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**gonna be long entry..

As a reward for myself for being a Goody Good Girl for more than 3 months or so..

Yesterday i finally mambo-ed! abit sickly but, i just got the urge.

Sometimes, my urge even was stronger..but my laziness usually overcomes it.. haha.. whenever they jio me to club.. i will turn it down.. but ytd was a surprise to myself..

I didnt make a last min decision. neither did i fly anyone's aeroplane. I made up my mind in the morning.. Hee.. after my cousin, Zhiwei jio me.. initially he ask me to go MOS tho.. but he ended up at Zouk too ..

Well.. i guess i made a good decision.

i saw alot of pple there.. and it was a great nite..

I went with Doink.. and i knew i will be sticking with him the whole nite.. cos stella is w her smu girls and mery's with her Ntu girls.. ah well.. tot i will pop by phuture for a while.. but sadly, we were quite late, so phuture was full.. as a result , dear can only go to Mambo.. HA HA.. but i don mind! cos other than weiling. the only person i guess i can mambo the whole nite with is him liao..

Not tt i don like phuture.. i like both as much.. but my friends always shun Zouk on wed nite.. and i nv understand why.. haha..

SO.. boogie my way in ZOUK!

First happy thing, i saw Zhiwei.. haha.. hes v nice..like come over and said Hi and stuff.. i tot he will be feeling awkward seeing me or smth..

Then i saw YC, i knew he will be here earlier in e day la.. but i will not deliberately go find out where he is becos of SOME REASONS.. or rather.. PPLE.. watever.. saw him and he ask me to go over to his side.. apparently i dun wan to..

THEN.. some interesting thing happen..

I saw Zhixiong , my 10 yrs friend. Now, that, of cos is not the interesting thing. I mean its nice bumping into him there la.. bt its more interesting to see whos he with. Hes with my the other cousin, Weijie.. OMG! i mean, i have no idea they know each other!!!!!!!!! and seein my cousin in zouk can really strike 4D, i mean. he doesnt club.. so i presume i m so lucky to see him there! & with my friend, Zhixiong.

anyway, me weijie and zhiwei grew up together.. quite close.. cos theres no age gap..but its the first time bumping into each other in clubs.. =) kinda weird. Dancing in front of ur cousins..??

so after tt, YC came over to say Hi too. i was still amazed at the fact tt my cousin knows my friend. so i kinda. over excited. haha.. =X kinda distracted. but the first thing he came over is saying hi to doink before saying hi to me.. and they gaf each other a "brudder-ly handshake".. then started chatting away..zz..liek HELLO?? u 2 only met twice?

To yc: btw, beware, doink is a BI..haha.. he like guys as well.

So since when is my first and current LOVE good friends??? hahaha.

Alot of happening things.. like some girl trying to dance pole dance on podium with her palm-length skirt. omg. she looks so horny..haha.. and some hot babes which my bf tried so hard to avoid looking at their.. o-so-good body.. but of cos, clubbing always got irritating pple.. yucks.

anyway.. although stelly and mery was in phuture the whole nite.. was so nice of them to drop for zouk for 5 mins to see me! love them so much! *muack. but mery left early and stella stayed till 6.. so hai. that 5 mins was all we had for a few mths.. *sob

Reason i like mambo nite is becos of the way pple party. Most guys, if they wan to pick up girls, will choose phuture, and tt explains the crowd in phuture. So, zouk is supposed to be un-contaminated with jerks and despo, of cos, theres always black sheeps.

everytime i go mambo party, i will be very happy, able to let out steam in ya.. shout for all u wan.. jump.. watever.. unlike in phuture.. u need to concentrate on dancing sexily and try not to topple over your sky-high heels..

i love zouk esp after 3.. where they play songs like "tt thing u do", "its my life", "summer rain" blah blah. so nice! i feel happy, jumping around with other pple.. haha.. fun! tts when u can really see Serene laugh and enjoy clubbing.

I think i can go and and on..abt how i love MAMBO. but i just decided to stop here.. its too wordy liao.. =)

All in all, its a great nite.. cos i met lotsa pple i haven seen in awhile. Wish i can always have enjoyable nites out!

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5:03 PM

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Not a fantastic weekend..

Friends liek Mery, Stelly and Yinghan might know..

Had a huge fight with mommy. sigh. the rship has been straining lately due to her deterioting health. sigh.

I felt useless to be not able to support her. and she felt the same towards me, that i have to work while studying.

But i inherited her temper. Both are as bad. We can talk calmly. once i m not happy with e thigns she says. i just started shouting.

Haiz. Regrets. Ended up both of us cried.

Luckily he was around to talk me out of leaving home.. sigh. Thank u so much.

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8:16 AM

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I am amazed by the way some pple behave after they got dumped/ditched.

From a Mr nice guy to someone who smokes and drinks heavily.. some even going to the extent of torturing themselves, like tatooing, piercings..some took up gambling, drugs..and some, tried to end their lives............................

i mean, wat do they get out of these things? Do they feel better?? or they feel better because these changes bring attention to the pple around him..

Theres alot of ways to deal with failed relationships, really. Healthier ways i mean.

Everyone has been thru breakups.

Most experienced being dumped or dumping pple..

for me, i went thru alot of failed rships, but i nv start doing stupid things.. i sleep, drink, club, and starve for days. Never smoke, gamble, tatoo or attempted suicide

Seriously, i despise pple who tries to ruin their live with reasons like "O, i m dumped. i m such a goner. E girl i love doesnt love me. Just let me die" ya da ya da..

Some carries the thinking that, he must appear so pathetic and loser, so that my ex gf will take one more look at me.

But sorry to say, thats NOT the case.

Especially for me, i saw the way weihao change.. from a normal boy-next-door to someone who smokes heavily, drinks and hang out in pubs at least 2 times a week. I m utterly disappointed and disgusted by the way he inflict emotional pain on himself.

I dunno who caused all his change. Some said its me, some said its his gf after me, some said family and some even said its NS.

Watever it is, i cant be bothered w him anymore.

If u really love tt person. Move on, stop sending hate msgs, tried to find ways to pick up a fight, stop calling the person who dump u a dumbo bitch/slut..

If u think its such a shameful thing to be dump, then just do urself a favour, get on with life. Pple see u as a strong person and wont even wan to sympathise with u.

Quit the idea of changing urself to someone who hangs in a pub like second home and smokes like theres no tomorrow, instead, if u stop doing all these to bother me, i will still feel that u are worthy a friend.

Why would u wan me to look down on u?

Those who nv let go, never goes free.

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11:36 PM

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Lack up updates@!

cos recently theres nth much to say.. school started and as usual.. still busy w work.. =)

anyway.. so proud of my darling..

he passed his Basic theory and advanced theory in his first attempt! very soon hes going to get his license liao (if he pass his practical) .. hohoho.. and most imptly.. hes got himself a job.. its a job tt he has always wanted.. and being a dip holder.. his starting pay is higher than mine..unfair.. zzzzzzz... but good for him.. cos his $ = my $$ .. =X

Jokin.. he asked me to stop working and concentrate on my studies but i don think i will.. cos i still have to support my family.. cannot say quit then quit lo.. haiz..

but i know.. we are a step closer to our dream vacation next yr! stella must start to save up for Taiwan ya..

tried to meet up w stella n mery last 2 weeks but always fail.. haiz.. our schedule just sux..and mery is now in bangkok w Weiling..bet she will shop until she drop and bring back her loots in cranes.. lol.. we will meet up again once she comes back.. =)

Missing Gwenie too.. she msged me on sat night and asked me to join her at some pub.. but.. i was at east coast camping.. zz..

abt camping.. everything went well, we had bbq, and played some sports.. hehe.. a little get away for poor souls like us..

Now, its time for him to think abt wat we are going to do during his coming bday liao.. hohoh..

Update pics from camp in a while. =)

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10:38 PM

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Mm..

lovely, cooling sunday.. and i decided to stay home to recharge.. wanted to go for a short run but weather doesnt permits..zzzz..

anyway. just felt i needed to blog!

Lately i have been really busy at work due to some job rotation thingy..keeps me busy for the entire day which leaves me no time to complain abt how boring the job is..but in any case, i m only staying in this co till next feb latest.. and after my last sem.. i m going overseas! be it w baby or my besties.. come come!!

speaking abt trips.. z....... mery is going to bkk with weiling next week! HOW UNFAIR! =( i planned for so long and they say go then go one.. zzz.. don care.. better buy stuff for me.. lOL!.. i wish i can join them tho.. but becos of work and studies commitments.. i m left w no choice.. nvm la.. shall hang on for a while!

spent the saturday in town.. wa.. was super sian.. i have got 100 dollars taka voucher on hand... YET we shopped ard for 2 hrs and theres nothing i really felt like buying.. in the end, guess wat, we bought 3 belts, one for me and one for him and one chain belt for my working pants.. and we spend away 100 SGD just like tt! but anyway.. i love the belts!

After some shopping.. my leg was hurting like hell.. this is the first time my boots are giving me problem.. and its v severe.. we settled for Scary Movie 4 at the new Cathay.. HELL.. the movie is such a disappointment just like DATE MOVIE!!!!!! nvm.. baby just love these kinda shows..

after tt we tried to catch our last train.. felt so sian cos have to be home soo freaking early on a sat nite.. so we headed to Clarke Quay.. not for clubbing of cos.. but we spent 2 hrs by the river watching stars and had a really deep " feelings exchange" aka heart-to-heart talk.. we went over lotsa issues and talk abt wat we want blah blah..

Went home shortly after 2 and i slept till 2 pm just now and here i m blogging this.. tml sch and work starts agin!~ how sian......................................................................................................................................................................................

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4:12 PM