finally have the strength to come up to the computer after 3 days of lying at home.
a bad way to end my HK trip. but fortunately i only fell sick on the last day, when i was on the plane back. must be the result of sitting in between jenson and ben. ahaha.
it was an incredible trip. my first trip w a grp of friends, altho some hiccups here n there but i had loads of fun! i hope they feel the same too :) we lived like local (stayed in Neltje's condo), travelled like a local (took bus 90% of the trip) & eat like a local! (lotsa local food, thanks to ben who did a 7 pg map for his food hunt!)
basically no one made any itineraries or plans before going. we just wander ard. love this feeling. everyone was spontaneous and impromptu. and ben is a v good navigator, i almost nv got lost w him ard.
favourite time being the first night at Lan Kwai Fong. had to keep going up and down slopes to get beers. i tot to myself, if i have to go thru these in sg to club, it will certainly help to cut down the frequency. lol.
was hanging out w Yanxia & her bf. and they are v nice, keep buying lots of drinks.
didnt drink much, cos the other 4 looked almost there. always prefer to be 30% sober when i m clubbing overseas. partied at this club till almost 4. very fun & definitely very memorable =D
bought alot more things compared to last trip. happy!
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amazed at some pple's ability to put everything behind. but at least i m normal, cos i take my time to heal and recover. i must be stupid to be sensitive to other pple's feeling since no body pay attention to how i may possibly feel.
i cant imagine i almost, out of guilt, tried to push all the responsibility to my side. cos now i look at it, no one will possibly appreciate if i will to assume all responsibility. i have learn to protect myself first. since of cos he wont be protecting me at all.
well since he is so outright abt his new life, i tink its about time, that i face up to things i care abt & pple who care abt me.
further convinced that i m not The One, which he nv want to agree. And my decisiveness & ability to see the bigger picture have save us from the possible melt down of a bad future.
Serene saves the day.
common friend seems surprised by the new girl. but dunno why am i not surprised at all. :) they make a good match. looks like what he exactly need. .
