me.. den i was like damn pissed lo.. e rest just tot its v funny n we just watch.. mao was v affected.. haha.. and there was this song tt me mao eve n kailin tried to do dirty dancing to bring them down.. hah.. but no way we could win cos they are just too bitchy~

it was quite boring after tt.. and we started poking each others stomach.. haha.. its really fun with ming around.. all of them started to make fun of kailin's height..

n the most interesting event of the nite.. is when i walk kailin n michelle out.. michelle was forcefully pulled away buy her ex.. o m g.. her ex is damn fierce n big..neither me or kailin dare to pull michelle back so i had to call my "troops".. we ran out to search for them.. after a while we manage to find them near the hotel side.. n the guy was like scolding the girl.. and according to the bouncer.. he slapped her.. omg.. everyone of us thinks tt no matter what wrong the girl do.. it is nv rite for the guy to hit her! let alone her x.. hai..even though i don really know her.. i kinda felt sorry for her..the guy continued to scold her n she was crying away.. we tried to ask her if she wants to leave she says she doesnt so we just looked from afar to ensure shes ok.. n finally she just follow him n went hm.. siGh..

o btw.. to sidetrack a little.. i hugged my crush ytd!! isnt tt sweet! aww.. nothign special la.. haha.. n he lend me his shoulder to lie on..hehe..i like to emphasize.. hes just a CRUSH.. u noe.. i dont even care if he kiss other girls or hug them la.. cos its none of my biz.. lolz..

after tt went back to podium to find my dearest weiling.. cant believe she danced the entire nite..duh.. n finally the party ended..

overall.. its rather fun eh.. with a big group ..tot i met a few guys then.. but i cant remember their name nor faces already.. must be e drink.. luckily i stayed at phuture.. heard zouk wasnt tt nice?? haha..doesnt matter la.. its who u are with..

Now.. for the thank u list.. firstly.. my dearest ah mao! she kept me entertained the entire nite.. by her little hugs n craps .. lol.. n i m very grateful towards her for being v sensitive to me feelings nowadays.. those pats on the shoulders and those smses when i rch home..n its really sweet of her to suggest some catching up to do before CNY..raelly sweet..haha.i love u!

followed by kailin..this girl lied to her parents say go do project n joined me..party is great with her! next.. my darling weiling.. its so nice to see her! n i missed her.. dont ever pulled me to the podium again! i cant dance!! haha..n to the rest of the khaki last nite eh.. and also to mery..although shes not there with me last nite.. i know u could have been here if u can.. so dont feel bad abt it..ur spirit is with me!! Lolz..corny~

k la.. go eat liao.. hehe..

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7:09 PM