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What if life only lasted a day,Do you think we'd appreciate it better?
What if life was like hell,Do you think we would dream?
About a life like we have now?
What if in life we had everything,Do you think it would get boring?
Why want another life?Your life is perfect already

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Celebrated his birthday on Tues at OutBack Steakhouse, Millenia Walk.

The food was nice, though not fantastic and is worth the price.. cos basically their service was so good that it made the entire dining experience fantastic..

The steakhouse has got nice ambience, makes u feel really like in the country side of Auzzie..

Waiter was polite and friendly.. when asked if theres any promotion for Birthday, he offered to talk to the manager to see if we can have a dessert for free.. WEE!

baby must have a realyl unforgettable bday.. cos after we asked for bill, tt friendly guy gathered a few of his fellow colleagues to sing a bday song for him!!! and there was the Brownie with Ice cream with candle.. ON THE HOUSE!!!!!!!!! very nice.. very sweet of them.. i din even request for the song.. =D

shall post up the pic soon~

After dinner, we went to catch John Tucker Must Die.. very interesting.. had a really good luff..

Next show i wanna catch is Stay Alive..

Ok. i m not in the mood to blog. All the sentence doesnt fit together.

Looking forward to my trip.

TIll then, i will be guai and study hard. =(

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12:46 PM

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Today is Piggy's 22nd Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGY!!!!

and i want to wish u..

.. a less "piggy" life. (slp less, eat less and exercise more! tummy buldging liao!)
.. a less accident-free life
.. more money
.. more everything u want.

See u tonitE!

Lotsa Love.

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12:53 PM

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Editor's Note:

In my previous entry, i mentioned something abt this SWEDISH guy we met at ZOUK..

and i came to realise that hes not really a SWEDISH!@

Sorry! its a big mistake cos prob i was a little blur cos i was blogging it after a long day of slp.. HAHA..

so anyway.. tt guy is from SWITZERLAND la.. so.. hes a Switzerland-er??? HA HA .. no idea man..

just tot i have to clarify before Kailin come to correct me abt the nationality of her Beau.. HA HA HA ..

SO er.. Mery, i supposed Switzerland-er doesnt have huge dicks, do they???

WAHAHA.. ok i m mad =D

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10:46 AM

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Mambo nite.

Was there with Kai cos she felt the need to club desperately and it was a very short notice..she msg me at 4 and i agree with her at 5.. and damn i was wearing LONGGGGGGGGGGGGG skirt la..

Clubbing Commandment

1. No flats
2. No skirt below knee.
3. No bad hair day.
4. no Long sleeve.

and i violated all of the above!!!!!!!!!!!! luckily kailin lend me this tube top which went quite well with my long skirt.. zz..

Bumped into lotsa pple though.

There was Mery, Perry, Calvin, Pangwei (=X), Henry, Marc, Beng..

Hmm..

I doubt i will be heading to Phuture anytime soon.. FARK. i just hate the crowd.. why are there like so many pple squeezing into tt small little space u can hardly move! for me, i cant even breathe, for God's sake!

zz..

Kai brought liquor to school lo! and we drank a bit before heading to zouk after class.. and we were playing 5-10 on the bus.. but the effect of the alcohol wore off even before reaching zouk.. how wasted.. HA HA..

I love RnB but i always felt phuture's music is nv as good as momo.. zzz.. and it again proved my point ytd.. perhaps i m too used to the music at MOMO... and theres always ample of space for u to dance..

I felt smelly and sweaty and felt like my make up melted.. YUCKS.. ITS SO POORLY VENTILATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh.. din have themood to dance cos i felt so dirty.. and cant move in my LONG skirt..

and its always in phuture i get to meet those disgusting guys where their hands are all around .. felt like kicking their balls and ask them to fark off.. PUI..

Overall, it was pretty ok.. cos did dance for quite abit.. in both phuture and zouk.. hope kai had her share of fun =D .. next time shld drink more.. then can get high..

O.. and there was this really cute Swedish that kailin's friend helped her to pick up!!!!!! =X hes so cute!!!!

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10:58 PM

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Everyone's gg away!

sigh. Mery is gg to Redang (she just came back from BKK in Aug), Hanzi gg to Genting/KL, Kailin making plans to KL too and know wat? stella just came back frm Paris.. **GREEN WITH ENVIOUS**

perhaps its the peer pressure, i m feeling the need to go away desperately.

Becos of tt i think i made him v upset. Somehow hes rather upset that he couldnt bring me for a short vacation cos of money issues and his broken finger. =(

he must be thinking i m so unreasonable.

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I m getting pretty stressed lately - upcoming exams and issues with some friends. and pple.

i have this strong feeling that it will be hard to cope with exam stress this time round.. I m repeating one module and i seriously haven paid much attention to it till nw, a month away from the paper.

I foresee lotsa breakdowns, mood swings, depression, tears and all..

I need a break.. really....

can we just go away??? pls...

** i m so fed up with the tots of u.. in my memory - so sick, Neyo

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11:47 AM

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I m here i m here@

lol..

it was a fruitful weekend.. =0

finally met desmond for some other activities other than clubbing on Fri. Together with Ah Kai, we went to watch "The Angel Wears Bata" (aka The Devil wears prada =P) at PS.

For those who haven catch it.. pLS PLS .. spent tt money to go watch... Its definitely a chick flick.. BUT... thruout the entire shows u get to see pretty bags, shoes (DAMN! i will kill for those heels!) coats and make ups! everything!!!!!!!!!!!! and it will definitely motivate u to become some successful woman so tt u can get watever u wanT!! bleah...

before tt we were at TCC trying to pass time since the movie was at 12.15.. had some salmon thingy which is not really fantastic and my all-time favourite, TIramisu.. =D Tiramisu makes Serene a happy GIRL!

Anyway, the bonus of the nite is we actually got to watch the 2nd movie, Little Man, for free after Prada.. don ask why.. cos i m not gonna reveal.. but.. HAHA.. me n kai were grateful since we don haf to pay for tt bloody stupid show.. its totally lame.. nevertheless, funny.. something i don think its worth to pay for.. haha

Concussed upon reachin home cos i was too tired after long day work and movie marathon..

zzzzzzzz

Next day, went to weiling's bday party at Dover View park.. its a nice condo really..the pool is nice and the place she held her party was at the pool side. =)

HAPPY BDAY WEILING@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

Mery was there..with Perry, n since we dunno much pple there.. most of the time we were just entertaining each other at the pool side.. mery is gg to redang next week@@@@@@ tts so nice!!!!! if only he nv hurt his finger ,we could have went some place for his bday.. =(

Oh.. and Weiling catered a Chocolate Fountain??? i wanted tt for my bday# but damn, its so ex la.. its 200 bucks for rental.. zz.. maybe i can get some steam boat pot and throw some chocolate into the pot and treat it as alternative for the choc fountain.. any objections??? haha

left the party at abt 9.30 and met up with gwen to study.. well. it was a choice between clubbing and studying.. of cos i needed to study.. but she like v gian to club last nite.. every once in a while she will look up from her notes to ask if i wanna go club..

But i was really broke! i mean i don mind paying for the entrance.. but.. i mind taking cab home alone.. so i was quite reluctant to go.. din really wan to part with my 15 bucks..then she started calliung her friens who can get us in for free..but no avail..

SIANZ.. couldny study anymore! so we wanted to walk to cine to get some food.. on e way we pass by Rouge and settled with tt place since she knew the bouncer there and we got in for FREE..

music was nice the min we got there.. but felt so outta place cos dance floor wasnt full and therse a lot o "non-singaporean" over there.. looks all like tourist to me.. as in indians, philippinos, indon..etc etc.. they were like so crazy la.. saw some disgusting pple too... TOTALLY TURN off..

it was my first time there.. and it should be my last. =)

felt bad, cos gwen was really sian.. probably becos she cant club at momo.. and she told me its just not her nite.. we din have fun and we din study much either.. ah well.. she definitely sounds like its a mistake to meet me on a sat nite.. SIGH..

and i couldny meet her today for study cos my poly friends wana meet up to watch a movie..zzz. so sorry dear.. update me abt ur fortune telling and ur "philip wain" soon ya ={

exams coming.. gonna study hard.. jia you! and u can party all u want after the exam.. YAY@

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4:58 PM

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Lifes been good.

I manage to occupy my time durign my rest days and make sure its damn packed. =)

but due to projects on hand. there was practically not muc time left for me to occupy. lol

Managed to meet up with Weiling and Mery for some feel-good therapy on friday..spoke little, cos i wasnt facing much issues like the 2 girls did..

was a fulfilling one cos i haven seen weiling for awhile.. and i was sure everyone felt better after the talk.. other than the part that i had a huge fight with him.. shant talk abt it..sigh

Sat - Woke up early in the morning to attend Ada's daughter's 1 year old bday party at Jack Place Orchard. Jovelle (ada's bb girl) is so cute.. so pretty! and it was a chance for me and kailin n cheryl to sit together to catch up.. although i see kailin every other day in school. =) it just feel different being in school and being somewhere else.

After lunch, went to school to attend my lecture and went home to rest after tt, in order to reserve energy for Kailin's bday party.. reached there damn early and i waited alone for kailin till 10 pm.. zzz.. so sianzz.. more details on her party in previous entry =D

Sun - had a super jia lat hang over but drag myself outta bed to do my project while everyone else was still in bed after one night of crazy partying. Decided to get some fresh air so went to twn to do some retail therapy with him.

Managed to get a pair of earrings and one necklace. Was expecting much more like shoes and presents to those pple i have owed for very long.. hes paying anyway..

But due to the lack of slp.. and felt so unez cos my hp was at home.. so we headed home at abt 7.40..

and today, i took half day off in the mornign to catch some sleep since i finsih my project at 7 am this morning.. and i was basically paid to come and sit here, print my report, surf net, chat msn and blog.. so sianz..i shld be more useful that this.

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"Only when u are drunk, u don have to be responsible for certain things u did.." he told me that last nite.. Hmm...

really??

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4:53 PM

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First of all, HAPPY BDAY TO KAILIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *muack*

Went to MOMO to celebrate her 23rd bday!

It was a huge group but i dunno any of them.. but some of her "guy" friends are really friendly.. and cute.. EYE CANDY =D

Desmond 1 , Desmond 2 and Kenee came to the party. Ultimate motive is to accompany me and get me drunk.. LOL..

Its been very long since i was last dead drunk and tts the reason why i always have to take care of others.. i don really like..i rather be the one puking on pple than pple puking on me.. LOL

Well anyway.. Desmond 1 fulfilled his promise to get me down with watever alcohol i want.. since its kailin's bday.. i don mind getting drunk once in a while.. getting pretty stressed over the amt of projects lately.. just wanted to be high for one nite and goes to bed without needing to think abt the project.

Was v bored initially. cos dunno anyone else other than Des1 and Kenee. They seems bored too and kailin's drinks are like nv enuff.. or at least i don get to drink them.. Turn out Des1 bought 9 shots and one bottle of red wine to be shared btwn 3 of us and bday girl.

By then bday girl was almost gone.

And in desperation to enjoy the farkin good music. I downed the red wine v fast. Din see the impact coming and continue playing game with Ken and Des1. Des 2 came over to pull ken back to their side to finsiih up the drink and after he left, i just black out. It was before 2.

Went back to the table and rest. Some of his friends were trying to take care of me. But seriously i don remmeber who. I don even wat i said. I don remember in wat sequence things happened after tt.

Remember gg to the dance floor to join Kailin and her friends.. but she was much more unstable than me.. had to hold her all the time to make sure she doesnt fall..

While Des1 was trying to take care of Kailin, Ken came to the dance floor to take care of me..

zz.. felt very bad cos he had to run here run there..

Left the dancefloor shortly cos was feeling v giddy. After tt was lying on the sofa till 3+. Damn useless me. Des1 kept poking fun at me saying tt i m USELESS and still dare to challenge him. BLEAH

Anyway. Ben was there.. thousand of sorries to him cos he came alone and i couldn entertain him cos of the effect of the alcohol.. =( and i bet its the first time he saw me puking la.. Damn..

Cos i nv ate before i went MOMO, so all mywatever came out was only the alcohol.. nothing gruesome. =P DIn even bother to head to toilet when Ken offers to bring me there.

Funny leh. It was supposed to be Kailin's party. but i hardly see her the entire nite.. LOL. Bz entertaining everyone.

She was gone by 4+ and was lying flat on the sofa.. and i was lying on top of her.. wonder if she knew wat was she doing back there on the platform with dEs1. haha..

Had to bring her out to air so tt she would feel better. Along with Des1 who carried her on arms and her friend, eugenia and Daniel.

Was sitting at the stairs and Daniel was trying to make me puke.. so tt i can feel better..

FARK MAN.. Big price to pay for one nite of high.. zzzz

I hate puking..

Kailin was worried tt i might be angry at her cos i looked v glummy.. and shes afraid tts becos Ken is still in there. But nope dear, i m not the least bit angry in fact i had lotsa fun.. er.. puking? haha.. i mean the games and dances. But she was completely gone la... keep shouting for me say wat still wanna dance w me blah blah and kept looking for me when i m just sitting behind her.. LOL..

Tired and drained out after one nite of drama, was resting on the stairs and so Kailin put me with Ken and let Des sent her home.. Poor des had to piggy back Kailin to the cab and kailin was like still mumbling something abt school on monday and project.. SORRY! i cant remember too.. LOL..was quite against the idea that i m nt sharing w kailin.. since we are in the same area.. and Ken was not on the way again.. But i got no choice cos her friends are worried abt her..

SO i m left with Ken. Trying to sober up before i can get on the cab so tt i wont puke.. he accompanied me from 4.30 to 5.30 then finally sent me back home...although hes like DEAD tired.. very nice of him..

One nite of craziness and fun..

Haiz.. wonder when will i get it again.

Hope the bday girl have her share of fun! tts most impt. =P

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11:54 AM

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BLOODY PISSED........................

VULGARITIES FLOODED MY MIND~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

SUPER ANGRY........DON EVEN KNOW I M ANGRY AT WAT WHO.

THE MORE I THINK THE MORE I M ANGRY LA!

HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT..............................................................

IT WAS A EXTREMELY BAD DAY AND HE, OF ALL PPLE, HAVE TO MAKE MY DAYS WORST..

AS MUCH AS I WANT TO MAINTAIN A HEALTHY RSHIP W HIM. HE IS BLOODY SPOILING MY EFFORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PUSHING ME AWAY................................................................................................................

IS IT HIM OR IS IT ME!!!!!!!!?????????????????????????

I THREW MY PHONE ON THE VOID DECK. NOW IT CANT WORK ANYMORE...............................

SEE HOW ANGRY?

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12:45 AM

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Home on a Thursday afternoon.. the feeling is superb.

Woke up at 11 this morning, trying to do some project. play with my baby niece and lunch and here i m blogging.. again~

zzz.. affairs of my heart = nerve wrecking.. been tryin to get someone off my mind.. but.. theres nothing i can do .. and its getting on my nerves not being able to do anything abt it..

Bee has been very tolerant and has faced the fact that there is someone else in my life that is bothering me right now.. for that, i m really grateful tt he nv gaf up working hard for the rship..

I m a bloody selfish lover and i hate it.

I used to hate pple who are unfaithful. be it mentally or physically (of cos physically is more morally wrong).. ever since my first failed rship.. NEVER will i have dreamt that i will grow up to be like one of those..

I was never born to be a player, cos firstly, i don have the calibre to make too much pple fall for me..2nd.. i m born too emo..i m easily affected by pple and things around me..

I m trying very hard to make things work out between me n bee now.. please.. give me some time.. i m sure i will get over it..

Sometimes i wish i had never met u..

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

On a lighter note, in the midst of the 2nd project. Hopin to finsih by 5 today so that i can meet weiling in the nite..

baby shermaine (my niece ) is really cutie! big eyes and long eye lashes....... smells good too! (Yummy?) . love her to bits.. =)

Company has extended me to end of this month rather than the argreed 21st.. i have to work for one more week.. zz.. which means i have one week lessert to bloody study...................

That sucks.

O.. btw.. bee met w an accident during work yesterday.. Haiz.

He lost his tooth during his over seas exercise.. now that hes working.. he almost lost one finger.. i really hope no more mishaps will happen to him.. zz..and don surprise me with any more " i m in the hospital" kinda news.. i have a weak heart. =(

take care ah bee. (",)

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2:05 PM

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story of my life
searching for the right
but it keeps avoiding me

sorrow in my soul cause
it seems that wrong
really loves my company
hes more than a man and this is more than love

the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because i'm gone again
and to him i just can't be true

and i know that he knows i'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that i am happy with some other guy
i can see him dying

i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside

i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
don't wanna be... a murderer

i feel it in the air as i'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
a kiss up on my cheek
he's here reluctantly as if i'm gonna be out late
i say i won't be long just hanging with the girls
a lie didn't have to tell
because we both know where i'm about to go
and we know it very well

i might as well take a gun
and put it to his head get it over with
i don't wanna do this anymore (anymore)

-- Unfaithful, Rihana.

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11:07 AM

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Sigh.

yes i want to tell everyone (whoever is reading this) that i am still alive n kicking. seriously i dunno who cares if i m alive, but ya.. i am just telling everyone.. (argh. watever)

My savings are depleting as well as my pay for this mth. zz.. some i spend on cab, some lend to pple. zz.. some presents..

I am totally BROKE.. waitin for him to get his pay so i can get a share.. zz.. =D

and the tot of having no more income from next mth onwards is making me very worried.. means lesser clubbing and i have to live off him.. zz..

anyway. attended cousin, Zhiwei 21st bdya last nite. i m not gg to say HAPPY BDAY TO HIM HERE.. cos his actual day is 20th i think,

only reaason tt he is celebrating at such early date is becos hes going to be enlist soon..

HES FINALLY GOING TO BE A MAN!!!!!!! haha..

well..

as a cousin of his, i sincerely wish him all the best in there *wink*

and btw.. my bday celebration is almost confirmed.. so please make urselves free on 2nd Dec 2006.. formal invitation will be given when the date draws nearer. =)

He had his drinks.. but i din had a sip. sad.. his friends must be thinking i m damn young or dunno how to drink.. hmm.. cos i m not offered any drinks at all! zhiwei is bad host.. HA HA..

Next week is Kailin's bday.. i m sure.. and i will try.. to get high with liquor.. once in a blue moon....and party at my favourite CLUB! WOOT!

Watched "Art of the Devil 2". vaguely remembered someone told me part 1 is nice.. so i went to watch part 2.. its not related so i have no problem comprehending the whole story.. the story line is there..and theres really suspense UNLIKE GHOST CAMP.. zz.. (someone told me its FULL OF SUSPENSE.. MY FOOT).. i gave it 8 upon 10..

And its really gruesome.. and disgusting..(Kailin u should watch! i guarantee tt u will skip dinner!!) its all abt black magic.. and things they do to gain power or revenge or get the things they want.. ya dah ya dah..

Maybe i should try.. HAHA..

=X

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12:06 AM