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20060127

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Its been a week..guess i shall update abt the chalet things..

Gwen was celebrating her 21st bday at DTE..

Went there to accompany her on Friday and was the first to reach on Saturday morning! She'd better appreciate tt!

Help her with some groceries shopping and hang around with her cousin, Silas and my dear in the room watching TV..

Around evening.. had news that her friends will mostly come at around 8+ for the cake cutting..

Her bday cake is damn ex lo.. $120.. but as long as she loves it .. why not?its got her face on it.. and she kps telling everyone how much she love her cake..

Saw lots of pple whom i hasnt met for a long time.. let me recall who was there: Hanzi, grace, mervin, media gang, xiaohui, zikai, 2 katherines, celia, zelong, eric, joshua, sengyan, guoli, jasmine, tingfeng, Alex n Claudia, Evelyn etc etc... all these are the pple i know... not too bad .. at least i know quite a few pple there.. haha..

Hanzi bought her another cake for our own little party when it officially strikes 12...

Suggested a cake-war.. of cos i got kana.. since i m the one who gave the idea.. perks up a bit of the atmosphere!

Started Mahjong and it got kinda sian.. so when katherine decided to have the booze.. i joined in e game and left my dear to continue with his mahjong..

aiya..this bf of mine got mj will forget everything one..

so me tf gwen solar jasmine kat played some game n drink..

around 3 am.. Kenee came down to 'support' after his I Not Stupid 2.. nice of him to be so on.. so i had to keep him entertained..

Down alot of liquor.. and my head got v heavy.. and part of my memories of tt nite were washed out..

Of cos, somethings got out of hand.. and alot of scandals everywhere.. but i shall not discuss abt it here..cos those who are present will know..

had a bad hangover the next day~ arGH..but i had a share of fun~

I m glad my dear managed to simmer down after al those things that he saw..but then.. i just hope u dont push ur limits for me........

My World My Life

8:25 AM





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This is very true..


ARE YOU TOO PICKY?

You Deserve Better

Where men are concerned, you always keep an open mind and you never automatically rule someone out over a minor or fixable flaw (e.g., mediocre fashion sense).

However, unless you become more discriminating, you're in danger of really getting hurt. Some frogs will never turn into princes, no matter how many times you kiss them.

You need to sit down and determine what's really important to you in a mate, decide on definite deal-breakers, and not stray from that list. But preferences are another story altogether.

For example, not wanting kids could be a deal-breaker for you. But a guy's only-average height might be something you can overlook. And most importantly -- and I can't emphasize this enough -- you should realize that you are an incredible person with or without a man.

While wanting a partner is normal, needing one more than the air you breathe can lead you to someone who will suck the life right out of you. So be patient.

My World My Life

8:22 AM



20060126

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Too much things happened in awhile..

Kenee's things are not settled... yet.. i have created more troubles.in just one day.. Jeremy and Bryan..

I really really hate myself..


maybe gwen is rite.. i cant be left alone..

I m in the wrong.. v v v wrong.....


I want to change.. but why cant i change???????????????????????????????????????????


and i m getting from bad to worst..........................................

My World My Life

8:25 AM



20060124

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Bestie's Gwen's Bday was on 22nd Jan 2006!

Hee..

Shall dedicate this entry for her~

Gwen, also known as Maomao, aka Ziyu is my bestie!

She knows me inside out!

Knew her back in my secondary school..

My first impression of her is tt shes v bubbly.. and kinda noisy..

Despite her petite size.. u can hear her voice n laughter everywhere..


Maybe becos of her bubbly character.. guys like to make fun of her.. but of cos.. shes the miss popular everywhere..and she never brings smile to everyone around her..

Thats her when shes 16..

She slowly evolved into a pretty young lady with her own style.. shes got her character.. and she nv follows anyone..tts something i really like abt her..

Shes blur.. and straight forward.. probably thats what makes her friends and admirers love her...

We were not v close back in the secondary school days.. its only after we graduate, we work together during the long long school hols... that kinda built the bond between us as we got more common topics...

and we got even closer.. when we started to club together.. i walked into her colorful life.. din know how fun clubbing can been until i started chionging boat quay with her..

Over the past 4 years.. we went thru quite a bit together.. from an anti-social girl, to the girl i m today.. can mix with alot of pple at clubs etc.. its all part of her work.. and i really have to thank her for tt... she make my life better.. let me know more friends.. and we just grew closer..

Of cos, those heartbreaks and betrayals took the old happy-go-lucky maomao away.. Gwen has become more sensitive and emotional and of cos, stronger.. and she learnt to be there for other pple as well..

Shes usually one of the first few i share my woes w.. and shes definitely the first to share my joy and happiness!

Cant imagine wat life is gonna be without her around~

I m not good at words.. i just wan to dedicate this entry in my blog.. to show my darling girl that.

I love her.. and will nv want to lose a friend like her..

Thanks for everything..and hope u can be stronger everyday.. nothings gonna bring u down...


cos at the end of the day..i m just a phone call away.. or 2 bus rides away~

*huggies*

My World My Life

4:19 PM





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Now is half an hr before my working hr..

i m here so early.. cos i couldnt sleep..

I m utterly screwed.. i have messed up my feelings..

I hope i can forget Kenee soon..

I dunno wat is this type of feeling call..

Liking? Crush? Friends? Or Satisfaction?

He always make me feel v special..

but i guess he wont anymore..

some says "Serene! he cfm likes u la!" while other says "hhmm.. he seems like jsut wanna fool around?"

I dont know.. and i dont i should know..

I m now trying v v hard not to think of him.. in case the feelings go further..




But now i m afraid.. the worst has yet to come..

i m afraid.. someone else is coming into the picture..


i m v worried.. i don wanna lose him.. even as a friend.........


can someone pls help? gwen?

My World My Life

7:59 AM



20060123

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I have messed up my life once again...

i nv meant to hurt anyone........

My World My Life

8:21 AM



20060118

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Was msging him cause i heard he was confined.

He sounded sad..

Me: Hey.. got confine ar.. wat happened?
Him: How u know..
Me: mich told mao..mao told me..
Him: Ya..gotta cover recruit's field camp plus i kana extra last week.. so total 3 weeks cannot go home..
Me: Aiyo.. why u sound so sad.. home sick ma?
Him: I am ok la.. Just fell sick today got fever running nose.. but i still continue my duty ah.. not home sick.. Never will..
Me: O.. must take care ok? still having probs w family? U seldom sick one.. must be bad air..
Him: Thanks.. U too.. take care.. Wish u happiness with family and bf k.. bye..


Suddenly.. his face flashed in my mind... his boyish grin... so cute.. so ever innocent.. so gentle.. so clear..

it just felt like yesterday....




I m sorry i have did those things to u..



i wish i have nv done tt... nv have left u for someone who doesnt even know if he loves me..i wish i have nv hurt u... i wish to see u smile again.. i wish u are happy....

I jsut wanted to try something new.. but now tt u are gone.. i dunno wat to do...

If ever time can reverse.. give me a chance to take back those scars i caused in ur life..but like u told me... it will nv be the same again..

Tears are flowing.. i really miss u alot...........but i don think u care any more...

THe last thing i wanna do is to make u sad...


I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away - The Reason





I am sorry... =(

My World My Life

3:57 PM



20060117

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bEEn rather busy lately...

wat have everyone been up to??


SiGH.. no life man..

wheres the old Serene? going for nite spins and supper and clubbing and movies..

dunno.. dunno why all of them so busy..




Went to MOS on Sat nite w Gwen, Jas n TingFeng.. it was alrite.. kinda fun.. or rather the company was not too bad.. music was good but Smoove room was full.. while we were trying to squeeze in.. someone puked on my legs. ARGH!!!

and met an asshole whom i shouted at becos he was so ungentleman.. but anyway... guess theres no gentleman in singapore liao ba..

Kenee din come to cheer me up as promised.. but its ok.. din really miss him tt much~

Went home at around 4 am with a swollen toe.. =( pain..

Next day, went to town w my dear to search for his wallet...

He, being broke, insisted on buying a new wallet for chinese new year.. cos hes a v superstitious guy..

Well.. n he is a extremely hard to please person. he doesnt like it plain.. neither fanciful (cos he says its ah beng).. so it was quite tough getting one he really like.. other than the one he saw at Guess but din get it cos it was the last pc on display..

Finally settle on one at Espirit..

Bumped into Mery n Stella there ..

The girls had asked me to join their shopping spree the nite b4.. but since i promised him to hunt his precious wallet.. i had to kp my promise......luckily i met them there.. cos mery wanted to complain somethings.. haha

Went seperate ways during eveining time as Mery went to meet Lenny n Stella went to meet her dearest...so we went ahead w our shopping at FEP..

Super no mood. cos i was feeling really fat~n we decided to leave town since i stained my skirt.. haiz..

I had to change into my new skirt meant for New Year.. and then we went to ECP for a walk..

Had supper n he sent me back home.. and he officially stayed over at my place! (w my mom's knowledge)..

my mom seems to be ok w him staying at my house.. but not in my room.. so we slp in different room although in the same house, a wall apart.. he wanted to sneaked in in the middle of the nite.. but i was too tired to open my room door for him.. Lol..


Was reading Mao's blog~ and it made me v v v happy! cos her friend, JJ, saw me at MOS and said i lost weight! and he used the word 'thin'..ahah.. tts so farnee... how can he use tt word on me???? he even said he got a shock when he saw me..he must be having some eye problems!!! lol.. nevetheless it made me v happi.i shall jia you n lose more weight!! hahah....

Gwen u must join me!!! eat less~ can save u lots of money too~

My World My Life

3:30 PM



20060112

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Dear bought me a Guess bag ytd!!~

WEnt shopping for mao's pressie.. went to Guess.. then he saw this v "serene" clutch.. then he urge n tempted me to buy.. (EVIL)..

I was tempted!!~ But i know i got nt much money left.. so he suggested buying it for me..cos the one he bought for me for Xmas from Warehouse is gone..

But u guys know how much NS guys earn la.. so we decided to pay Half-half..

MY first guess bag~ although its half-half la.. it also means that both of us have to scrimp abit this montH!! but its ok~ cos its the CNY period.. hoho..

I love e CNY present my dear get for me!! i shall bring it around for collect my hong bao!!

Met up w WEiling n Mery on Monday nite.. had a dinner-cum-catch-up session at Marche..

Ling bought me a tube top from her Thai trip! haha..v nice~ Thankie!~

AFter the dinner.. mery headed home due to her tired feet.. n me n dear followed WEiling n her loverboy to G-max next to MOS.. hehe.. shes mad la.. fancy paying 35 bucks for tt.. hmm...

Mao jio to go Liquid room.. while Kenee jio to go DBL o.. Din go for both.. cos i tot wanna save some money w my dear.. so we headed home~

My World My Life

8:39 AM



20060109

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WHEN WILL U EVER REMMEBER THE THINGS I SAID??

WHY MUST I CHECK ALL THE THINGS ??

WHY MUST I TELL U TIME N AGAIN N U JUST CONVENIENTLY FORGET ABT THEM!!

THIS IS SICK..




u are sucha idiot

My World My Life

11:47 AM



20060107

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Malaca photo as promised!!

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Gwen with her super smooth Tou Huey w Ming and Jasmine!


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At the "Ice shop" down the street..Strawberry Ice!!


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Jasmine n Gwen trying to write down something on the cards to be pasted on the notice board!


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We have been here!

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This is the front door of our "home".. retro rite!!


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Our messy room


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Jasmine abusing ming.. lol..

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i call this the "ancestral hall.. its found of the house we lived in.. abit eerie eh..


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me and bestie Gwen!


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Ming and his relative who treat us to "Lok-Lok" (Satay Fondue?)


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This is the Lok-Lok. Just like steamboat but the food is in sticks and dipped into satay sauce!


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At the night Market - Jonker Street


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The day at the shopping centre!


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Eh?



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Aunties in action!!


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Breakfast down the street from where we lived.


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SUper nice Wanton Mee at RM2 only!


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I went with the green bag, and came back w the other 3!!


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"i want to go home! those girls are mad!!" hoho


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last pic taken at the DBS house, where we stayed

My World My Life

11:00 AM





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Had a big fight with him the nite before.. this is shit..

Fancy picking up a fight with me becos of an sms..

cant believe he demands to see my hp..

Being my partner doesnt gif him the rite to invade my privacy~

This is sick.. i was bloody pissed off.. none of my bf ever deprive me of my friend-making freedom!!

and hes the first one...



This is shit..~ cant take this anymore... hes more possessive than any of the bf i had...


PLEASE STOP THESE

My World My Life

10:56 AM



20060105

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Was sick yesterday.. kept vomiting.. so left home on the dot after my work~


Had my dinner and went to slp.. had a v v scary nite mare.. arGh.. it was so real.. luckily i was awaken by a phone call at 2am from Daryl who wanted to meet me for coffee~

Tts when i saw Kenee's miss call and Sms..

promised dear i will not think of him anymore~ but somehow, that missed call just trigger something in me~

Manage to find out more abt him recently.. hes no longer someone i m not familiar w..

My conversation w Desmond:


1/5/2006
11:37:08 AM
Des: hes a pretty nice guy

Des: always wondered y he doesnt have a gf


New Year Resolution is to be Happi~: hes probably too shy to make the first move?

New Year Resolution is to be Happi~: or maybe theres someone whom he hasnt gotten over


Des: no lah no one at least since the time i know him


i m sorry.. i nv wan to feel this way

My World My Life

11:58 AM





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Been feeling down.. is this part of growing up??? and a process to make ur mind stronger..?

Haiz.. i always tot i have know quite a no of new pple last yr as compared to the yr before.. n i also believe to have found a few pple i trust... but now.. i dunno where they are..

Isit becos i m just naive.. to them, i m just a convenient friend? Like Calvin and Ben.. haiz..

Some good friends have stayed.. but some, we are now so distant from each other.. cant help buy wonder.. whos my friend???

My World My Life

11:53 AM



20060104

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Its a brand new year.. Of cos.. i have some new year Resolutions...

- Go on a diet (that works)
- Save up
- Work hard to get a pay rise!
- Meet up more w my friends
- Enjoy my clubbing sessions!
- Buy more clothes and pamper myself more
- Know more new people
- Go overseas w my friend on a shopping spree!!!

New year eve was so-so.. supposed to go to MOS w gwen n max they all.. but the Q was ridiculous la!!! me n dear reach there around 8 n the Q is already at the G-max liao.. supa turn off..

In e end we Q for nothing.. cos we din wan to go liao so we gaf the Q to Max but some nhappiness happen between my dear n him.. in the end they abandoned the Q..

Bloody hell!!

Dear was angry tt i have been contacting kenee...when i promised him i wouldn't anymore.. haiz.. quarreled over tt on our way to esplanade.. then so heng when we went over to Momo, we saw him... haiz..

just wan to let dear know tt if i m determined to stray.. just contacting each other wont make much of a difference ya? and if i wan to stay true to u.. just contacting wont make much of a difference too.

anyway, went to tt supa packed Count down at Esp.. wanted a better view so we tried to squeeze .. bloody hell! so many Bangla and i cant stand the smell~ n i couldnt breathe.. so we went to somewhere rather behind.. but the fireworks was really really nice!!


Gwen went to Sentosa la! so good! wanted to go but tot no body going.. she also best la.. last min still can go.. lol..

After the countdown.. the mobile service was disrupted for almost 1 hr.. couldnt call out.. so we just sit along the road side trying to reach mery n stella.. only managed to get them at around 1 + and then stella gotta leave..~

If nxt year me n dear still together.. we will be counting down overseas.. BOo~ tis is ridiculous.. nothing to do yet so many pple~!

My World My Life

8:27 AM



20060103

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TOP 10 DISAPPOINTMENT FOR 2005

10. Jason n Michelle - ever since they got together.. its like they are living in their own world.. even my bday also din turn up.. sigH..

9. Jeff - This guy went MIA on mua.

8. Eric - Ok, hes not to blame. I din pick up his calls all the time!

7. Desmond - Ever since he got the gf, he jus MIA and always last minute fly my aeroplane~

6. Weihao - cant expect anything from him tho..

5. One closer girl friend of mine.. just felt that we are getting more distant from each other.. haiz..

4. Gerald - Ok, this one i got nothing to say.. i sms him Merry Xmas and there was no response??

3. Calvin - He too, went MIA on me after he came back from his 2 months exercise.. n he happily forgot my bday~~


2. Another close girl friend of mine~


and finally..



Congrats to Benjamin Khoo for topping the chart! The guy who vanished completely from the earth's surface~! Woo!! keep it up!

My World My Life

9:00 PM