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20080829

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My pretty Pearl White Samsung U600 finally died on me... the touch pad totally malfunction and i couldnt use it..

Had to send it for repair, luckily the warranty is valid till 6th Sep..at least i can get it repaired and sell it at a better price (if i have to)..

Now the thing is.. wat phone should i get?? i don need functions like a very good camera or 3G.. i just need a pretty pretty phone.. HAHA..

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Anyway, i m using my old dunno-wat-model Nokia phone.. the very bulky one which i always carry during my clubbing days. LOL..

Found alot of old sms-es i left behind in my phone memory..

didnt know i kept so many of his (don ask me who) sms-es.

also found some sms-es from Bestie Gwen..

she told me she will always be there for me the first time i failed my tax paper..

yuan lai we used to meet up so often.. spend so much time with each other..

now she is very caught up w work.. and i m very caught up w spending time w my family and work as well..

but i really do miss her.. although i seldom tell her that..until she complain to me on msn that she don feel "my love" for her..lol

no matter how much little we see each other.. i will always remember those thick and thin we went through together.. and i will never want to lose her as a friend..

i wanted to drop her a sms while i m typing this, but i realised her phone no. was stored in my pretty go-yak phone.. sigh..

o well, i hope she remembers me just like how i misses her.. :)

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4bia

REMINDER: PLEASE DO NOT WATCH IF U ARE TIMID LIKE ME.

My boss told me it was good. comparable to Shutter (which is still the best horror movie i have ever watched).

And since i have the free pass to it, i made a choice which i really regretted.

FYi, if u ask me which is better, Shutter or 4bia.. i still think Shutter is better.. because of the story line..

4bia is divided into 4 short stories. And most of the story lines are CRAP.. BUT, the sound effect made to scare the sh** outta anyone..

i was almost shivering when i was walking out of the cinema at 12 am.. shuddered by the last scene..

No prizes for guessing if i was able to sleep that night.

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My World My Life

10:02 AM



20080822

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Was reading Mery's entry on her Taipei trip.

OMG! NOW ITS ALL COMING BACK TO ME!!!

i miss Taipei SO SO SO SO MUCH..












Its been 4 months since the trip. and i think i have tried to convince him more than 100 times for us to arrange a trip back within this year... i even used my bday as a convenient excuse..



But i know we cant!!! cos i m gg Hokkaido next yr and hes gg Korea! We need to save up!!!



SIGH x 20000000000


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11:51 AM





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Quest for the (not so) legendary "Cat Mountain King"

for the benefit of those who doesnt know what is "Cat Mountain King". It is actually the "branded" durian and so-called the BEST durians around..

i dunno how true is that.. but the CMK durian is really goody.. but a tad expensive.

Alvin calls it the "LV" of Durians. LOL.

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Mery & Perry brought us to this Dim Sum place at Geylang Lor 17.. wa.. the scallop porridge which mery always raved abt is really GOOD..

I love the carrot cake and fried har kow too!! Its yummy!!

Too obsessed with the Tim Sum, forgot to take photo.

After tt we crossed over to the durian stall for Durian!!


Savouring~

Satisfied!
Whats left behind of the "LV" Durian

Anyway, Singapore is damn small.. because Doink found out that Alvin was in the same unit as him.. and he also know Gary, Bao Yong & Zan Peng leh~!!
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Today is Friday, and i got totally no mood to work!

My World My Life

10:30 AM



20080818

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to souls who have read my prev entry & are concern .. thanks.. guess we are fine already..

it really feels different.. when u know that ur future is more or less settled with this man.. but this man is hardly treating u the way u love him for.. sigh..

i feel.. short-changed.. LOL..

unlike last time .. when we used to quarrel, i still feel like i have the right and freedom to choose..and that i can walk out anytime i m not happy.

maybe i still have the right and the freedom.. but.. prob not the guts.

so u better reflect ar.. dont u dare to lose ur temper again. humpf

u lose alot of points from my friend's side liao.. if u still dare to play play .. no one can help u ..bleahz

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special thanks to Stella, who accompanied yours truly the entire saturday night at my favourite night spot, CQ.

everywhere else was full, so we settled for Marakesh. the lamb kebab was not bad.. but the drinks kinda sucks..

stella ordered a coke light without checking the menu.. and that bottle costs us SGD 8 (bloody ripped off) , which she couldnt finish cos she ordered the Marakesh Special..

but the whole place was great for chilling out. No fantastic music but no disturbances.. so two lonely souls just sat there the entire night.. from 9 till 12 am..

Mery couldnt make it because Perry brought her for dinner at iggys. still love her nonetheless.

thanks to hanzi, who dropped me a msg in the middle of the night to check if i was ok~ good to know i was remembered!

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Happiness is self-defined.

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My World My Life

9:19 AM



20080816

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I have pushed away my friends for today, so that i can spend the entire day out w him..

he went to his friend's bday party last night at 10 + pm..
dunno wat kind of BBQ party that will start after 10 pm..
called me at 12 plus only when "he finish eating"..
told me hes going home soon.
i was unhappy cos i know he needs a lot of slp
If he doesnt, he would be tired and grumpy and will be yawning away when we are shopping
he had not, a least bit of responsibility towards our date the next day.

Woke up by his sms at 1 pm this afternoon
told me he reach home at 2 am ytd.
Still angry, told him that we are not meeting in fit of anger
reason being he didnt have enuff sleep.
He tried to tell me that hes not tired and already had enuff sleep.
Didnt felt like arguing
i was angry that i always come in second when hes w his friend.
Got off the phone at 1.30 pm
And he didnt bother to call me back.
Went for a walk at compass point and brought lunch for my mom
felt really hungry but didnt pack my own lunch
cos after the walk i felt better and decided to head lunch w him
reach home, sms him at 2 pm.
Told him i m not angry anymore.
there was no response

figured that he should be sleeping when theres no response still at 3.00 pm.
Tried to occupied myself with streaming videos
and trying to convince myself tt he prob didnt check his phone instead of sleeping.
3.30 there was still no response, felt really hungry
4.15 decided to call him
he pick up the phone soon, so i tot i was prob wrong abt him sleeping
asked him wat was he doing
he kept quiet
asked him the second time
replied saying he was sleeping

so he was sleeping afterall.

how can u still sleep knowing ur gf is upset abt smth.

4.25 pm. Hungry and upset as there goes my golden saturday.
sobbing quietly on my bed in order not to alert my mom

gg to bed after this entry.

cos i m feeling bloody tired too.

hope all of u have a good weekend.

My World My Life

2:52 PM



20080813

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My evening train rides home never fail to entertainment me from time to time.

Was on my way home yesterday evening. Other than the usual Auntie-snatching-seats & Uncles-blocking-entrance drama. saw smth more amusing.


One Cheena girl and her bf boarded the train happily at Outram park. There was this empty seat right in front of me, but the bf immediately stood in front of me so that the gf can take the seat. ok nvm. i don need the seat anyway.

5 mins later, the girl stood up and the bf sat down. I tot the bf was tired or smth. but to my absolute amusement, the girl proceeded to sit on HIS LAP. ON A BLOODY CROWDED TRAIN.

DOTS. and she was wearing this ultra short dress and she wasnt.. er hem.. exactly thin..immediately i have my back turn against them.. too eeky to watch.

I tink she prob couldnt resist sitting on men's lap, cos shes so used to do it during her working hours. =X

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I really think they should be petrolling train officers on the train.

To catch those inconsiderate pple who dunno how to give up seat to the needy & those with excessive Public Display of Affection (also reads: Public Nuisance) and issue them warning. 3 times and they need to pay a fine. And 5 times will be ban to take MRT......

HAHHAHA.. ok.. thats just my imagination. Nv gg to happen.

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Mommy has been complaining of back pain.

Wanted to fix her an appointment with a well known Chinese Practioner at Novena. But they are really so famous that their next available weekend appointment will be in OCTOBER.

sigh.

My World My Life

9:36 AM



20080803

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Some pictures taken last sat:

We were having late dinner at 24 hr TCC next to SHAW. They have interesting deco. Victorian Style, i like.

Feat. my Matcha MAMBO (YUMMY) & his Seafood spag. (so-so)

I love his tee shirt! can u see the cutesy bear?
In case u are wondering, thats a piece of facial blotter stuck on his oily face.
Somewhere near Purvis Street. Hunting for my convocation studio.

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PEACE the world cannot give.


i was phone less for the past 2 days 2 nights.


sigh. accidentally left it in the office and when i realised it i was almost home so i didnt head back.

i dunno who looked for me over the weekend.
i cant look for anyone over the weekend.
all pending plans were cancelled cos i was uncontactable.
i was at home since friday night. zzzzzzzzzzz
there will be no alarm clock to wake me up tomorrow morning.

sigh. i don like the idea that we are all over reliant on technologies. But i guess we cant do anything.

Without our phone/internet/computer/ipod/psp..we all seems to be handicapped.

WIll be in office tml v early to pick up my phone.. cant stand another minute without it.




Sorry to those who tried contacting me over the weekend.


hmpf~~


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My World My Life

5:30 PM





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On a lighter note from e previous post.. :)

Our Love Plant is 3 yrs old!!!

Actually, we really cannot remember the exact date. I just remmeber it was a "boring friday night after lecture", that kae brought me to momo to celebrate Zan Peng's (baby's army friend) bday.

No details on how we met, still trying very hard to forget the details.. LOL.. cos its VERY DUMB.. and i wish i nv have to tell anyone EVER again.. LOL..

And to me, theres alot more meaningful things for me to remmeber throughout the 3 yrs..

CAUTION: MUSHY ENTRY AHEAD. CLICK THE X ON TOP RIGHT CORNER IF U MUST.

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i tot those things between me and ken should have drove him away..but he didnt.. he told me its only when he feel those pain when all those things happen, he knew he was serious abt us..

dunno how he manage.. but he tolerated all those things in silence for 1 yr plus.. never once, never, did he lose his temper/shouted at me or whatever shit u would expect from a jealous bf..

he treated me like usual.. and still let me go clubbing cos he said he trust me to do wats right..and all he could do was to worry at home until 3, 4 am..

deep down he believed if he waited long enough,eventually, i will have enough fun i desired and will notice that hes still standing at the usual spot waiting for me to come home..

finally i did, i did came back.. but not cos i notice he was waiting.. it was because i was hurt real bad.

he talked to me. be there for me. allow me to fall back on him. listened to everything i had to say because i was hurt by SOMEONE ELSE..

how could he do that...???????????? i really dunno.... its only when i fully recovered from the past, i saw these.. these efforts and tolerances he have given me..

why? not because hes silly..its because he loves me.. unconditionally..

i m lucky.. that i realised this before he changes his mind abt me.. i m lucky.. and glad.. that now i m trying to make up to him.. by loving him more... by assuring him that i will walk w him, as long as he wants me to..

Mery and Stella, have faith in me~~ :P

its a long three years.. i have enjoyed every moment of the relationship.. but when i think back, he was suffering for almost half of e time..

i m sorry.. and i thank u (not the first time and wont be the last), for loving someone who is so flawed...

p/s: but i wont forgive u for GOBBLING UP MY FOOD until i m left w 3 sticks of french fries when i m talking on the phone! humpf. :(


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Thursday:

Had dinner at Kuriya at Raffles City.. food was good but i think its overpriced.. cost us abt $100 for a Cod Roe Omelette, Steak Fillet, sushi plater (6 sushi, 1 chawanmushi, 1 miso soup and 1 dessert)..

but most importantly, their service SUCKS.. so most prob wont be back again.. if u have enuff money to spare.. can go there to have their sashimi.. its really fresh.. :)



Cod Roe Omelette. Yummy.



Sushi Set

Steak Fillet


Complimentary Green Tea Ice cream

Kenneth Cole Watch for him

After dinner, we headed to Shaw for The Mummy. ARGH. it sucks! (i think i m hard to please, dinner sucks, movie also sucks)

Nv liked the Mummy cos i hate Brendan Fraiser's face! but after baby told me got Jet Li, i decided to go for it. BUT IT SUCKS!!

i have a lot of DOT DOT DOT in my head throughout the movie.. firstly, its a shame, that Anthony Wong & Michelle Yeo's Mandarin SUCKS.. they speak better English.. soemtimes i cant make out whether they are speaking in English or Mandarin or watever language..

2nd. I hate Brendan Fraiser's face. And Jet Li's part was really little! because most of the time the emporer appeared in a form or either, the hideous and grumpy mummy or the stupid three head dragon. -_____-

3rd. Again like the Forbidden Kingdom, HOW COME ANCIENT CHINESE CAN SPEAK ENGLISH! its fine if the whole movie was in English, but its a MIX. sometimes Michelle Yeo speaks Mandarin and sometimes English when conversing w her daughter. DOTS DOTS. pardon my ignorance.

Post shall ends abruptly here. HAHA.

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My World My Life

4:23 PM





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After sharing some experiences and stories with Kaelyn the other day.. she told me that i am really mature for my age..

shes not the first (and i think wont be the last) to say that..

maybe its because everytime my friend is troubled.. be it bgr, work or other life issues.. i will try to share some relevant stories so that they can learn/be inspired from them. some of them are the stories i have heard, the rest i went thru them myself.

since 16, i have been able to share experiences i have w men i met.. pple like B, G, K, W, D, C..i

its not smth to be proud of, because i know its not because i m popular w men, i just meet not-so-good ones.

First, it was B, he taught me how to protect and love myself more..

from G, i realise that loving/giving more than the other person is so tough and the more u are afraid of losing him, the more likely u will. because u will try to become someone he wish u had become, and not someone he love u for..

from K, i know that there are right pple u will meet at the wrong time and that some pple is just too hard to understand.

from W, i learnt that men can be really vengeful & no matter how much the person claim that he loves u, at the end of the relationship, everything will go to naught

from D, i learnt that some men are simple DESPICABLE
from C, i learnt that some men don need friend when they found love.

everything adds together make me what i m and how i think today..

still unable to trust everything i have w doink.. sometimes unsure.. up till this day.. i still have reservations .. i cant help it..its not that hes not good enough.. hes the only person willing to accomodate my everything and live w it and sometimes, have to change for it..

but my reservations doesnt make me love him less. just that i m alwasy mentally prepared for the worst to happen to the relationship.

its just that.. after these years, i learn that feelings DO change over time, no matter how hard u tried to preserve it.. and when feelings change or worst, go away.. it will never come back, no matter how hard u tried ..

sometimes, i wish i didnt have so much to share..... :( afterall, these pple did leave a deep impression in my simple life.. sigh.

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3:44 PM



20080801

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