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20040830

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Like wat jaslin told me. working seems to make me missed out lotsa stuff and my friends.

Anyway, that mery, her dedication huh.. made mine looked like shit.. cos her flow of language clearly describes her tots.. and those tots seems to be mutual to me as well.. i am sure to stella as well.. she bring it out so well in her words.. but mine .. sigh..

see.. thats what i mean by shes so perfect.. even in terms of writing blog... she can write so well.. lolz.. *thumbs-up*

i think mine is a little bit too short.. but.. she know, i know.. hee..

My World My Life

3:01 AM





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WEll well.. i just read mery's blog..again.. and she wrote the following for me.. Cheers =)


"RENE!!! I JUST READ UR BLOG!!! I'M SO TOUCHED YOU DEDICATED AN ENTRY FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! hohoho. So I shall dedicate one for her now!

Serene Serene Serene. Definitely one of my best friends. I got to know her when we were both in sec 1. We were classmates and she was the one who convinced me to join the band. Our friendship quickly grew but because we hang out with different groups of friends initially(she was with joyce, meixing n shuping & i was with yan, weiling n szejia), we didnt get to spend much time with each other. Yes we did share stories n stuff but we were closer to our cliques. Well, people changed n gradually friendships changed. Apparently, there were probs with spending too much time with the same grp of pple, but serene n I nv had probs with our friendship coz we spent just the right amt of time with each other. Enough to b best friends but not enough to create quarrels, which was v gd. hehehe.

She was the one i turned to when I felt like others were judging me. There were probs with guys n friends n inferiority complex...you know, those probs we faced being 13-16 years old. We were emotional teenagers i think. HAHA. We got upset easily n we were too sensitive for our own gd. But serene has been nothing but a supportive friend to me. Whenever i had a new bf, she'd be one of the 1st to know & also one of the 1st i'd introduce to my bf. Her opinions really mattered to me. If she said this guy wasnt gd for me, somehow it faltered my faith in that guy. And the thing is that she was usually right. Of course I didnt just break up with them but when things went wrong, she was always there to comfort me. And if I were the one who was acting like a bitch, she'd just tell it to my face that i shouldnt b doing that. Yes, we were that honest with each other.

After we went to separate classes in sec 3, we had different grps of friends again. BUt we made a point to catch up with each other's lives. I think we had lotsa probs with bfs then huh. Suffered terrible heartaches too. but in a way, those were blessings in disguise coz they pulled us closer together. I'm glad that we made it through, though the scars get to stay. Stella joined us somewhere during sec 3 but the 3 of us became best friends only during sec 4. Separation after O levels made it harder for us to meet since all of us went to different schools.

The 8-mth-long holiday after my As was the best opportunity to catch up with each other, and we did. Of course now our probs dun just evolve around guys. haha. Especially since stella and I are both swinging singles. =P *guys spell t-r-o-u-b-l-e* We never run out of topics to talk about, we shop n club together. And like what serene said, we go crazy together too. haha. Rene, you'll never b an outcast in my life. I treasure u more than so many others so dont even doubt yr worth for a sec! To me, you're more than just a friend. You're a confidante & a soulmate. And you're prettier, smarter, stonger n braver than you give urself credit for!

Thank you sooo much for everything you've given me. They cant b measured in words n this entry's not going to suffice. But i'm sure u know what i mean. hehe. *HUGS&KISSES*"


# posted by MerY | 11:09 PM |




And followed by the one she wrote b4 she read mine..

"...Anyway, I just wanna thank stella. That girl's been nothing but a really sweet friend to me. She's always there when I needed her, showers me with her love n care n never fails to send me words of encouragement n comfort. She took care of me everytime we went clubbing. SO sorry I havent been sensible enough to stop drinking when i knew i couldnt hold it anymore. I always created troubles for her n she always had to worry bout me. I'm a stink-o friend lah. Selfish in a way. But i'm so glad she's still willing to be there for me. Stellaaaaaaaa, just wanna let u know that there's nothing u cant share with me. I'll b here for u anytime u need me to and i'll never stop giving u my support n love. You've been an angel. *hugs&kisses*

Sereneeeeeeeeeeeee! heh heh heh can never mention stella without thinking bout serene n vice versa. This girl's been busy lately but dont worry rene, i understand. Don't worry bout missing the parties also. THey're not that important and you shouldnt feel bad bout it. Serene's one of my oldest friends. We've always been best friends, sisters, etc. Simply coz we grew up together and theres NOTHING in my past that she doesnt know. There are things that i've yet to tell her but we'll find a day to talk about everything ok? In the meanwhile, just take care and dont work too hard. So sorry for the times when i wasnt n couldnt b there for you. I'm a stink-o friend, again. SIGH. how come i've been such a stink-o friend and yet still have these 2 angels who care for me? I'm so fortunate n blessed. I'm so grateful for the 2 of u n i'm sorry for being mushy but i really do love u girls!!! MUAHHHHH


# posted by MerY | 1:02 PM | "

My World My Life

2:41 AM



20040829

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Writing this after i read mery's blog.

She like to dedicate her entries to her friends, i guess i will dedicate one to both she and stella. Esp since i din join them tonite...kinda miss them..

Knew them both since Sec 1. Its been 6 years n tts a long time.

We've been through together our first love. First heart break. First challenge (O level). First this and first that.

They are my best-est friends.

One of those friends that are true.
One of those friends that are sensitive to my feelings.
One of those friends that i almost din have conflict with.
One of those friends whom really care.
One of those friends that make me raelly happy being with them.
One of those friends whom really listen to me.

They are both sweet ladies. Pretty.demure. Strong and brave girls. Wish i could be like them. Simply perfect.


Going seperate ways after Os didnt pull us apart. WE will meet up once in a while to catch up. We will just sit in a restuarant and tok abt everythign under the sun. WE remained as important as before in each others heart.

We can go wild and crazy. Also can be understanding and patient to each other.

At times i think that i really dont belong to their world. and sometimes the tot of tt makes me so sad.

They are so pretty. Clever and made their way to college then U. Great dressing sense and great figure. Under grad. Always knew about the latest fashion. Guys hitting on them whenever we go clubbing.

What am I? sometimes i feel tt i m not fit to be their friend.

Cos i m a no body. All their friends behaves like them. I feel like i am an out-cast.

but they did not despise me for who i am.

was touched when both of them came down to visit me @ work after i din join them for clubbing the nite before, just to update me abt wat happened.

They were sincerely there for me when i needed a shoulder or a listening ear. They helped me stride thru a "crisis" 2 yrs ago, which was the most important period of my life..

We just understand each other so well that even though somethings are left unsaid, we are still able to know clearly whats going on in each other's mind.

Guess i can find no words to describe my feelings towards them. Its just a very special kind of bond tt hold us together.

HOpe we can remain this way forever. Friends forever.

+HUggies+

Specially for Mery and Stella. (",)

My World My Life

2:33 AM





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Just when my life is back to normal. I saw him again. Right at my work place. yes. with someone of cos.

I m jsut fated to see him. Its just a difference of few second.

I shouldnt be at the front counter.
I should be washing dishes in e kitchen.
I should be serving the food.

Its just a difference of tt stupid few seconds and we saw each other. Shocked. I turned away. DIn know how to react. Hate the idea of him seeing me at work.

Was out of sorts after that. Went into the kitchen to hide. Cos my heart was numb. Confused. Cold. Tt stupid feeling.

Din know why was i reacting tt way. i shouldnt feel anything. we are living our own life. away from each other. Why. Why am i so useless. Wats wrong/??????

"Its jsut like he still matter to you but u no longer matter to him"

"Its always uncomforatble knowing that someone who used to share so much with you is now living his own life without u in it."

Yes. I totally agree with mery. yes. thats the feeling.

Yesterday nite made me feel abit lost too. The second sentence applies to another lost friend of mine too. Its as if i m totally replaced by another person. we are like some stranger. Just a Hi-BYe friend. How can he forget me.

I was e first to appear whenever he needs me.
I skipped classes for him.
WE been thru so much. But he has forgotten hasnt he?

My World My Life

1:34 AM





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Been long since i blog.. mm.. or.. been online.. been working hard.. things between me and colleagues is doing fine..mm.. its getting better as a matter of fact.. although cheryl is not there with me anymore.. kinda lonely.. haha.. wonder y.. but seems to clique with her so much tt days w/o her seems so lonely.. Lolz.. but did met a few new colleagues and got along better with some 'old' staff.. like hannah, nur, jas.

Reached home early this mornign at 630.. feel teh urge to update my blog.. but was too tired to bring myself to do it.. so here i m.. updating my recent affairs...

Last nite was cheryl's and michelle's bday party.. was in a dilema as i had mentioned.. in e end.. i went to have dinner with michelle until 11 plus then went over to cheryl's party.. felt quite bad.. cos..was supposed to be there with kailin and ada after lecture.. but i was still at town at 6.. so i skipped the lecture...so i tot i had just go down after mich dinner.. din expect it to drag till near mid nite.. managed to touch down at cheryl's chalet at 1140..

the chalet was big..crm pple were all there.. played mahjong for a while and i left round 2...

for mich.. i met her at PS work place.. was there to get her bday present as well as to utilise my 30% skincool voucher..met jason and jason treat me to lunch..he suggested buying a set of bra for mich.. tot the idea was alrite.. so i got her a set.. mm.. utilise the 30 dollars voucher i got from using my 30% voucher.. den in the end i got 2 sets for myself and one set for her.. and got back a 50 bucks voucher.. sounds complicated but yeah.. i did save quite a bit.. =)

after which we went for dinner at billy bombers.. me and weihao bot her a mango cake from Jacks place.. dinner was ok.. gathering for old staff. Me.zheyong. weihao. eric. Mao. michelle. eric was fascinated by a waiter over there. And i think the poor guy tot eric was a gay. haha..

After i got back from cheryl's place, i went to weihao place to find them.. jeff, k, eric, michelle. weihao room was blackout cos the lite was spolt. so no mahjong. just watching vcds and toking cock. then finally decided to play monopoly. Disney one. Jeff and eric was a newbie. was rather boring. michelle gaf up first then me. it was already like 5 when me and mich went to sleep in the room. the guys continued. Jeff won the game.

Left weihao house at 6. The rest went to play basketball. Was then late for work. Work was shit today. Don feel like elaborating.

Feel so seh. tired. was supposed to go clubbing with mery and stella. feel so guilty abt not going again. but raelly feel kinda weird going to a U bash. hope they enjoy. next time ask i cfm go. promise!

met up with wh for dinner at ala carte. Alrite lo. rch hm and watch some horror movies and here i am writing my blog.

*****FEel like organising a party for my bday this year.. since last yr i was recuperating from my operation therefore, my birthday was as if i dun haf one. hopefully can book a chalet or something. Just to gather my friends. Secondary. Poly. and IRn pple.******


My World My Life

1:05 AM



20040824

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now is early in the morning. So surprised i can be up so early. i slept at 11 last nite. Damn shacked. Life is in a mess. Only know how to work and work. SIgh

A testimonial of a friend wrote to my another friend keeps appearing in my mind. Damn it. You guys wont understand. So its alrite.

Friends. There are some friends whereby after they used u, u will be erased completely from their life. Thats life. I believe everyone does that. But i dun agree with tt. Its so unfair.

Shall start my report. BLog someother time.

Tata.

My World My Life

8:11 AM



20040822

My Simple Life ♥

Been a week since i last update.. and this update is specially for my dearest mery who has been complaining abt me not updating anymore. =P

no la..just feel like writing down something.. er.. many things..

as usual.. shall start from work.. works fine.. getting along well with managers and staffs.. manager is very happy with my work performance.. n according to Rolan (manager), i m a highly recommended person by another manager (desmond).. hee.. weihao is joinign the Haagen-family soon too.. hope everything goes well.. if everything goes well, katek will be workign at esp with weihao too.. hmm...
only thign i din like abt the job is the unreasonable customer i met during work.. it really sucks can.. issues like take-away cant be consumed in the shop etc. sigh

mery and stella came to visit today. was great seeing them since i din turn up for the clubbing session last nite. Heard both girls were drunk. Luckily i stayed home. if not, won be able to work this early today. =) met up and chatted only for awhile cos they wanted to go home for dinner. Hope for a shopping spree with them once i get my pay.

been working real hard. but luckily it wasnt too tough a job for me. gonna get 600 over bucks at month end. YeaH!! $$$!!

things between me and weihao is getting on fine. Money problem is serious but managed to scrimp and save. Jason papa has been passing me some money.. not a lot .. but like 10 bucks 10 bucks lo..

there seems to be so many people birthday this month. 7Th lunar month????? Lolz.. Michelle and Cheryl is the 2 that makes me most headache. Both celebration is on 27th, Friday. Have problem figuring out which one to attend!!!

Cheryl is having a chalet at aloha Loyang, michelle having an outing with dinner, movie, mah jong and monolpoly. Michelle win

Cheryl is celebrating her 21st birthday. Michelle her 19th. Cheryl wins.

Cheryl's party will have joycelyn, jaslyn, kailin. Michelle's will have eric, jeff, katek, weihao, maomao. Michelle win.

Cheryl invited me on 2 weeks ago. Michelle invited me few days after. Cheryl win.

Dilema.

And the mostheadache thing is still the present. Both of them dun need anythign that we can afford lo... sigh.. >_<

Heard abt a breakup news of a couple that happens to be my ex-colleagues and quite close friend. Used to have a lot of fun and outing together. Even though i seldom contact with them nowadays, but still tot of them sometimes. Seen e guy like e girl. Seen them started together. Seen them become loving couple. Heard their problems when we used to work together. Went out in a group togather. There is this tingling feelign that goes inside me abt the news of breakup. I feel sad. Sorri for them. its such a pity. WHY?
i cant answer. cos i dunno what went wrong. but i knoe no one is at fault, cos a breakup shouldnt hold either party responsible. Read thru her blog. Kinda sorri for what she went thru from a girl's view. However, heard another thingy from weihao, felt that its a real pity the girl choose to leave the guy. Sigh.

Pen off here. Write again soon.

If e Person DoeS nOt lovE yOu The Way yOu wAn theM tO..DoEsNt MeaN ThEy dOn'T LoVe U~#*


My World My Life

11:45 PM



20040815

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Argh.. i m sick.. =( down with flu fever and cough.. OMG.. *sneeze* *sniff*

Just feel like writing.. can go on and on.. currently feeling.. calm and peaceful.. = no feeling.

Lifes back to normal alittle. money issues are alrite for me. is stil the same for Hao. finding ways and means to help him.

listening to track 3, Jay.

works alrite. but yeah, met a real bastard guy @ work.. hes incorrigible.. argh.. damn him.. hes the worst guy i have met for the past few months.. at the same time.. i haf already got my clique.. mm.. sounds funny.. but yeah.. me and her got along well.. =) with her ard.. tiem seems to pass so quickly lol..

read a fren's blog.. her "thanks" section seems to have left me out.. mm.. realised we have lost contact for liek a week.. haha..

becos of my work.. i couldnt manage my school work for the moment..and tts last week.. din turn up for most of the lessons.. but i have learn how to manage it better... shouldnt be a threat to me now..

realised i am still trying to take things lightly.. i have to admit i have become a little better than last time.. as in now when i face such things i can start to calm myself to take it lightly.. Jason and weihao always complain i take things too hard.. =(

lets talk abt today..mm.. works alrite as i have mentioned.. roland is pleased with my work quality and attitude.. and surprisingly.. dearest Junqiang actually dropped by and gif me a surprise visit! so nice of him.. but i din have time to tok to him for the LAST time though.. hes reporting for NS this coming Monday.. =( gonna miss him..hoho

went to meet weihao after tt.. was great seeing michelle.. er.. seeing her being so mean to newbie.. Lolz.. and eric.. Kp as usual.. n just as i was abt to leave town.. I met our ever dearest Mery! with her dimple guy, kevin.. hoho.. and shes looks great! mm.. haha.. she looks great everyday! and shes was so afraid that i blurt out the fact tt the skirt on her cost so much@! keeps pulling me to one side.. hahaha... shes going for dinner with kev's parents?! hehe.. wonder how did it go..

My World My Life

1:50 AM



20040812

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Been working. Almost everyday facing ice cream. Well i don't mind, since i m paid for. =)

Feeling kinda vexed now. Dear's financial problem is getting frm bad to worse. THink his bank's money is just enough to feed him for at most one month. and his work really really sux. No matter how i try to persuade him to stop working over there. He just wont listen. I dun undertsnad why. Maybe its becos he think its easy money. SIgh. BUt things isnt tat simple. He needs the money for hsi effort. and he just cant get the Qs. I just hope he can settle down for a part time so that he can at least have a stable income.

he told me his current situation. Cant believe it. Hes still young and yet need to suffer so much. =( Tot of dropping out. and return to school after he sign on or go NS. tt might be a better idea cos he was afraid even he can make it thru this sem, the next 2 might be hard for him and its only gonna be a few yrs longer.
well, why not. But the tuition grant is a big problem.

his Auntie is still happily holidaying at carribean sea. I am pretty sure with his aunt around, his crisis will be solve.

I didnt noe how i can help, or what can i do. I got no money myself. Didnt wan him to quit school and then come back to study. I noe he has backbone and wil become useless man in the future. I knoe he is a sensible and diligent man. however, if he can pull thru this yr he will be holding a dip, which is a different story. But he seems to be struggling and i dun wan to force him. No matter what his decision is, i will support him. He needs my support.

I pray for all to be well. I pray for him.

Ps: if u guys out there know if there are any financial help, asst scheme he can take up for his fees, pls pls kindly let me know. If there are infomation on Sign on scheme. can let me know too. thanks.

My World My Life

11:33 PM



20040809

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Mm.. din update for few days.. cos i was real tired everynite.. n got no chance to blog in the noon.. =D

Everything is so fine with mE! and i have started my job. Hohoho.. kinda tiring when doing closing.. but one thing i like is tt its so busy that it take my mind off things. Pple are nice.. er.. for some.. a few maybe i still dunno well.. so yeah.. shall update again abt those "not too nice" ones..

mm.. supposedly go msia tomolo ya.. but decided to stick on to work since its DOUBLE pay.. hehe.. but i wil nd to do closing. =(

So hows everyone out there!!! YOOHOO!!!

mm..yesterday met up with mery and Stella.. met JQ as well.. hohoho.. eh.. nv change.. still look the same .. haha.. hes workign at cine.. mm.. after we met him.. went shopping! mm..saw a nice top frm mng.. but.. tot it wasnt raelli worth it.. maybe will go back to get it once i get my first month's pay.. then we continue shopping.. then went phuture london.. clothes damn ex can.. but so nice.. AWwww.... but i m FAT.. hehe.. in the end i got a top from there.. supposedly to return mery since she is paying first.. cos single receipt of 200 will rcv a vip.. so since she bought 2 pcs.. so we let her pay first.. then after tt she say she is giving the top to me n stella for our so many yrs bday present!! Tts really sweet of her.. and its really not cheap k.. for me la.. hehe...anyway.. MERYY!! thanks so much.. really love the top k!

O ya.. btw.. just to advertise for mery ar.. this girl here.. she bought a skirt.. yes..a short skirt .. at $129... no twelve-ninety.. its hundred n twenty nine! can u believe it.. ?? i cant. Lolz.. but e skirt is damn nice.. 100% silk ok?! haha.. and look damn great on her.. hehe.. stella also bought a "sexy" top.. hohoho

after tt went clubbing.. chinablack.. cant believe i went there.. its all becos of the other 2.. but last nite we only q for half n hr? alrite lo.. mm.. tot i will just be bored to death..but i enjoyed myself so much tt i din wan to go!! the feeling is a little bit diff with mery and stella.. its so enjoyable.. n FUN! PLenty of drinks.. guys etc etc..Lalala.. met Mao's fren: Miao, Ming, WeiTing, Zikai, Kimmy etc. mm.. forget the other guy's name. its gd to see them again.. =) met mery's fren marvin and stella's frenz too.. all our frenz were there.. Hahaha..

Tt Zikai and his fren was with us almost the whole nite.. yeah.. kinda fun having them ard.. cos a little free drinks and stuffs..n hes v entertaining.. =) Miao and Wt came over and danced with us for awhile.. got this kinda QIN QIE GAN whenever i see her.. as if i noe her for a v long time.. mm.. in fact tt was the 3rd time we c each other.. maybe shes really a v friendly girl lo.. =)

dance dance and dance non stop till 2+..feeling crazEE~~ felt my legs giving way and i had to rest.. OMG.. was so tired.. then we went home.. interesting clubbing session! RAWKS!

My World My Life

12:55 AM



20040803

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Currently writing this in my Lab Sessions..UtraDev..Sian..

Anyway.. here to share some good news! and tt is I've finallly got a job. THis time not those v bad jobs like Captain Cook ok.. and i simply love the job. Hohoho.. I will be working at Haagen Daaz. At the new shop at Raffles City. Hohoho. Starting on Friday! Yeah! So happY! Starting is

Mm.. friends out there ar.. please come visit me ya! but as i said.. will give a bigger scoop la.. especially to Mao.. u are the first one to knw abt the job.. i will do wat i promised u la! dun worri!

I am over joyeD! went for e interview today. Mm.. although initially the manager i contacted was mean as to forget i m coming down for interview, but in e end met another manager quite interesting guy.. mm.. heard got employees benefits for me.. wonder what is it though.. he said to be discussed later in employment letter.

This is lame, just check my mail box, realised Mrs Field replied my application for vacancy as well. Duh.. ask me go interview next tuesday agaiN! see how la.. if i start training at HD guess i will just haf to gif up mrs field.. mm.. or i can take both for the time being!

For a part timer. max i will be getting is $880 and Minimum is $160 as required by the company's commitment... HOhoho!!

Wish i can start work asap. $$$!! Going down to discuss further tml. Wish me luck

My World My Life

4:09 PM





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Supposed to sleep early. But while i was tidying up my documents. Saw some conversations between one of my used-to-be close frenz. Brought back a lot of memories. Not feeling very calm right now. I miss toking to him. Still sees him ard in irc, even at town, or gatherings. but. act like total strangers to each other. as if we have never even been frenz. WHY? i tot i have already forgotten abt this. Shouldnt have dig it up. But how can i forget someone that came so close to my heart....

G: neng bu neng zui yi zhi zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou
B: neng
G: .
G: yi zhi dao da shi jian de jin tou
B: shi jian mei you jin tou
G: =
G: neng bu neng zui yi zhi zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou
B: neng
G: haha
B: =)
G: thanks huh
B: bu ke qi
* G ly on B shoulder..
* B points to the sky
G: wat?
B: pei ni qu kan liu xing yu
G: haha
B: meteor rain
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*wonder if u c this. Xiang Hui Dao Guo Qu. i need a reason from you. Please tell me why has she replaced me..

My World My Life

3:13 AM



20040802

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I am feeling desperate.. so desperate.. FOR A JOB...have been searching non stop ever since i start the semester.. did not fail to look at any job vacancies poster even when i am out shopping! SIgh.. am i really that picky??? sigh.. hope to get a job to at least keep me going.. my bills etc.. sigh.. NOPE.. i am not going back to IRN.. in fact.. Wh is thinking of leaving tt place.. I am not sure too.. sigh...

Anyway..today met up with joyce and jas.. to esplanade to see the STUPID fireworks..

why is it stupid.. becos i think singaproe just have too much money to spare and can afford to have fireworks like 5 times a year!? and there are thousands and thousands of pple rushing to esplanade (some even queued from 4pm, gosh.. cant believe this..) and squeezing for a just 10 mins thingy?!

i nv understand why singaporeans behave this way? OK.. i can understand if its once a year event.. but then this is already the 3rd tiem this year..DUH.. so sick can.. whenever there is such events i.i countdown.millienium swing. I always gets to see the ugly side of Singaporeans. ALthough i am one my self.. (as in a singaporean).. but i nv understand why they are like wat foreigners said: Kiasu..inconsiderate... especially some AUNTIES..I am sure all of us have experienced it before.. e.g pple just simply push their way through..or knocks onto you w/o saying sorry, so run v fast just to grab a place/seat and gets so damn happy when they got one..Q for hours to get things/see events.

argh.. i raelly can stand it.. NO OFFENCE to any aunties..simply stating a view..soemtimes i see their behaviour, i am so worried will i be like them one day.. the tot of that really scares me...

Anyway..as i was saying.. some kind of stupid fireworks.. my motive is just to meet up with my frenz to catch up..don mind the fireworks cos its quite beautiful.. but really hate the crowd and inconsiderate pple.. DUh.. next time , pay me and i will consider going can.. =P well. i have to admit.. not in quite a good mood today..

anyway we waited for firework to start.. and it was late.. we stood for like 45 mins for a 10 mins firework la.. eventually it rain..then we went to esplanade.. and there was like a huge jam at the overhead bridge.. looking down.. u can see lots and lots of pple JAYWALKING.. across roads..

finally we rch suntec, spend sometime deciding on wat to eat and settle down in a Thai restaurant: Rennthai.. the food was ok.. atmosphere is not bad.. one thing is tt the waitress abit AP la.. the waiters were ok.. but for some reason joyce just see the waiter not happy ar.. and the poor guy kanna sarca by joyce when he told us last order at 930.. Haha.. anyway..thats becos we are CRM gals ma.. =)

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