WEll well.. i just read mery's blog..again.. and she wrote the following for me.. Cheers =)
"RENE!!! I JUST READ UR BLOG!!! I'M SO TOUCHED YOU DEDICATED AN ENTRY FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! hohoho. So I shall dedicate one for her now!
Serene Serene Serene. Definitely one of my best friends. I got to know her when we were both in sec 1. We were classmates and she was the one who convinced me to join the band. Our friendship quickly grew but because we hang out with different groups of friends initially(she was with joyce, meixing n shuping & i was with yan, weiling n szejia), we didnt get to spend much time with each other. Yes we did share stories n stuff but we were closer to our cliques. Well, people changed n gradually friendships changed. Apparently, there were probs with spending too much time with the same grp of pple, but serene n I nv had probs with our friendship coz we spent just the right amt of time with each other. Enough to b best friends but not enough to create quarrels, which was v gd. hehehe.
She was the one i turned to when I felt like others were judging me. There were probs with guys n friends n inferiority complex...you know, those probs we faced being 13-16 years old. We were emotional teenagers i think. HAHA. We got upset easily n we were too sensitive for our own gd. But serene has been nothing but a supportive friend to me. Whenever i had a new bf, she'd be one of the 1st to know & also one of the 1st i'd introduce to my bf. Her opinions really mattered to me. If she said this guy wasnt gd for me, somehow it faltered my faith in that guy. And the thing is that she was usually right. Of course I didnt just break up with them but when things went wrong, she was always there to comfort me. And if I were the one who was acting like a bitch, she'd just tell it to my face that i shouldnt b doing that. Yes, we were that honest with each other.
After we went to separate classes in sec 3, we had different grps of friends again. BUt we made a point to catch up with each other's lives. I think we had lotsa probs with bfs then huh. Suffered terrible heartaches too. but in a way, those were blessings in disguise coz they pulled us closer together. I'm glad that we made it through, though the scars get to stay. Stella joined us somewhere during sec 3 but the 3 of us became best friends only during sec 4. Separation after O levels made it harder for us to meet since all of us went to different schools.
The 8-mth-long holiday after my As was the best opportunity to catch up with each other, and we did. Of course now our probs dun just evolve around guys. haha. Especially since stella and I are both swinging singles. =P *guys spell t-r-o-u-b-l-e* We never run out of topics to talk about, we shop n club together. And like what serene said, we go crazy together too. haha. Rene, you'll never b an outcast in my life. I treasure u more than so many others so dont even doubt yr worth for a sec! To me, you're more than just a friend. You're a confidante & a soulmate. And you're prettier, smarter, stonger n braver than you give urself credit for!
Thank you sooo much for everything you've given me. They cant b measured in words n this entry's not going to suffice. But i'm sure u know what i mean. hehe. *HUGS&KISSES*"
# posted by MerY | 11:09 PM |
And followed by the one she wrote b4 she read mine..
"...Anyway, I just wanna thank stella. That girl's been nothing but a really sweet friend to me. She's always there when I needed her, showers me with her love n care n never fails to send me words of encouragement n comfort. She took care of me everytime we went clubbing. SO sorry I havent been sensible enough to stop drinking when i knew i couldnt hold it anymore. I always created troubles for her n she always had to worry bout me. I'm a stink-o friend lah. Selfish in a way. But i'm so glad she's still willing to be there for me. Stellaaaaaaaa, just wanna let u know that there's nothing u cant share with me. I'll b here for u anytime u need me to and i'll never stop giving u my support n love. You've been an angel. *hugs&kisses*
Sereneeeeeeeeeeeee! heh heh heh can never mention stella without thinking bout serene n vice versa. This girl's been busy lately but dont worry rene, i understand. Don't worry bout missing the parties also. THey're not that important and you shouldnt feel bad bout it. Serene's one of my oldest friends. We've always been best friends, sisters, etc. Simply coz we grew up together and theres NOTHING in my past that she doesnt know. There are things that i've yet to tell her but we'll find a day to talk about everything ok? In the meanwhile, just take care and dont work too hard. So sorry for the times when i wasnt n couldnt b there for you. I'm a stink-o friend, again. SIGH. how come i've been such a stink-o friend and yet still have these 2 angels who care for me? I'm so fortunate n blessed. I'm so grateful for the 2 of u n i'm sorry for being mushy but i really do love u girls!!! MUAHHHHH
# posted by MerY | 1:02 PM | "