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♥ 20061030

My Simple Life ♥

Alrite this is the first day that i m officially free.........

But i m already getting sick of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh..

I felt like a bumper~~~~~~~~ doing nothing.... PUI

But felt better after I saw this on Cousin Zhiwei's Blog.. amongst his wish list

"hope serene score well for her coming exam and can go momo with me "

simple words.. but it really mean so much.. (ok.. i m getting a bit sentimental here)

haha.. i know i know..its nothing much rite.. but being alive for 20 yrs this is the first time my cousin express his wish for me to score well for exam..

I felt......warmth running all over me..

SO ok.. zhiwei.. if u are seeing this.. jio me to momo.. and i WILL be there! if i can.............. =P

and jia you in camp!

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4:38 AM

♥ 20061029

My Simple Life ♥

Guys and gals! my exam has ended! hai.. i m so glad that the nightmare is over..

with this entry.. i would like to express a word of THANKS to whoever encouraged me and esp to those who has expressed their concern over my blog.. Gwenie, Kailin and Stella.. thanks..

Sigh. I just hope i will clear. Who cares abt scoring?

My exam before entering SIM was always about whether i can score A, B or C.. was never abt passing or failing.. but after being in U.. somehow.. even asking for a pass is wishful thinking..

Sigh.. to those still mugging for monday paper.. ALL THE BEST!

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On a lighter note.. now tat my exam is over.. n that i m not working.. i m REALLY FREE..

ask me out anytime! miss u pple! muack.

So used to busy days.. now that i have gt nothing to do makes me feel really weird..

Like a good-for-nothing thrash can.. zzz..

But well. i have an important mission given by my darling! that is to be a Full time taitai..

to go shopping w friends, catch movie, do spa, hi-tea, mahjong etc etc..

Lol.. never m i going to do thaT!

waste money .. zz..

and now tt i m not working.. all my money is coming from him.. and it shld be put to good use~ since the money was in exchange for lesser time spent with him and lesser time for him to rest. haiz.. he has really been working very hard.. in order to get confirmation by the end of the year.. if nth goes wrong.. he expects to get a 4-digit bonus by year end.. Woot. JIa U!

So.. back to wat i m gg to do after my exam..

hmm.. the most important thing on hand now is to plan my big day in one month's time.. sourcing for cakes.. invitations.. deco.. food.. etc etc..

and the next thing in priority will be to exercise..

YES! serene is finally gonna exercise! can she do it!??!.. ans is no.. but i will try.. really.. =)

with hard work.. everything is possible.

and of cos.. meeting up with pple whom i haven seen for ages! and partying! wee!!

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Went to MOs to check out the crowd for the halloween party.. it was awesome!

but it was quite boring cos theres only me and him..

So we headed for movie at Marina.. caught the Death Note.. was sooo much better than i expected.. HAHA.. thanks to him for the recommendation.. but the show was reallly long.. and the cinema was freaking cold.. also couldnt move by the time it ended..

rate it 8 upon 10.. =)

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I guess some of u might have gotten my present by now.. just in case for those who havenl..

Pleasse take note of the following:

don buy me any clutches and handbag cos i got a lot of those from online stores lately..

Can get me wallet or earrings.. necklaces are fine.. but i don really need it.. HAHA

If really dunno wat to buy.. just give me cash.. HAHAHAHA.... gladly accept.. hoho

Putting this here so that its easier for u guys going to get me something.. cos i found out alot is reading my blogs but doesnt tag..oh well..

o.. and NO SOFT TOYS!!!!! please please... i gt so much that i reall dunno wat to do w them..

I dont want to end up abandoning them!

erm.. and no cosmetics.. cos.. don usually wears them.. and i m quite picky abt my cosmetics..

so ya.... thats abt all.. =)

thanks in advance~

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O.. and wat i m getting from him will be a fully sponsored trip to Hk... WAHAHA.. so happy..

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4:31 AM

♥ 20061023

My Simple Life ♥

SO wat if u studied very hard..

so wat if u mug day and nite and don sleep..

so wat if u started revision before every body does..

Even if its an open book.. i can still buang the paper..

now, who can tell me.. Hard work pays off?

Its the first time i cried while walkin out of the examination hall.

First time ever, cos i knew the paper was easy.... Yet.. i didnt finish it.

There are pple who is born smart

but I m born stupid. I have to work harder than normal pple in terms of exam........ BUT my hard work doesnt even pay off...

i cant graduate with my fellow classmates.

I cant be in that harry porter suit with kailin and Yinghan...

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9:18 PM

♥ 20061018

My Simple Life ♥

I tried to mug.

Time now is 2.26am.

I cant focused.

Decided to take a break. Very agitated.

Tried Youtube. Tried Sonic Hedgehoc. Tried Shopping.

Nth calms me down.

And i started weeping.

Depression sinking into me.

I am feeling SUICIDAL.

I wish i can die straight away.........

PS: i cursed whoever did the powerpt slides for AUDIT.. it SUCKS.. and i hope he/she die. For killing all of us.

May God bless u pathetic PIG.

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2:32 AM

♥ 20061015

My Simple Life ♥

Exam is exactly one week away from now.......... HAiz..i think i m well prepared for it.. bt i cant help worrying abt it..

Wat if my mind just black out in the exam hall??

been studying really hard..

i have never , in my life, started my preparation like 4 weeks before exam.. i just hope my effort pays off.. sigh..

There is one condusive place which i like to study over nite at.. Thanks to Desmond, i had chances to stay at Research Lab in SMU for 2 nights.. its quiet and keeps me awake..

Was telling Kai, cos she said she likes the kind of environment the school provide for SMu pple.. but come to think of it.. we are actually exchanging freedom for a better study environment?

SMU pple ma chiam take SMU like second home.. it has got everything that pple at our age needs.. Gym, Pubs, Ktv rooms.. but pple are so competitive!! kinda hate tis kind of environment..

but like i got the chance to experience SMU.. haiz.

O well.. and we have only 2 years to complete e course.. YAY!

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Days are blurry.. i live my days in the nite.. as if i m an owl.. n normally i slp in e day..

zzz.. and sometimes i just don remmeber which day is it.. =(

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Cant wait 2 regain freedom, but then again, i dunno wat i m gg to do after exams.

Baby will be working.. and some friends are just going to start preparing for their exam.. gwen will be busy with HER "stuff" and ya.. i think i will just be sleeping away.. and it would be great if i can find a temp job meanwhile. =)

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Preparation for HK is going smoothly. just need to get cousin's advices on bookings and i will be looking forward to JAN!!!!!!!!!!

but before that, it will be my big day !!!!!!

But sigh, just received news that Stella might nt be able to stay long at my party cos she might be having a party herself elsewhere and it clashes......

Diao. She will be coming for mine and its almost impossible for me to go to hers.. Its really sucha waste that Besties are not there at each other's 21st Bday party????????????

Sigh. Watever. Decide again when it draws nearer ba..

Jia you to whoever that is mugging!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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4:25 PM

♥ 20061007

My Simple Life ♥

Stress from Exam is killing me.. i think i m lagging behind my studies.......

haiz..

Went for dinner with Parents and baby on sat nite.. its their dunno how many years wedding anniversary..

went to sakae at PS.. mm.. the spread is more than normal sakae..love their Katsu cheese.. YUMMY..

Went to watch Rob-B-Hood at Cathay.. the show is damn nice lo.. welll.. story line is typical of Jackie Chan's movie.. but the highlight is of cos MATTHEW (!!!!!!) the cute lil mix blood in the movie............... HES DAMN CUTE.. how can a baby be so cute?????????????

I m a bad friend.. Weiling flew off yesterday.. and i even forgot to msg her.. haiz.. hope everything goes well fgor her and hope she brings back lotsa souvenirs!!!!! haha.. i m so envious la..

haha.. but i m gg to HK coming Jan with mommy and daddy. so looking forward..

Haiz. I m losing track of time..

i written all impt events and bdays on my organisers and yet.. i always realise the impt day after its over..

Just like jeff bday and zhiwei's bday.. i realised it all TOO LATE.. i m so bad........ HAiz..

maybe i will get a retribution.. no one will remember my bday........... =(

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3:45 PM

♥ 20061002

My Simple Life ♥

Go on.. upset me.. talk to me in a mean manner..

so that i will stop thinking abt u SOON....

and i will be opening up a champagne to celebrate..

that i m so over u and theres no need for me to fret over ur shadow in my heart anymore..

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3:22 AM