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♥ 20080127

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Dinner yesterday was kinda "spectacular"..

I dont remember when was the last time i went for dinner with a group more than 10 peeps..

Kaelyn mommy has very big mian zi to get almost everyone there.. :)

Total 13 of us: Me Kaelyn Eric Jem Daniel Dunk Sam Wenjie Kenneth Jack Jimmy Timmy Lawry..

because of the big group.. there was some confusion during ordering.. but all in all.. it was great meeting up with the rest of them..

Dinner was at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant.. i shared a Combo w Jem but it was so-so.. kaelyn's seafood combo looks better...

After dinner, we did some window shopping at Central..but its hard to keep together because there is so many of us..

Had ice cream with some of them by the river.. greedy me had a tw0-scoop: Dark choc and Green Tea.. and i had some trouble trying to finsih it..

Dunk's black sesame is nice.. Jem's durian is nice too.. Daniel's Sea salt is really a bit.. weird.. HAHA..

Decided to skip PLAY cos Kaelyn left earlier with Jack and Eric.. so i went to baby's place to accompany him.. :) reached home at around 4 am in the morning.. and slept till 5 pm today.. so SHIOK..

updated my ipod song lists and slack for the rest of the day..

decided to skip Powerhouse tonight.. mommy will confirm skin me alive if i go today.. =(

hope they have fun!!!

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Daniel said: "Happiness is the absence of the gap between what you have and what you want .."

maybe.. just maybe..i will be happier if i decrease my wants.. =D

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11:36 PM

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我不想忘记你...

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6:00 PM

♥ 20080125

My Simple Life ♥

Anyone of u watching Amazing Race Asia Season 2??

Collin and Adrain is awsome!!!

They did some research on the internet and managed to find a shorter route to their destination.. they were leading by 1.5 hrs to Marc's team..

and thruout the race no body knew they were leading or lagging behind the other teams cos no body saw them..

And they came in first!!! with all the hard work!!

Aww.. they were great. =D

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12:04 AM

♥ 20080124

My Simple Life ♥

When the night is over.. its time to wake up..

i guess I m more upset at myself than any others, strictly speaking.

so I guess walking out of the party myself is the best option tt involves the least “damages”.

A win-win situation..not that i have much of a choice either..

thats it, you & you --> out.

*****

So drained.. no strength to push any further..

I guess Kaelyn is right.. everyone has got their own limits. And I have reached mine.

Hah. Taking 2 farking years to move on isn’t really efficient. But I am glad this time I m sure its over.

Thanks to.. a lot of pple.

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9:15 AM

♥ 20080116

My Simple Life ♥

aiyo..

so many things happened lately between me, doink, friends and other stuff.

I keep wondering am i over reacting or wat~~

On a lighter note, work is getting great. :)

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Just tot i give u guys a lil update abt myself lately.

Met Mery and stella (finally) last weekend. was good seeing them.. and stella's finalyl back for good. :)) and coincidentally , the 3 of us forgot each other's presents.. LOL..

and thanks to mery's recommendations, i love the durian cake from Big O!!!

it was a bit short to catch up.

cos i got my niece's bday party to attend in the evening.. but we will try to meet again soon~!

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Shermaine's 2!!!

Shes gorgeous!!

missing her so much. :(

She now like to flaunt her english she learned from her child care centre.. MUAHAHA

but shes just like a typical Singaporean, she speaks Singlish.

she says "want some more ROU" when she wants some more meat.. WHAHA.. damn farnee.

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Met Hanzi for Coffee on Thurs evening after work.. talked alot.. but not gonna share here..

that very night i also managed to clear up some airs between me and Gwen..

Things are gg well so far..

Yesterday's meeting with hanzi, grace and gwen was a good one..

Just like the good old days.. :)

We had dinner at Subway.. then shopping at FEP.. finally went to swensen for some nicey desserts.. yummy.. :)

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Was supposed attend a get-to-know session at Sentosa today.. organised by Darrick's supper club..

He's supposed to ask all his friends and ask them to bring along their friends too.. so interesting..

but unfortunately no one got back to him.. so i guess hes only gg w his own friends..

Still wondering if i should go paint ball with them.. so expensive!! :( its 50$ for a few hours..

Cable Ski still sounds better..

Glad tt my Microsoft peeps are still enthusiastically organising events for us to meet up. :)

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Its Sunday again.. its another loooonnngg week ahead..

Looking forward to meeting Kaelyn mammie and her babies!

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I m so broke.. my wardrobe is stuff with clothes.. and my bank account is dry.. =( =( but why do i feel tt i don have much to wear!! =(

CNY is ard e corner.. i think this yr's ang pow gonna be v little.

I wanna get my PSP!

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Its quite distracting to see his face all over my facebk. -.-

hah.. i hope i get sick of it..

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8:57 AM

♥ 20080109

My Simple Life ♥

Can Money Buy True Love?

I've tried everything..

dont ask me to tell him how i feel. cos i told him a zillion times already..

but its still not working..

I hate it when u can simply disappear for so many hrs without giving me a call until i call you..

You are so selfish.. you never felt lonely because you were always busy..

havent i been understanding enuff??

when was the last time i saw you??

Saturday?? whereby u came over before i was gg to bed, stayed for less than 3 hrs and went back home..

the time before Saturday?? you drop by my office to have a one hr lunch..

i hardly see you for more than 10 hrs a week..

i didnt choose all these.. you did.. you chose to occupy urself with endless hours of work..

As it may appears to everyone that you are working so hard for US and buying expensive presents for ME..you and I both understands that this is not the case..

You chose this kind of life.. because you want to afford everything for yourself..

You laptop, your credit cards, your clothes and your Gucci wallet.

I dont need the diamonds, bags, shoes and hard cash..

I need a lil bit.. more of your time..

And i m only asking for ONE DAY.. one day in maybe, a month?.. without having to share with your friendss

If your one day is so precious.. can i pay you?? i will pay you $200 for a saturday.. are you willing to go out with me then????

you dont even call or drop an sms after i told u abt my bad day.. theres no excuse.. because u have plenty of time to call me on your way to work..

wondering what am i to you.. someone who stays at home and wait by her phone, hoping the next minute the phone rings..

maybe i m just a nobody..

dont deny it.. i hate it when u do that because it happens so many farking times that its so apparent.. the message you send across is loud and clear..

everyday i see so many loving couples.. in the midst of my friends and even strangers..

try to recall.. whens the last time you have me in your arms..

Our love is pathetic.

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10:36 PM

♥ 20080108

My Simple Life ♥

I dont have so little friends that i got no one to be by my side when i needed 1, neither am i so sociable to have alot of friends to maintain..

But... i treasure all my friends.. as long as u are nice to me.. i will treat u as my friend.. irregardless of the length of time that we know each other for..

I have lost a lot of friends throughout the my 22 years..

there are some whom i dropped because i realise they were just making use of me.. or maybe i should say they are just not genuine friends.. who are just merry making friends..

But there are also some who choose to walk out of me.. because they have found better friends or too engrossed in their own life.. which i am in no part of it..pple like Joyce, Shuping..

Sometimes i wonder.. is it me? is it because i am a bad friend thats why they choose to leave me..??

Hate it when pple who walk into my life to patronise me and yet i trusted them to be my friends..

I dont hate them.. i just hate myself for putting myself into that kinda situations..

Up till this point in time.. i already cant differentiate between a genuine friend and a patronising one..

And now i am so afraid..that more pple i love are gonna betray my trust...

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dunno what i am talking abt..

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7:53 PM

♥ 20080107

My Simple Life ♥

Continuing from Part 1...

July:

- Pigging out
- Pay rise
- missing my mambos, babies and mammie
- mammie kidnap by zoo keeper

Aug:

- SUPER SUPER gone National Day Eve mambo
- Unforgettable-goner-mambo
- Vow to never get wasted on the dance floor again --> doing well so far

Sep:

- Lotsa project deadlines
- Surprise party of Kaelyn mammie
- First time @ PLAY with my mambo gang
- Family chalet @ ECP
- sending Stelly off to Barcelona
- Dragonfly with MS peeps --> Jamie's bday
- MOS with Dessie, Gwenie, Jasmine, Alex & Zhiwei
- Zhiwei's bday
- Bestie Stelly got a broken heart
- Baby's 23rd bday @ MAMBO - the quarrelsome night
- Makeup celebration

Oct:

- Indochine with MS peeps - Joy, Denny, Wee chiau, Siti, Gen, Darrick, Jamie
- Last day at MS
- First time on Kaelyn's car
- MUG MUG MUG for my final sem
- drifting away from my bestie

Nov:

- zhiwei's new gf - Shumin
- Mommy's surprise bday party at Pasir Ris Park
- End of exam
- Received a HUGE bonus
- starting to look for job
- First retreat to Pulau Ubin
- Cursing the movie Enchanted cos of the stupid ending
- Got a job offer at my current work place
- Shopping and shopping for my working clothes - spent lots and lotsa $$
- Stelly back for a week!
- Further away frm Bestie
- Color my hair @ a ridiculous price
- MOS with Ben
- And more shopping
- Cleared my exams!!!!!!! GRADUATED!!!

(it sure is a happening Nov)

Dec:

- Bday Celebration with Hanzi, Gwen, Grace @ Alps Cafe
- Bday Celebration with Baby @ Olio
- Bday Celebration with Kaelyn, Dunk, Gou, Eric and Daniel @ White Dog
- Trip to zoo
- Dinner at Indochine
- And MORE shopping
- IN LOVE WITH ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!!
- Received TONS of Christmas pressie
- Bought the Chipmunk's sountrack with Collin's HMV Voucher
- Sam's 21st Celebration @ PLAY
- Dunk's 23rd Celebration @ Iguana follow by PLAY
- Xmas eve @ Zhiwei's place - Feasting!
- Latest Mambo of the yr - Kaelyn gone at 1230 record timing.
- Post Xmas celebration @ Kelin's place with MS peeps
- Watching Fireworks on NYE

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My 2008 resolution!!!!:

- To shed unwanted pounds *** brought forward from 2006 =(
- Learn to stop being so bothered by those who isnt worth it - take things easy
- Live each and everyday happily
- Stop giving my baby a hard time
- More disciplined - in terms of punctuality and work attitude
- Spend more time with my family
- Try to be more optimistic and learn to look at things from both sides
- Learn and remember that "People change, but they dont change together.. therefore, they drift"
- Treasure and love those who treasure and loves me..
- Taking more efforts to maintain some friends

=) Simple and achievable resolutions!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! *MUACK MUACK**

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10:13 PM

♥ 20080104

My Simple Life ♥

http://e-xeven.imeem.com/music/2pPwYt7k/martine_mccutcheon_perfect_moment/

Gonna be my wedding song~~

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12:48 PM

♥ 20080101

My Simple Life ♥

2007 went pass in a poof.. felt like i hav just celebrated my 21st bday ytd..

and today is the first day of 2008..

For the next 364 days.. i hope it will be good.. for me.. my friends.. my family.. and him.. =D

Review of the entire year..

Jan
- Trip to HongKong with baby and family
- Started my final sem
- Junior and Feline's Solemnisation
- Bestie Gwen's bday celebration with Bakerzin cake delivered to her doorstep
- Baby niece Shermaine's is 1 yr old!

Feb
- Get to knw Cheryl through Ben
- Sleazy nite at O bar .. mm...
- Dyed my hair RED
- CNY where i received lotsa Ang Pows..
- CNY party at Zhiwei's place
- Someone chose to came back to disrupt my life.. lead me on..
- Valentine's Day - Zouk was super super crowded

Mar
- OT OT & OT in Microsoft
- Vista launch
- First Movie @ GV Gold Class - Protege
- Closed my blog, but reopen again..
- First time to St James with Bestie Mery and Stelly
- Grace bday @ K lunch
- First sentosa trip of the year with baby
- Fair Ping's Wedding dinner @ JB
- Fell out with colleague - LK and we never talked again.
- First mambo with Kaelyn and met Sam and Timmy
- Start of my week dosage of mambo

Apr
- mugging for my exam
- Kaelyn found her potential partner, Eric Zhang
- and i continue to make wrong choices & letting pple manipulate me
- Met Dunk and Xiaogou thru Kae~
- screwed up one paper - Taxation

May
- Continue to deceive myself
- finished my exam
- First mambo with my current mambo gang - Met Jemtoh & Jon
- Settlers & Essential Brew with Grace, Hanzi and Yu
- and its the 3rd mth of screwing up my life.. YAY~
- Closure of MOMO, Opening of Velvet dragon
- Bangkok trip
- Intruder suddenly decided to leave me alone.. sigh - and i dont think its a good thing
- End of self deception

June
- Mambo on Vesak - Met Melissa, Clement & Lawry ( One of the better mambos of the year)
- Ah gong pass away T_T
- Failed my tax paper -> verdict: To retain for one semester
- First clubbing session with Microsoft colleague
- First time sending my home with his dad's lorry

* Needa slp - continue part 2 tomorrow..

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I want to be richer.. haha.. not only in terms of money.. but i want a richer life =)

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10:19 PM