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20050522

My Simple Life ♥

Seems like the only time i can use com is at ling's place.. =)

I miss blogging.. really..

Very soon.. i m getting a new com.. very soon.. but i dunno when it will be..

I saw e way he looked at me.. i avoided his look.. i knew he wanted to ask how i am.. and i wanted to hug him the moment i saw him.. but i din.. neither did he make the first step..

Finally i change my blog music.. been watching Dolphin Bay.. its really very nice.. cried alot over the serial.. and this song is the theme song.. Journey.. =)

I think i am gaining weight.. haiz.. its time i go on diet.. =(

Gonna work at Heeren tomorro.. =) Looking forward.. heh..

Going on in the other room in the house is Ben and weilings friend playing mahjong..

I m getting the money i want.. or rather i need.. an i m happy...

But lots of things these days doesnt allow me to be really happi..

Why??

Feel so happi cos i finally heard from JQ today.. din know he has been reading my blog.. cos this idiot doesnt tag.. =( hope everything is going well for him..

O.. cos just now there was a break from mahjong.. and ben came over to talk to me.. so weilings mom was like.. How come u know ben also?? so i told her hes my ex bf.. she seems shocked.. haha.. no one could prob believe ex can get along well like friends.. can still play mhajong together.. neither can i.. but its true.. =)

met up with stel and mery to chill last nite.. had a nice chat.. as usual.. feel good therapy..jon invited us over to holland to join his friends but mery turned it down.. prefer to have a nite of all girls chat ba... took some funny pictures.. =)

Cant help but keep looking back at some point of time in life.. theres really lots of things i regretted doing.. or not doing.. haiz.. but i guess tts life..

friends is all i need now..

be my friend.. or go away..


P/s: btw.. i am quitting clubbing....

My World My Life

1:57 AM



20050518

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Again..

at weilings place.. waiting for her to get ready and we are hittin the club tog..

seeing my friend cry in front of me makes me want to cry too.. haiz..

Well.. my work was good.. colleagues are nice pple.. but anyway.. i am changing job.. haha... gonna work for my cousin..lalal.. keep u guys updated again..

Stellas back.. went clubbing w them to zouk on fri.. big mistake.. really hate it.. desperate guys all around us.. yucks.. disgusting creatures..

stayed home on sat.. was supposed to go to the so-called most happening party of the nite at INdochine.. but it was called off cos we din get the presale tic.. heard from stella its a kids party anyway.. haha.. no comments..

missing ben.. he did msg me this 2 days but somehow the msg system cock up..

finally today he called me after my work.. and just some updating.. we might be meeting up tml..

It will be good to see him.. cos i know i can be weak and be myself in front of him.. which means i normally will break down in front of him.. so sorry that he as to always see me cry.. Lol..

Its such an irony.. ask any girls on the streets what type pf guys are they looking for.. 9 outta 10 will prob telling u they are looking fo rich guys ba..

but so what if u meet a rich guy and drives??


Update again..

My World My Life

11:01 PM



20050512

My Simple Life ♥

Due to my few days of hard effort..i will be starting work on Saturday... so happi ..haha.. $ $ here i come...

well..it also means tat i will have no luxury to slp till late noon.. haha.. and also will be seeing my friends lesser le.. hahaha... but don worry! u guys call me come out i will still try my best to report alrite!!

Happi tt i nolonger eat, sleep and rot.. haha.. can buy things i like and give my mother money so she doesnt have to work tt hard! Mm... and can start my savings..

last min went clubbing w ling.. last min..only wore polo tee and long skirt..super lok cok! but it was still dun tho.. some finger guessing game with ling and shirley..and went down to zouk dancefloor..

Party ended at 3.. but it was raining! first time went clubbing and its raining abt tt.. mm.. weird..

My World My Life

9:43 PM



20050511

My Simple Life ♥

Wanna share this song with all. A song i really like and describe my current state of mind..


Going Crazy

ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down
(down)

baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other men could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I?d rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I?d cross the world, for you I?d do anything


thats right baby I?m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I?ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I?m in love with you baby

break it down now I?ll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I?m your lady
I?ll be around waiting for you I?ll put it down be the one for you

I?m falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather i can no longer go on without
I just break down (down)






SigH.. so happi but now so lonely..




anything for u, alrite?? i lost..

My World My Life

2:21 PM





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Mm..haha.. manage to squeeze 2 weeks into 2 entries.. just some updates abt what i have been doing..

While waiting for my interview at 230.. now at cybercafe using the computer.. haha..

So long nv blog.. Awww.. feel so good!! able to write.. haha.. getting my com soon.. real soon.. i hope

Just got my offer letter from SIM today.. kinda happy but kinda sad.. happy cos at least theres some place that wants me and i m granted the part time program..sad cos i havent heard from SMU.. haiz..

Watched House of Wax with Alex and Mao on monday.. gross.. been watching too much gruesome show.. think i cant take it already! lol..

stayed up till early morning the other day cos mao was supposed to collect her wallet from me around 6 am.. afraid i cant wake up.. so i stayed up.. mm.. was walking to compass point.. and i suddenly tot of my past with weihao..

He used to buy me breakfast early in the morning to my place.. or we will wake up early to eat at tampines.. that was during the first year of our rship.. after tt i would demand him to buy supper or breakfast for me cos i am usually lazy to wake up early.. .. haiz.. those were the days... ah well..

Haiz.. ... take care all.. leave a tag for me alrite!

My World My Life

2:03 PM





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Computer is still down. Or rather, i have get to get a new one.

Its killing me. Not able to blog and surf net.

Hate my life now. Aimless everyday. Go out and play and late nights almost every single day. No work cos cousin is out of town.

Basically, my life evolved around Pool junction almost everyday. its like my second home, i m there almost everyday! mm..

And i see pple like maomao and Alex every other day as well! not that i dont enjoy their company.. there are really fun company.. haha.. they will know what i m trying to say.

On the other hand, jasmine just started work so she hang out lesser with us. Din hear from Ben and JQ at all.. Mery is busy with her own things. Stella is still not back from her trip. Ming just got himself attached, i heard.

Anyway, updates:

Monday:
watched infection with mao and alex. It was a gruesome show. I din understand the entire thing anyway. SO wasted that 9.50. Haha.. Went PJ again..

Tuesday:

Wanted to stay home. But got news that my clutch bag was seen in Raffles city!! so i purposely made a trip down to get it. Went there, was so happy to see the bag! but it was their last piece and it was in a bad condition. Tot i had forego it, if its not meant to be, its not meant to be. Yup, so tried my luck at Suntec. Been a while since i last stepped in there. of cos, heart ache once again.. anyway.. i got the bag and quickly left the place.. went shopping at bugis and bought myself a new t-shirt. and headed home..

Tried reading my future using Tarot, believe it or not, cos i got the same card 4 times when i ask the same question. The frequency of getting that card is like 1/78. How high is that? So i know its trying to tell me something..


Wednesday:

Met up with calvin. He is a new friend. Someone i knew last christmas but hasnt been able to meet up. He picked me up at my place and went town together. Not having plans, i decided to meet mao and alex so that it wont be too awkward.

Well, mao gets along with everyone, so I dont think Calvin was bored. Went to Fat mama to eat, and the four of us stayed for a very long time cos we had our usual Qian Bian wen da ti session and uncle and auntie joined us in contributing some dirty jokes.

AFter dinner, went to PJ for some pool. It was fun. We paired up to play. But no matter whom i paired with, i din lose a single game! haha.. so mao had to do forfeits the whole nite!

After that calvin was nice enough to send mao back to Bukit batok and then me back to sengkang. Love car rides!

Thursday:

Bring mama to Crystal Jade for lunch for early mother's day celebration. Brought her shopping as well and got her a perfume she like. On our way to mrt station, we saw weihao.

My mother talked to him and the conversation was lively as expected. My mom even invited him over for dinner soon. DOubt he will come though. And in return he invited my mom for dinner on Mother's day. I just kept quiet.. and when we were about to leave.. i turned back and i saw he has got this really depressed look on his face.. haiz.. he must have felt so awkward.. '

Accompany mommy home and then Calvin came to pick me up for movie. Wanted to watch HOuse of Wax, but we realised PS was showing Creep! haha.. i had wanted to watch it and his friends recommended it, so we dropped House of Wax. It was the first time i watch horror movie with a friend. Kinda weird. Another gruesome show.

After movie went to pick mao from Gym. Had trouble deciding where to go for dinner. Finally decided in Pool Junction for the Nachos, in another words, we went to visit Alex..

Played some board games and waited for Alex to finish work and mao suggested supper. So we headed down to Geylang for Tau Huey. ArGh.. something i failed to have the last time i had intended to.. well.. was uneasy back at the place, but i tried to be normal.

Me and mao gave the guys a treat cos they paid for the pool the other day. Calvin gave mao a ride home as well as Alex this time. It was a fun journey back. Ghost stories and stuff.. haha..

It wasnt supposed to be a late nite cos calvin was supposed to be home by 1.. in the end he reach home at 4 again.. so paiseh.. cos he has been chauffeuring us around for 2 consecutive nites.. hope he had his share of fun! not to mention the part when alex kept giving wrong directions..

Friday:

Decided to stay home even though mao wanted me to join her for movie and jasmine for clubbing.

Saturday:

Was in a crappy bad mood. Left home at 10 to meet mao. TOt was only chilling, only for her to tell me we are meeting Alex and going clubbing at Fullerton. ArgH! i was wearing surf skirt and polo tee.. mm.. Met her at Faber HOuse, she was in spag top and makeup on.. GREAT! look so weird.. hanzi was supposed to join.. but she din want to club.. want to chill. so she backed off the very last minute..

Saw that familiar Esplanade. It was a relieve that we din have to go there. Alex and his friends changed their venue last minute. Wanted to go Liquid Room instead, so we took cab down to MS side.

Figured that Alex's friends are anti-social bunch, so we tot of going home. ahah.. but go ahead with them instead.

mao and i dont like LR. Would prefer Coco. but its alex's friends bday and they said its v packed in Coco. Maybe thats why LR was closed. Lolz..no la.. they were haviing a beach party at Tanjong beach so its closed. So me and mao were so happy!! cos no choice but COco.. well.. although i like it better than LR.. but part of me felt dreaded.. Alex promised me that if anything were to happened, he will let me beat him up.

No familiar faces. dance floor was empty when we enter. Wat a surprised! His friends suggested to get the party started, so not long after we hit the dance floor, other joined in too..

Overall, the crowd sucks. Alot of weird pple. Weird Crowd. Music on and off was ok. Although we came with alex friend, but me and mao felt like we were alone there, cos like we said, they are rather anti-social and the way they dance is way too.. out.. i dunno how to explain.. cos its kinda funny..

And there was this weird guy who kept trying to put his head on my shoulder.. it went a little over board and i got so irritated. Almost slapped him.

Kelvin joined us around 2 +.. nice to see him! but he somehw seems different.. ah well..

Me mao and alex left at 3.. and we headed to PJ again.. ArGh!!! to get mao's cookies.. alex made them for her..so we went there, eating his cookies and chatting about stuff.. stayed till 4 plus and left for home..

Me alex and his friend jason? cant remember his name shared cab home.. but we doesnt have to pay cos jason can claim the cab fare and he lives near my place.. so i got a free ride home!!








...TOt i was fine. only upon hearing certain songs, i knew i was lying to myself..i knew its still haunting me..

So happy but now so lonely..

My World My Life

1:56 PM





My Simple Life ♥

Life is abit different recently..

New group and new hangout place..

SO what happened the whole of last week??

Lots of late nights.. mom nearly killed me with the knife in the kitchen.

Friday 29 April:

Usual routine of meeting mao for dinner. Had dinner at emerald with michelle and weihao. As usual, nothing to say to him.

Heard plenty of stuff from Eric. Apparently, weihao hasnt change. And i jsut feel kinda disturbed by knowing what kinda life he is leading now. Still the same, spending every single cents he earned. Same old him.

He still dunno how to stand up to Jason. He still lets pple climb over him. And those people are those whom doesnt give a fark abt him.But on e surface, he give pple e impression that he is living so well without me, now that he doesnt have to spend all his money on me.


Saturday 30th April:


Met up with Jeff and gang. He just booked out on fri nite. and all of us wanted to meet up for dinner.

Before that, i went to Wisma with an intention of buying the clutch from mango which i really like since i just got my pay. However, there was no more stock. Was really sad. Cos other than that, nothign catches my eyes while i was shopping around.

There was me, eric, michelle, weihao and of cos Jeff. Went to Swensen to eat. Calamari rings was my dinner and all of us shared an earth quake.

Being the usual concerned jeff, he asked abt me and stuff. I think he got skinnier after 3 weeks in that place called Tekong. Heard the food there sucks and the lack of sleep is really bad.

Perhaps he have noticed the quiet me during dinner. So after he left us to join his friends at pub, he msg me to ask if i was ok. Some concerned stuff and i was glad that he is around. But he was quiet most of the time too.

Call from Ben. Hes working tonite. His scandalous act was discovered again by his gf. Amazed by the level of tolerance she has.

Eric left for Joo Chiat in search for prostitution. Katek left for home. Me, mich, mao and weihao went to spinelli to chill till late nite. Wanted to catch a movie at PS with Sengyan and friends but i was not in the mood for that.

Went to this place called Pool Junction with mao and sengyan's friends. Nachos over there was highly recommended by mao. It was ok. Jasmine came down to join us around 1 in the night and we started playing board games to kill time. A few rounds of fortune telling. Mine was quite an accurate one. ahha..

It was 4 am in the morning when the counter boy name Alex came over to ask if he could play with the 3 of us. First impression, gentle, shy and nice guy. Abit sissy though. or like wat mao says, GAY.

The place closes at 5. We were the only ones left. Alex finsihed his work and joined us for the chat outside PJ. TAlk cock till 7 am and we left for home.

Shared cab with him cos he lives Serangoon.

Sunday 30th April:

Public holiday. Wanted to stay home to catch some rest. However, mao jio to come out again.

She was late cos she went to the birthday party at dunno where. and i had to loiter around.

Went to hunt for my clutch once again. No avail. Depressed once again.

Dinner at Subway. Met up with ming. Jasmine was dead tired so we let her go home to change before she meet up once again.

At subway, the things ming said out of the blue left me in deep tots. I knew he had no gains from lying to me. So i cant help but let what he said bothers me the entire nite.

Probably thats what i couldnt concentrate at K pool.

Just then, some ridiculous thing happened to make me feel worst! Weihao msg me to tell me that some so-called "Poly friend" of mine msg him and tell him that i still has feeligns for him and ask him how he felt abt it and stuff. Weird thing is, my friends cant possibly have his no. and i have not much poly friends and whatever he or she says is not true.

Wanted to know the truth, but he just told me he deleted the msg away so he doesnt know the no. Sounds fishy eh..

Jasmine came to meet us at 12 plus and once again, we headed to Pool Junction. Everyone was like so sian and we started playing Monopoly. After that ming and alex challenge pool. They stayed till day break again, but i left at 4.. cos i was super tired.. managed to catch some sleep..

MondaY 1st May:

Went for interview at PJ..and went to Heeren to meet mery and wanyui for some shopping thingy. Weather was hot and i was tired. Din have the mood to shop at all. haiz..

Met mao, again, at wisma cos we wanted to meet alex for movie. Jasmine stayed home, so it was me and mao and alex.

I think for the first time for very long time i actually get to choose the movie. So not used to it, cos normally i am ok with anything. SO i chose Infection.. haha.. yeah.. horror.. it was a lame and gross show. shall not elaborate.

headed to Pool junction (once again!) cos alex needed to go back to find his friends.. mao wanted to go.. so i was victimised..

on our way there, decided on a plan to play mahjong at jasmine's place!! so happi.. but had to wait for alex to finish his socialising. Ming joined us too..

reach jas place around 1.. 'swim' till around 4 in the morning and everyone was v sian.. for me.. i still wanna play.. but they dun wan already.. was at the winning end.. but then we din gamble.. ah well..

After tat the guys just wanted to sleep and the girls was playing with Tarot.. it was rather accurate for me.. shall post the readings here soon..

After the pillow fight, we headed down to nearby market place for breakfast.. all walking zombie.. after that headed home with alex by train.. surprise rite.. din take a cab.. have to save money..

My World My Life

1:53 PM



20050503

My Simple Life ♥

Early in e morning at jasmine place..

i told myself i will be home early today.. yes.. i will be.. early on monday morning.. hhaa..

3rd nite out.. 3rd nite no slp. haiz.. i went to Pool Junction again TODAY..

argh.. well.. apparently we have got closer to this new friend, alex..haha.. been seeing him fer past 3 days.. and now he is joining us at jas place..

Mahjong.. yup.. although i was winning..but we din play money.. ah well..

confused.. again.. yup.. kinda depressed.. watever.. hate it.. really really..

meeting calvin on wed.. yeah..

My World My Life

5:37 AM