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Isnt it sad tt sometimes u wanna ask u friend out.. but u dunno wat to do or where to go w her??

haha..

i asked Gwen if she wants to meet up on Saturday. My options to her was, chill, club or movie..

she said she doesnt mind clubbing.. but don wan to drink and ask me whos at my side?

And my response (as usual) was : If u wan u call u friends cos me here got no clubbing khaki (which is true)

And most prob until sat.. we will both not have anyone, only me and her, her and me.. then we will end up dunno doing wat...

Sigh.. so hard to meet up hor??

***Edited: she suggested shopping.. brilliant IDEA!!! healthy!!

looking forward to Sentosa on sunday with the girls... Missed the SUN and BEACH!

On a lighter note..

I participated in one La Senza Online Spree last week..

Now La Senza is having sale at the physical outlet at Suntec City, but the prices online was way cheaper than it..

Wats better!? the package already reached my organisers place!! Its within 6 days. the fastest spree i have ever encounter.. they are so efficient! (normal spree takes abt 2 weeks to 1 mth to reach)

Wat i have boought:

Lost in Paradise Satin Slip SGD 19

Unpadded Lace Bra SGD 30+

Push Up UNpadded Bra SGD 30+

Wee!!

More loots to come in...:

Victoria Secrets

REd LaCe Bra

convertible strapless bra in white..

Total 80 SGD..

yEAH!1

i m a ONline SHOPAHOLIC.. going to meet Yinghan at Bugis later for some shopping.. *excited..

** Dear is going to kill me cos i change the photo at the front page to Soul and Brods! (my Superband)..

anyway.. its been so long since i last supported celebrities.... feels so good!!

makes me happier everytime i think of them.... mood at a constant HIGH!!! =P and feel younger too! =x

andyandyandyandyandyandyandyishiishiishiishisihibryanbryanbryan

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2:47 PM

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This entry is due for almost 1 week... sorry.. no time to update abt the trip..

20 May 2006

stayed over at dearie place the nite before we set off..

we were both too excited so we hardly catch a wink in the nite..

Have to wake up before 6 to prepare.. cos we have to reach Golden Mile (Place to board coach) at 6.30 am.. Yawn.

Grab some breakfast from 24 hr mac opposite his place then we cab down..

Reached at 6.25 and settled down on bus before 7.. =)

It was a long journey, and my baby was more excited than me since it was his first time (Virgin visit) visiting Genting and also the first time he goes overseas without Parents or his soldier's friends..

On the bus, we drifted in and out of dreamland..other than those times, we were watching the passing sceneries.. =) I was sitted in my most comfortable position and he was just hugging me from behind.. .. mm.. nice.. =)

On the Coach

Reached Genting at around 2pm..

Tried calling weiling, but my hp got problem.. she also nv call me!!!

anyway.. checked into Hotel at 2.30..

Deluxe Room at First World Hotel. Its almost the same as Standard Room la.. but the toilet is bigger?? haha.. we have not much complaints abt the room.. since it only cost 264 Rm for 2 nights.. wahahah..

Bed!

And we were damn lucky cos our room was located on the 8th floor.. which links directly to the First World Plaza, so we don have to go the long long way to get there!

Initial plan was to go Gai gai at 4.30pm, so that we can catch some rest.. but both of us couldnt wait! and we werent tt tired anyway, so we set off to explore at 3.30..

Day 1

First thing, i brought him to explore the entire First World Plaza.. within half an hr.. he saw alot of shops with nice guy's clothes.. and he started telling me that.. "the money we brought is not enough.." -_-

Went for late lunch at Kenny Rogers.. hehe.. the lamb chop nice nice!!

Baby's Lamb chop with Macaroni and Cheese, Persley Garden Potato and wedges.

Costs abt 40 RM for 2 course meal!! cheap cheap!!

Went to get tickets for Poisedon at Cineplex.. and started our shopping!!

Shop shop shop.. and we bought alot of things!! .. mm.. but its considered little as compared to my previous trip w Gwenie, Gracie and Hanzi..Lol

I bought a pair of Boots which i realli love! Gwenie says its very worth it.. costs abt less than 30 bucks.. and it makes my leg looks longer.. and dear is v turned on by boots =X wahaha

Dear bought a new cap!

Carried the things back to hotel room before we went for dinner..

Dinner was at Food Court with Super Super nice Wanton Mee~~~~~~ damn nice... *slurp..

More shopping after dinner.. till abt 11 pm..

And a horrible thing happened!

Perhaps is due to the lack of sleep.. i realise.... i was running a fever!!!!!! Sianz half..then i became v irritated..

Then my insensitive bf continue to shop.. =( and some unhappy things happened and we quarrelled.. then i started crying.. cos i was really feeling unwell..

and he was v apologetic and sent me back to the hotel room to rest before our midnite show at 1.45 am..

reach hotel at 11.30.. he used wet towel on my head hoping that the heat would go away.. i din wan to move as i was on the bed.. then dear help me butter my dry legs with the Mango Flavour Body Butter from Body shop bought at 30% off at the earlier of the day... soon, i fell aslp..

i only remmeber waking up at 1.30 and wanted to head to the movie.. but he told me i shld sleep till next morning since i m sick.. not advisable to agravate my condition.. so we forgo the 2 movie tickets at 10RM each.. Oh well..

Day 2

Luckily i forgo the movie and catch a good nite rest.. dear also din wake up in the middle of the nite to do something farnee. =X lol.. i woke up at 10.30 am!! and i felt better.. then i woke my baby up from his LALA Land..

Initial Plan was to wake up at 11.30.. but i was an hr earlier.. hehe..

I felt so energetic.. but baby was still on his bed.. GGGGGGGGGGGGGGrrrrrrrr..

Lazy Pig ^^

Tried ways and means to get him up.. i jumped on him. Bit him. Shook him. Sit on him.

Finally he wake up to bathe, but thne i was already ready to leave for gai gai .. HUMPF..

While he was bathing.. i snack a little..

This is for Gwenie.. u remmeber the nice nice Donuts u like??!

I saved the other half for u.. =X

Took some pictures of our v v v v messy room.. imagine just less than a day in the room and it can be this messy.....

Guess we will have some problem living together in the future!

A surprise msg on the mirror.. AWww.. so sweeet... =D

Guess wats the first thing we did!?

U got it. We went to EAT..

Lol.. theres this renovated Cafe Terrace at Genting Hotel, offering Buffet lunch at 34++RM per person! Both of us paid less than 40 SGD for this Hotel Buffet.. the food is .... ... OMG ..

Its a intercontinental buffet, with Chinese, Local, Japanese, Indian, Malay, Nyonya, Western Cuisine! Food aside, i tell u, the atmosphere there is worth that money we paid for .. makes u feel like u are some VIP.. =)

Table Setting.

The Lanai Bar, for cocktails

Satays, Sushi, Cod Fish, Steak, Lamb Chop, Cold Cut, Spaghetti, Laksa, Curry, Prata, Prawns...Free Flow!

Not forgetting the nice nice Desserts! Warm Custard Pudding especially.. I m in Heaven!

We were damn full after we finish our Lunch.. decided not to take the risk of visiting the Theme park.. so more shopping!

and also, we decided to go for Movie Marathon tonite! Bought Da Vinci Code at 10.30 and Poiseidon at 1.45 (again) ..

around 6 +, we carried out barang 2 back to the room.. and.. tah dah!

These are wat we bought!

Dear: Green Long T -- 20SGD, Red Converse Shoes -- 20 SGD, Checker Shirt -- 30SGD, Cap - 10 SGD
Me: Boots -- 30SGD, Heels 25 SGD, Triumph Bra -- 40 SGD, SLoggi -- 15 SGD Each, Body Butter 12SGD

As we were still very full, we decided not to have dinner..

went to Jalan around aimlessly..and took some pictures..

FIrst World Plaza

Monster Cafe

Ferris Wheel

managed to find our way to the Genting Skyway (Cable Car), since theres still time before our movie, we decided to go for a ride (8Rm each)..

It was a nice experience.. cos i actually think its kinda scary to be sitting in a cable car when its dark.. cos .. its just scary la.. esp in Malaysia.. i don really have much confidence with their cables and stuff.. so ya.. thruout the ride i was clinging tightly to him.. everything just felt safer with him around.. we joke and sing etc.. the whole ride appears shorter than it is supposed to be.. =D

Watch Da Vinci and Poseidon.. Both were great movies i must say..

Dear and the Statue of Liberty! COOL!

Finished both movies at around 3.45..went back to the hotel and both of us fell aslp cos it has been a v long day..

Day 3..

Woke up for the Buffet Breakfast at First World Cafe, the breakfast was So-so.. but we manage to get a seat near the window so everything just taste better with nice sceneries.. =)

Fugly me.. haha..

After breakfast, we went back to bed and checked out 12.30.. after tt deposited our luggage at the counter and went to walk around..

Yeah, we din visit the Theme Park for the whole trip cos we felt its a waste of $$ since i don really take those rides.. so we spent the time walking around ..

But before we leave, we decided to take one ride.. which is the Ferris Wheel, cos we agreed its a v romantic thing to do.. =)

Waiting to go up..

In it..

The ride marks the end of our trip..

haiz..

It was so fun thru out the 3 days!!!! we are able to walk around in Tees and slippers.. cos no body knows u.. can watch movie marathon cos its so near to the place u sleep..and it really helps me destress from work!!

Now that i m back..., i really miss the moments back there..

But also becos we are back, nw, we are looking forward to our next trip..

Taiwan will be it.. =)

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1:22 PM

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Feel my SOUL..................................................... WOOsh!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1AMdkiRjSI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVQ5Ea3Y5T8

SAw tHAT!?? Remember their face..........................

Cos that will be the first SUPERBAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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9:33 PM

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Complications of Emotions?

I have no idea when it started.. when i started losing my guy friends..

I used to have alot..
right?

Alot left.. some is becos i m attached.. some i becos he got attached.. Hell, watever..

Realised i have been writing alot , alot abt how happy i m w my boy..

Wonder if tts all i want.. its not abt whether he can make me happy enuff.. but i keep thinking abt wats missing in my life..

Parties? Adventures? Crushes? or wat??

I am happy with the way i am now..but i still feel the need for a change..

Was talking to Katek on Msn this morning..

Tt guy i used to care and did so much for..

We became strangers over nite..

The conversation actually reminds me of those IRN days when we used to chat online, on phone, everynite without fail.. crapping, sharing tots abt music, keeping each other company..

Surprisingly, we are still able to talk like before, one yr down the road after he walk out of me..how corny..

Mm.. actually i cant remember wat happened between us..

and i dont deny theres some lingering affection in me towards him... just a teeny weeny bit..

Eric is still Kiddish as ever..

Kenee disappeared completely..

Desmond is attached..

Jeff MIA..

Calvin MIA again..he told me he was bothered by some financial stuff.. i just hate the way everytime he disappear w/o a word..and reappear with all his affections.. i really hate it..

Left with probably Junqiang, who has nv failed to leave me.. i m really glad that hes coming to SIM next year.. i have got another study and dinner khaki.. and now that we are school mates again (I m now the senior and him, junior), we can make up for those times which we cant fork out to meet due to busy schedules..

And of cos, this self claimed "Man of my life"

Nope, not my bf obviously.. i din know him for the entire life..

It was someone else.. someone whom i knew for almost 10 years.. someone i really cared for.. even till now.. regardless of the times he failed me.. again and again..

Now, i feel so different abt him.. and vice versa

We have reached this level whereby, theres no lies, no brave front between us.. (at least for my side, sinc e i still have some difficulty interpreting him..) cos we are THAT comfortable with each other.. correct me if i m wrong dear *wink

Was talking to this self-claimed Man of my life.. well.. actually its not self claim la..HE IS and Will Be

He told me since i have known him for almost 10 yrs already.. he shld be the Man of My life.. since he used to make up a big part of my life..

So i said, alrite, fine, you are..but too bad i am not the Women of ur life..

and he replied " u're the closest to being as there ever will be.."

Although reluctant to believe, but i still gave him the benefit of doubt that he actually meant it..

Alrite, i know this entry doesnt really have follow any topic..kinda dirfting..jast some random rants..

Human's feelings are most prone to changes..

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4:04 PM

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1. Start Time: 1116
2. Name: Serene
3. Nickname: Rene
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?: Green or Purple! Sour >_<
5. Chinese Zodiac: Cow
6. Zodiac: Saggitarius
7. Hair color: Perfect Black
8. Eye color: white with black eye balls
9. Height: 155
10. Favorite Color: Black White Pink Green
11. glasses?: Perfect Eyesight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
12. Braces?: Nah
13.Piercing/tattoos?: 3 piercings
14. boyfriend/girlfriend?: both
15. Area code: +65 ... im in spore!

******HAVE YOU EVER******

16. sew ur own clothes?: Yes, esp when size or length doesnt fit
17. Cut your own hair?: fringe..
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: Er.. ya..
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?: Yes, all the time!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHA
21. Skipped school?: yea.. will continue till i graduate from U
22. Bungee jumped?: nope. If someone pays me 100k for it. i will
23. Had sex outside?: er...................................................... confidential.. wahahaha
24. Dumped someone?: Yup
25. Been arrested?: Not by the police.
26. TP'd someone's house?: wad TP?
27. Won something?: I guess, cant remember tho
ermm.. wheres 28 & 29?
30. Been rejected?: yeah.. once... long time ago when i was 13!
31.Been to a funeral?: yeap..
32. Used a lighter?: yea
33. Been on stage?: Yesh, most of the times during Band performance

*****FAVORITE*****

34. Season: Definitely Winter
35. Food: mm.. list a few.. Chilli crab, takopachi, chocolates, potatoes, seafood, tom yum etc
36. Ice cream flavor: Cookies and Cream, Midnite Cookies and Cream, Dark Choc, Yam, Coffee
37. School subject(s): NONE
38. Person?: wish to leave this blank
41. Book(s): don really read. R.l Stine's book back in P sch probably
42. Movie(s): KingKong, Da vinci, Poseidon, all horror movies, psychotic and gross..MUAHA.. actually i like all
43. Song?: In the end, Look wat u've done, Blowers Daughter, True, Obession, Jay's
44. Park?: NA
45. State: NA
46. Place: Bed, clubs, swimming pool
47. Sport to watch: NONE
49. Bands/musicians: Linkin Park, Oasis
50. Letter(s): S
51. Restaurant: V8, Marche, Crystal Jade, Sizzler, Jumbo, TCC, nydc
52.Cartoon Character(s): Ranma, Crayon Shin Chan
53. TV Station(s): No preference
54. Name for a son: Alloysius
55. Name for a daughter: Shermaine

******DO YOU PREFER******

56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!
58. Long relationships or one night stands?: BOTH?? =X haven tried the second.. haha.
59. Dogs or cats?: NA
60. Scary movies or comedies?: BOTH
61. Short hair or long: Long, face round
62. Croutons or bacon bits?: bacon bits la~!!!
63. Kissing or hugging: Both shld come together..

****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****

64. Mexicans: AMIgo
65. School: ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
66. Grass: Poo
67. Cow: me
68. Canada: country side
69. Mouse: Mickey
70. Hands: someone holding mine

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie?: erm... nope
72. Talked on the phone?: yup. Its a routine
.73. Cried?: Neh
74. Threw up?: No
75. Drank a glass of water?: yeah
76. Done Drugs?: nope...im healthy!
77. Read a book or magazine?: yeap, cleo
78. Watched TV?: yeahs
79. Looked in the mirror?: yesssss
80. Taken a shower?: Yes
81. Taken a picture?: nope
82. Listened to music?: Yeah.. this is getting boring!!
83. Kissed someone?: Yes, dearie
85. Told someone you liked them?: nope

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10:27 AM

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I hate it when pple change.. esp ur closest friends..

When hanging around together doesnt feel the same anymore..

Yea yea.. pple change.. i know tt.. cos everytime i tell somebody.. "you changed..' he/she will reply by.. "pple change.."..

Watever..

I hope i can change tho.. so i can don notice other pple's changes. Rite?

Now all my friends has got their own life... some busy with bfs.. some bz w school.. some bz with hanging out..some bz w having fun..

So if tts the case..I wan my life too..

My life will be spending time w dear.. and his life will be ME..

HA HA HA ..

-_-

when pple tell me now, that friends are the only ones that nv leave u... i rather believe that family are the ones that never leaves..

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2:03 PM

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Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 100%

Pride: 80%

Greed: 60%

Wrath: 60%

Envy: 40%

Gluttony: 20%

Lust: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 51%

You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice.

How Sinful Are You?

O man.. Sloth is 100%.. PUI.. and no one will notice i die.. haha.. tt i agree..

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8:38 AM

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Announcement: My hp is spoilt.

No hp for till at least Fri.

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8:29 AM

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No longer believe in Forever..

Love, over time, fades away...

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4:04 PM

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Time flies..

It has been almost a year that he walked into my life.

All these while, he has been loving me like no other..giving in to me.. making me happy.. staying with me.. ...... even forgiving me when i have let him down..

he has been wonderful.. other than those times when hes a little bit more naggy.. less sensitive..which i cannot tolerate..

its me.. whos hurting him over and over..
its me.. who havent done my part to keep him happy...
its me who always lose my temper..

My temper has been harder to control lately.. i m like blowing up every min when i am out with him...

I am not understanding.. i always blow things up..i always make him feel so little of himself..

At msn this afternoon..

doink: why u sound so upset
Me: nth.. just felt tt our rship has became stagnant
Doink: huh? den how? dun scare me
Me: Dont think the problem is in me
Doink: me?
Doink: oh shit, there is something wrong with me
Doink: i m becuming a bad bad guy
Me: ......
Doink: i m turning into a piece of shit
Doink: i m so lousy
Me: Why u said all these?
Doink: i m so low down
Me: Fine, watever.

Then He went Offline.

I have no idea i actually made him see himself this way..

i was just trying to convey the msg to him that, i felt we arent like before..

He calls me lesser, we talk lesser.. u know there was a time when we talk for 15 mins on the phone and he told me we have chatted for half an hr and wanted to hang up? there was silences on the phone.. we have nothing practical to say to each other.. only topic recently is probably the SuperBand (which we kept arguing cos we got different views) and our trip..there was seldom replies when i msg him..

I know its very common for couples to go thru this stage.. but its hard to accept this Heartburn..

I suddenly dreaded the trip.. wat if its not gonna bring us anywhere? or made it worst??

I hate the way i treats him..i wish i could change but i cant.

I m writing this becos, i know i made him angry on Sat nite..

i was wilful and wanted to leave Momo on my own cos no body wanna dance w me in there.. he followed me out of the club and asked me if there is anyway to make me cool down..I told him to get out of my sight..

trust me baby, it hurts me as much as it hurts u.. those words werent wat i wan to say to u..

But i screamed those words right in ur face.. i could see the tears welling up.. I cant even bring myself to say Sorry to you.. i just felt angry.. For no reason..

I went home alone and he went back to Momo with his friends.

He didnt call me that night. So i realised.. his things towards me is not the same anymore..weaken, it has..

Next day, when i called, he told me he was angry at me.. it was the first time i knew hes angry at me.. or rather the first time he let me know that hes upset with me.. didnt feel too good..

I know how to advise my friend but i cannot do it myself.. i cant treat my bf better..

I m confused.. and i m upset..

Can Love Really Conquer all?

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1:25 PM

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Well.. i dunno where to start.. haha..

These few days i haf been pondering alot about my friends.. pple like mery, stella, weiling, gwen.. hai.. there was one pt of time where by i felt i lost all my close friends.. and i tell u, i hate that feeling.. shall come back to this later..

Wed was my first time after sooooooooooooooo farking long that i went clubbing.. initially it was fun.. Cos perry's friends are nice and kinda easy to get along.. and they are like the most good looking pple aroun (yes, phuture's crowd sucks).. not to mentioned there was alot .. alot.. alot.. alot.. of alohol.. i always tot the last time when i used to chiong Momo with Kailin's group, the guys bought the most drinks.. but apparently no..

there was about 10 of us or more, 3 girls (Me, Mery and Sarah).. perry ordered 8 jugs, 3 baileys, 3 lychee martini, 6 Illusions, 3 snowballs..etc etc etc.........

i couldnt feel e effect of the alcohol.. i just felt NORMAL. untill i stepped into the dance floor and danced real hard.. and it was damn HUMID.. + i din eat anything for dinner.. and within half an hour.. I PUKED..

YES! thats like my second time puking after i drank.. and the first time in the club.. and Phuture somemore.. and in front of my friends.. Perry's friends.. =( i m so sorry i spoilt the fun.. then.. my head started to spin.. i cant stand up and i cant walk.. everybody just started to take care of me.. =( ! aH!! altho i m still so sober! i cant walk! WTF.. i felt so embarassed!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

Thanks to Perry who taught me a method of vomiting.. and i threw up all my liquor outisde the toilet.. then i felt so much better...we then went out for a walk behind Copthorne and headed back to the dance floor again..

Probbie becos i m old liao.. so cant dance v long hours.. =( gaf up at 2.30. and partly becos i felt v sian.. cos they each have their own dance partner.. then i was like trying to squeeze into e couple to dance.. felt so bad.. so i decided to leave... haha..

Overall, was quite fun la.. =X

Friday.. met up with Mery and Stella at town for dinner.. catching up session with them at Ding Tai Feng..

saw Gwenie and Jasmine, Raphel, Celia.. they were heading for MI3.. haha.. i m going to watch that and Poseidon at genting next week! YIIPIE!

After dinner, we headed to HappY!

It was my first time there, but i have heard alot of stories about the eye candy i get to see over there.. and i wasnt at all disappointed.. =)

Lots of Hotties around.. some of them were Topless on the platform and some were walking around.. =D~ *drool*

Their body raelly damn nice la.. =( but they all look e same to me.. nv see any really cute one which i remembered his face.. cos all look too alike already..

Initially i was fascinated by their affections.. but after a few hours of hanging around.. i kinda got used to it.. and theres Lesbian toO!

and there dance code v different too, berms and singlets and funky tees.. seldom u see guys wearing shirts like guys in other clubs.

Din want to drink too much cos promised my dear to take care of myself and not ended up like Wed. =) so i only had one Lychee Martini..

hit the dance floor.. music wasnt really for me but i tried to dance along but stella and mery was like so high... mm.. then i felt like my bones were gg to break!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

Saw TCS Celebrity -- Chen Han ***.. omg.. i din know he was gay too.. i mean i heard before la.. but wont believ etill i see it for myself!!!!!!!!!! he was holding another guy .................. MY CHILDHOOD DREAM LOVER........................................ i just felt so depressed for a sudden..........

well, but i got over it quite soon.. haha...

Saw Kailin there!! ahah.. so surprising!!!!!!!! i mean.. i always bump into her in clubs.. even like in MOS its so big.. i can still bump into her.. we got this affinity.. Lol.. so next time we wanna go club dun need jio each other we will just bump into each other.. =) Her Cleo's bachelor friend is cute.. hohohohoho...

Sorry kailin! din join u at the dance floor..cos was tired already.. been there since like 10.30.. hope can see u againn sooN! muack@

headed for Bah Kut Teh at MS, with alvin, stella, perry and mery.. i so ke lian.. dear wasnt with me.. i felt so lonely.............. =(

ahah.. next time i will bring him to Happy with me.. and i will make sure he wear the Purple Singlet and throw him at the dance floor.. see if any gays will approach him.. haha..

Anyway, thats all for updates..

and well.. i was saying tat i tot i lost all my friends.. but yesterday nite with mery and stella made me feel better..

But theres one more la.. e hyper active one? after her exams her schedule is like SOOooooooooo packed till she got no time and intention to meet up with me... and she cancelled the clubbing on wednesday...... reason being her schedule is packed. hmm...

well, of cos i sian la.. she wrote in her blog tt i m the one she miss most.. but yet she just couldnt fork out time to meet up.. its been a week.. the only time i hear from her is when she ask me if i wanna share something w her..

and yesterday, jasmine is meeting her for dinner and jasmine was the one who called me..haiz..

always knew shes super busy one la.. so i got to get used to it..

but on the account she mentioned me in her blog (like just one sentence).. i shall let her off..

Meet up soon la......... haiz.. and i m changing my tagboard for u so u can tag..

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1:44 PM

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dislike pple with inconsistent statements and behaviour.

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9:22 AM

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As my closer friend will know, me and my dear have always been getting upset over money issues..

reason being, he, as a ns men, has peanuts pay but for me, as an finance student (supposedly better in money value) always pushes him to save..

Always get v disappointed, when he cant save as much as i wan him too..

i always tought he like to splurge and care little abt me.. always asked him to buy me a necklace from Perlini Silver so that i can wear it with me whever i go.. but he always non chalant and i always tot he dont care abt the bloody necklace i asked for =(

But today.. i realise... .. . he really loves me....and cares abt everything i said..

He booked out this noon, i called him and ask him to buy lunch for me since my parents werent at home.. he told me he couldnt make it cos he wanted to go home first, change and come and meet me..

ANgry, i hung up on him and i ate my maggi mee..

2 hrs later. i called him again, asking him where he is.. cos the Doink i know like to dilly dally, so i expected him to tlel me that hes still at home...

But he told me , hes one mrt station away from Sengkang..

he appear at my doorstep 15 mins later

i let him in and i refused to talk to him.. still sore abt the lunch thingy..

then i was lying on my couch, when he suddenly took something out from his bag and stuff it in my hand,

it was a small box.. wrapped w wrapping paper from Swarovski .. (the swan and the dark blue background)

stunned.. i told him i m not going to accept until he tell me where he get the money from..

he told me not to ask.. but finally gave up and told me that he had saved some money from his Progress Package and some of his pay to pay for this..

that reminds me, we had a big fight last wednesday becos of his progress package thingy.. he spend almost 3/4 of it.. and i was v angry.. he kept emphasising he didnt splurge on anything unneccesary.. and i didnt believe him and gave him a earful.............
=(

now i know.. he had took out some money from the PP to buy me this necklace...

I am really touched..

He told me he had to make me disappointed over and over again so that he can surprise me with this...

Then i went ahead and ask, why buy something so expensive? anythin from perlini is nice enuff..

then he told me that those necklace will tarnish or spoil v easily.. and he dont see the point in buying.. and Swarovski has got Warranty card...

Silly him.. shouldnt have spend so much on a necklace... but its really sweet of him..

HE rushed home to get changed and rushed down to Orchard and rush to my place..and now hes so tired that he fell aslp ....

i m so happy and i felt so loved.....i dunno abt u guys.. but its the first time i received such a expensive gift.......and i m a easily contented person.. i will nv ask got diamond until marriage.. =X

Thanks Darling.. =) but pls, no more next time, don buy me such an exensive gift.. i m a v frugile person..

with someone who loves me dearly.. wat else can i ask for??

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As promised..The Strawberry Blonde~~~~~~ =D

Alrite.. its not v clear on my hair color.. cos its taken on my phone.. =(

Just imagine the highlights in Pink!

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10:50 PM

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I m back at work...

cos.. I HAVE FINISHED MY EXAMS!!!!!!! nv felt so happy after any exam before.. guess this must be a really stressful one..

I really hope i can do well for this sem.. but i felt chances are slim.. not becos i din study.. but becos of other factors..

Watever.. gonna enjoy myself till i get my farking results on 6 Jun..

waiting for Gwenie to finish her exams on 8th so that we can go clubbing together! Last stretch hope she can concentrate!

Mery has finsihed her exams too.. v soon, me her stel and weiling can meet up~

After paper ytd.. dragged myself to town for my hair cut with dear..

Cut + Wash + Temp Hair color = $22..

and i love the effect.. !! the temp color the stylist chose for me is STRAWBERRY BLONDE.. !! so coOOLL!! totally look like a gangster. other than the color.. i love the cut too

the color will be washed off one.. =(

Anyway, the hair wash was damn power la.. that girl shampoo my hair for Solid half an hr! until my scalp felt so healthY! but of cos pain la..

Don ask me where i went to get such cheap cut.. its dear's mom's friend's salon.. only me will get discount.. HAHAHAH..

=X

was dying to show my hair to everyone!!! esp since its temp.. wanted to go clubbing to show it off.. but was too tired..

Kailin went ahead with Zouk! when she called me i was already concussed back at home.. din catch a wink the nite before due to revision.. hope she enjoyed herself on my behalf!

anyway.. shall post new hair cut pic tonite ..

met jason and michelle at cine for some sales pitching.. and some catching up. michelle is now working at CPF board.. haha.. office gal..

and she said i slim down liao.. WHICH IS TOTALLY NOT POSSIBLE.. cos i nv felt so fat like now.. how can i be slim.. prob becos of new hair cut and my off shoulder top.. but nevertheless i m happy.. i don care how heavy i weigh, as long as i appear like i m slim.. =)

Met weiling at the cafe.. shes supposedly meeting her new beau.. and she accused me of being bo xim cos i nv call her the moment i finish my exam.......... -___- hard to please girl.. haha..shall catch up w u soon dear! *muack

Sentosa! ZOuk! MOS! ZOO!! wait for me!! i m cominggggggggggggggggggggggg! yeah!!~ and of cos.. GENTING.. hahaha..cant wait for the get away!

Back at work.. i m going to put in extra effort.. =)

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5:10 PM

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great.. i m having serious mood swings right now..

P/s: the content below might not be pleasant, but note that nothign is personal in watever i write.. i m just letting out steam..........

I have always heard pple say.. 'if u try hard enuff, u will get the things u want.."

BULLSHIT..

I have always tried hard in watever things i do.. but there are always things that i cannot get!

and on the contrary, i have seen pple around me.. being granted with everything ...... things that pple like me have to put in so much effort to get..its just FARKING UNFAIR...

DON TELL ME TO BE CONTENTED WITH WATEVER I HAVE...

Cos for fark i know i cant.. i mean who can? CAN U?

can u tell me "O.. i m so happy with watever i am having now.. i don need that Prada bag in the display!" (jsut stating example)

And since those with ALMOST EVERYTHING cant be contented.. how can someone without anything be CONTENTED WITH MY BLOODY LIFE????

Wats worst???? those people can give up upon facing a small pebble along their way... and they complain this and complain that..

Amongst my same age friend, i m the one and only person who is working full time and studying together.. and there are some pple who are still studying in school..dunno wats life in the working society...

sHouldnt i be enjoying life like wat the rest of the pple in my age is doing?????? why should i be faced with bloody pple at work and stupid school work!!!?

(alrite, don come to me and ask.. "Are u talking abt me??" with that innocent Blink blink.... i am not referring to anyone .."

Eh fark that la.........if u think i m talking abt u , just leave my humble life..........

From now on, nothing beats being happy in this short and useless life of mine..i will do watever fark that can make myself happy..

MYSELF U GET IT?

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10:39 PM