Alright.
Yes shes right. its a matter of time i read those things in ur blog.
Wat can i say..
I am angry too..
I just need someone to define whats taking pple for granted..
well.. a survey done amongst all my friends says tt "taking one for granted" is when u need the person.. u look for her.. if u dont.. u just disappear from the surface of the earth and when she need u.. u are not there either..
Well.. if since u agreed that i was there.. and did every single thing i can to make u feel better over ur watever quarrels and "breakups".. why have i been accused of taking u for granted? Hmm..
and if tt single mahjong session is going to determine the fate of our friendship.. the things we have gone thru together for the past few months.. i got nothing to say..and if its becos of the money.. the more i want to hold my peace..
And u know what.. i knew nothing abt the part tt u covered up for me.. i din know and i just kept wondering why i only lost so little money.. ok.. call me stupid but i really din know how to count.. its only days later he told me abt it..
And how have i took u for granted?!
I dont expect u to do this do tt for me..in fact tt nite i din call u back cos u were just like shouting at me saying that I ASKED FOR IT..
Hello???????have i ever shouted at u that YOU ASKED FOR IT when u are down and heartbroken?? being a friend, no matter how u wake to wake up the person's idea.. do u think its right to tell her that YOU ASKED FOR IT? well.. who would have asked for such things??? many a times when u quarrel with ur love ones, i wanted to say tt straight in to ur face.. that U ASKED FOR IT.. but i stopped myself.. cos it was like so harsh.. but u did it to me without hesitation..
being left alone in town in the middle of the nite.. u were the first one i called.. did u even offer to come and look for me?? have i ever ask u to come sengkang to accompany me when i needed u?? on the contrary, did i miss my class to accompany u at ur place in woodlands when some terrible things happened to u?
Now.. its not abt who gives more now.. i m just trying to make u see.. cos u always try to see the things tt pple done for u.. and always think tt pple owe u something..
and regarding calls.. yes, i agree that u are not on my calling list! but the one and only person i kept calling is Maomao.. i dont call mery and stella often either.. cos i m just not those phone kinda person... and yes.. if i need pple.. u are normally one of those first few.. but isnt it the same for u?
I appreciate u for always finding company for me..with aaron and ronnie etc.. well.. its for me to meet more pple i understand..and constantly trying to make me a better person.. teaching me stuff tt i wouldnt know..
back to the mahjong.. well.. i m just stating a feeling.. before i turned up i already told ben tt i expected to lose money.. well.. so whats the problem???
i play always becos of the fun of it.. but u guys make it like a sin tt i doesnt know how to play! got think of how i felt then?? 2 of u were like trying to discipline me and teaching me spelling.. if i don get it right.. just be fierce..
A friend.. a friend wont be disappointed over another friend over a mahjong session?? hello?? mahjong session? tts like the last reason i tot of losing my friend la..
and i seriously would appreciate better if u warn me before hand about the changing of khakis.. not tt i will win.. but at least let me prepare for the WORST.
And I dont treat u like my bf at disposal. Cos i nv dispose my BF.
Of all quarrels i had with my friends, this one i m seriously as angry as u are. WAtever. and i have no intention of salvaging anything or thrash out things with u?
Cos u know why? Cos a mahjong session and one sentence i said can make u think otherwise of me.. forgetting what we have went thru together..then.. may i ask?? wat else is there to thrash out..
I m not good with my words. I just wanna say my piece.
and i m not going to curse and swear. i just want to write all these down peacefully.
OK.. just take it as i din give u the respect.. watever..but think again, have u respected me? u expect me to listen to ur suggestion but whenever i gave u mine.. u simply think its wrong.. like i have to do everything u says..
I can speak up loudly that i have nv taken my best friends for granted.. pple like mery.. stella.. ziyu.. ben.. yinghan etc.. they are close to my heart and i always treasure them..perhaps u might think otherwise..
O.. and how abt the part regarding me offering u a job at my cousins place and u just went MIA? talk about respect.
