Alrite .. firs thing first.. today is the big day of
Princess Kailin.. wishing her a
happy birthday over here.. her special someone is coming back tonite.. she must be damn happy rite now.. =) Hope she have a nice belated celebration with ZP..
I m trying v hard to cope with my packed and stressful life.. but soon.. i dont need to face both stress from work and school.. cos
i have lost my job.. =( sad rite.. just becos i want to take one week leave to study for my exam in oct.. they decided to hire another temp... since i m a temp... i dunno how shoould i feel.. part of me wanted to feel relieve.. cos i got all the time to study for my exams.. but part of me know.. i will be facing financial difficulties again.. haven even started saving from all my pay.. expenses went up together with my pay.. siGh.. i will be ending my work aroun mid oct..will see how till then..
And michelle from IRN was like telling me that martin (ex boss from IRN) actually wan to offer me a office job at irn.. pay is around there too.. but i will be working with michelle.. and working hours is relatively short.. i m still considering but martin need pple like immediately.. so ya.. will see how he wants it to be done.. =P
Talking abt michelle.. sometimes i really dunno wat kinda person she is.. like purposely wanna spike me.. tt day was talking to her on MSN.. talking abt the job thingy when suddenly we had this conversation..
Mich: You still ove weihao?Me: No. WEitrd leh u... why suddenly ask this.. LOl.. no link leh..Mich: O.. cos weihao seems v happy with Shauna now ma.. and u..............Me: I m ok wat.. he hapyp or not is no longer my problem.. glad tt hes happy anyway..Alrite.. do i look unhappy to her??? like wth??? she knew its all behind us but she still wan to bring it up.. and not out of concern ya.. cant help but doubt her intentions..
On a brighter note.. finsihed my 20% MA test last nite.. super shiok the feeling.. cos i knew i know how to do most of the questions.. which really make me want to enjoy myself at momo at nite.. =)
went to MOMO to celebrate kailin's bday.. she was so sweet last nite!! Lol.. but not much pple were there.. cos the ZP and group was at thailand.. =P but we managed to get a table thru kailin's seniors help.. Kailin's friends like vincent, huiqi, carol were there.. i was with doink.. and we invited desmond too.. luckily he was around.. really make it more happening for me.. someone to talk to me and play with me and dance with me.. since dear's friend, Meihui was there with him.. i din wan to appear like i m so sticky so ya. i wanted him to entertain her instead.. Lol.. or rather.. i want to have our own fun..
as usual.. desperate guys all around.. although i know i grew fatter over the weeks.. but i m still
flattered tt i din lose my charm! Lol.. jsut kept dancing and dancing.. thanks to kailin.. she brought the jug in front of my face and told me ..
"U BETTER GET HIGH BEFORE THE NEXT ROUND OF RNB.." .. so i obeyed.. and so i play games with des.. and as usual.. kept losing..
had mix of beet, vodka and lychee martini bought by my dear.. keep drinking and drinking.. and maybe due to the mixing and mixing.. i got high in a v short while.. and started to lose even more.. feel my whole body going hot.. n losing my concentration.. only vaguely remember dear whisper into my ears and told me to
watch my limit.. wahaha...
still continue losing.. and now dear wanted to drink on my behalf.. and i was like..
i play , i lose, i drink.. isnt it logical..?? almost quarreled over tt.. but luckily he respect my deicision and just quietly watch me play..
his patience is one part of him which i really like.. i know he doesnt like desmond.. but i play with him the entire nite.. and he didnt utter a word..
WEnt to the podium to dance.. carol was gone v soon.. resting at the sofa.. leaving me and kailin and des on the podium nxt to our table.. there are pt of time when princess was away leaving me in the middle of des and doink.. can feel the tension.. then i will quickly step down =)
There are alot of weird guys on the podium. the way they dance was simply hilarious.. Lol..
legs started to give way around 4 am.. went home after tt.. switch on my half gone hp and receive msg from
Gerald.. aha.. guess this boy is clubbing as well.. my reply was like 4 hrs late.. but then no reply from him after tt.. hope he had his fUN~
Ben was enlisted this monring.. mark the start of his 2 yrs NS life.. and i m kinda disappointed.. cos he din make an effort to ask me out or at least msg me before he books in.. well.. maybe i was nv tt impt to him.. hah.. just wish him all the best.. =)
Receive news from dear tt he will be going to australlia for 2 weeks .. well. i m able to take tt.. but also got news tt he will be going to India for another NS exercise beg of next yr.. short will be 35 days.. if long.. it will be 3 mths.. WA..
3 mths leh.. wats going to happen to me sia.. when he comes back.. wat will happen to us sia..???
must start to be independent le.. ..............
Decided to stay home tonite.. yeah.. =P need the rest and save the money.. expenses on weekend is normally v high.. so yup.. sleep or revise my work, i shal..l
