时间的逼近，让我不安.
Stelly will be having her birthday next week end. THAT MEANS DECEMEBER IS HERE!
omg, i cannot believe it. and the following weekend will be MY BIRTHDAY.
seriously, time passes so fast and i hate. :(
wat am i doing for my bday? i really dunno. i always tot i have plenty of time to plan since mine is in December. But now i am only 2 weeks away.
this yr, surprisingly, most of my friends wanted to party, including Grace n Hanzi. so maybe i will have a drinking party at some place after all. since i don tink there will be much opportunity for everyone to get together for a party session. :) and the fact that we are all getting
older is not gg to make organising parties easier. AHHAHA.
o well.. we'll see.
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Met up w the babes yesterday at
Tawandang.yummy thai food. great place. fine weather.
Upset Stella. aha.. she met w a traffic accident on her way to meet us and she was REALLY lucky she was unhurt.
again, they gave prep talk for my career. i know they meant well. i know.......but everytime i hear it from them, i feel so stressed. :(
i know its prob for my own good that i shd leave my current comfort zone and seek an adventure at some Big 4 co or Govt Sector or some MNC.
but my previous interview with G__ really leave me quite demoralised. :( study so hard so 2 yrs only to find that we are
really not on par with pple from local unis. sigh.
everytime i tell Mery that i cannot be compared w pple with local uni degree, she give me this puzzled look like,
"no.. tts not true".. but its true babe, look at all those job portals, alot of them are explicitly looking for
"ACCA or Local Degree". I mean, i dont despise myself that i m not a local Uni grad, but somethings really cannot be compared.
mery and stella makes a lot of sense though. maybe i m running away from my responsibility, hiding at this corner of my office, blogging.
low stress comes w a price.i m prob not underpaid la. maybe just on par w market average. but since i m looking at a better quality of life, i guess its time 2 be a bit more ambitious~~ so that i can live comfortably right??
if i don strive now at the age of 23, when will be the right time??
i will give this all a very serious thought. And it will be my next new year resolution. . .
so, frm today onwards, i shall work harder and learn more things from my mentor, so tt i will be more confident in my next job seek!!!
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On a brighter note, Taipei is less than 2 mths away!
