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Like wat baby always like to tell me. don expect too much, and things will turn out more fun.. zz

It was supposed to be a eventful nite.. hopping around..

Intiial plan: Liquid Room, Dbl O then MOMO..

Well.. i went liquid room.. but it was bloody full ..luckily gerald is sick and didnt come down w me.. if not he will swear..

guess its because tonite is its last.. anyway.. as a member of Liquid i have only been there like once... zzz..

and luckily Mao and her friend, Michelle came down. If not i will b stuck in that hot n squeezy place.

Went to MOMO with the 2 of them and katherine.

MOMO was ok. Saw some familiar faces.

But most imptly, i finally clubbed with Gwen.. ! AFter a million years ..

Before clubbing i went to watch movie with doink and his friends.. Ghost game.

IT SUCKS.. 2 person told me its nice. In fact one person said the friend said its nice. and the other just said, she gave it 7.5 outta 10..

I TELL U.. i gave it 4 outta 10..

Know why? theres no storty line! The ghost not scary. No one survived. No suspense. No story behind. In fact the whole show becaem kinda lame when everything is so expected. the ghost always appear at their back and when they turn around. "BAM!" they died. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

anyway about doink's friends, i dun really like. His closest friend in fact, i always suspect they got this thing for each other. Like loving affair. Yeah. and i meant guy and guy.

But anyway todat is the first time we went out together.. DAMN.. i hate the way he treats his gf man..

After the movie.. he simply just walk on his own and throw his gf to walk alone behind.. and its for quite a distance.. while he just kept quiet and walk.. i mean.. his gf is really sweet.. pretty and sweet.. luckily shes not like me.. if not i confirm wont be stuck with such guys who cant even take care of the gf's feeling.

Poor girl, she deserve a better guy man.. shes still young. i hope she finds a better one who can dotes and love her soon. and dump this one. =X oopz.. think i said too much..

Baby is sound aslp rite now.. poor thing. his only off day for the week is today. Yet he had to accompany me to school and go to watch movie. Haiz. i m so guilty. Hes going to work on a sunday morning and there iwas clubbing on a sat nite....... zz.. but luckily i nv do anything unfaithful =X

Going to slp now. tml got tonnes of work to do. =)

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4:03 AM

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I gt alot of things going thru my mind now.. but i dunno how to organise them into words.

Haven been feeling very good since Tues..

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Haven been really able to share w my Piggy abt my problems.. cos hes been very busy at his work. So that i can concentrate on my studies. I m so lucky to have him with me.

But anyway, congrats to him for proving his self worth at work only after one week of hard work.. hes been appointed as the IC for his team, which means his chances of getting promotion is higher, as wat he told me.

I have tendered my resignation on Tuesday. It was a big relief. but i cant leave until next month end. And it kinda defeats the purpose of quitting cos all my projects will be done by then. Sigh.

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I m starting to feel a little bit uneasy with the pple around me.

why the change????

Sigh. I could just sense that there was something wrong abt us that night. It just doesnt feel as comfortable as before..

I hope these feelings will not linger in me for too long.

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As the day goes by, i can feel myself getting older..

Getting more worries etc..

i m really going to make gd use of this holiday.

Hoping i can have a short break away. to relax.

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I am feeling very sick. sick.. sick sick sick sick..

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Treasure those around, cos u never know when they will leave.

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Shouting out to my friends. Meet up. Gwen, Stella, Mery, Ben, Yinghan, Grace, Weiling and those whos been reading my blog and if u know me.

Don leave me alone. =(

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11:23 AM

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Been sick.. Running nose and dry cough.. --. Results of Virus attack

Sigh. I hate being sick. Esp Flu.

Skipped Audit Yesterday cos flu was really bad and i wanted to look good to the Alumni Concert.. + i need to start on my Audit Report..

So much things on hands.. everythings due in 2 or 3 weeks time.. and i really got no mood to do anything.. tot the concert might do me good.. catching up with old friends ..

Saw lotsa of ex band members.. pple like Junqiang, Terence, Junwei etc etc..

Most imptly, mery and stella was there with me.. but a pity Mery gotta leave early..

stella and i went to DXO for the SIM Bash cos i figured tt Stella might need to talk abt the things tts bothering her.. Goign to DXO wasnt part of the plan.. but anyway.. we just hung out at Thai Express..

We went into DXO at abt 12 + cos Kailin gaf up her ticket Des gt for her.. cos she tot i might be leavcing early so she passed me the ticket before she headed home..

The stupid bouncer at DXO just didnt bother to check the ticket or chop.. so both Stella and Me got in free.. HAHAH..

My first itme to DXO..music was cool.. just like MOMO.. but bloody hell, i was sweating like mad la.. and just like wat everyone says.. its poorly ventilated..

Went home shortly after 2.. he didnt bother to sent me home also....

Watever..

PLans to ZOuk fall short as well........................................

AN uneventful nite..

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6:17 PM

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Harsh words and hurtful tones are results of temporary frustration.

When we cant think in each other's shoes. When we dont even realise we are in the wrong.

Disappointment with each other, thats because, of expectations..

Expectations we don just have on everybody. But just pple whom u seriously care abt..

Often, we gets angry and with our words, unknowingly we hurt pple. Sometimes, because of choices we made, we upset pple.

But we have been friends for not MOnths, But YEARS.. a decade?

Surely we can make up rite?? So, we should stop being angry at each other..

=(

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3:09 PM

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Sia la.. dunno wat am i living for sia..

lost my priorities.. z.. issit more impt to make myself happy ? or is it more impt nt to hurt the [pple ard me? i really dunno man..

Sorry baby for telling u those irresponsible things yesterday at the pool. =( Hw can i be so selfish to wait 3 yrs for me until i had my fun and settle down???

I mean how ridiculous can i be?!?!!? zz..

The tot of leaving u makes me upset.. tt explains my tears..

we will work things out from here baby..

I needa change.. i need to stop hurting the one who loves me.. although i will struggle.. BUT.. i will make sure its worth it.. =D

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On a lighter note, met up with Gwenie after my Sat class.. Feels sooooooooooo good talking to her man.. haha .. went to town to meet her and accompant her back to Chevron. We just kept talking non stop. at teh bus stop. on the bus. haha..

Updating her abt wat happened at MOMO.

Reached JE and met Dear. Had some talk. But just some nonsense i came up to get away with Guilt.

Boo..

Ah.. zz..

Been having difficulty sleeping la! slept for 3 hrs last nite.. haven been eating too..

VERY confused.. ARGH..

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5:07 PM

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After all those things tt has happened to me the past few days. I finally found out who is really my friend whom i can call when i m in trouble.

Although she cant hear watever i was trying to say outside the loud MOMO.. but she was there to listen and "Mmm-ing" away.. u know who u are ,bestie, and thanks alot.. =)

And at the same time, there are just friend who cant be bothered with the things they promised.

Disappointed at such pple. I don understand how they set their priorities.

I am so sick and tired.

Stop denying i haven lost u.

Cos i know i have.

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3:54 PM

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Happy 1st Birthday to MOMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wee! although i m very sure its more than 1 yr old, wondering why they din celebrate on the exact date?? *shrug

Anyway, it was an invites only party and free flow till 12. Wee. thanks to Ben who asked me to go down with his friend's invites. =)

Tot its only gonna be Me Ben and his friend, luckily i met Celia and Bobby at Clarke Quay MRT, so tt i wont be disturbing their Babe Spreeing =D

Onyl got into MOMO at 11.30. Had some drinks and started dancing away! Felt a little dizzy already..

Just then Gerald msg me and told me he got bounced at Thumper (super underaged boy =x) and asked if he can come over to MOMO. I tried to ask Ben and Bobby if they can get the boy and his friend in but theres really no more invites left.

Little did i expect they turn up outside MOMO shortly. Although i don think they checked ID tt nite, but poor boy got bounced again so he decided to head home. But before he left, he tried to keep this half-sober girl company while i wait for Kenee. But i guess his soul wasnt there at all, msgs keep comin in, so i had to force him to go lo..

was great seeing him after a yr or so..

Ps: Hope tt bite doesnt hurt now. =D

Kenee had decided to hop to momo after DXO because i told him i needed his company. Very on friend, he then brought his troops to my rescue! haha.. no la.. they just came over to join at 3 am..

Been very long since i last saw him too. Was supposed to be watching Firewrks with him, but in the end chose to watch with dear..ah well.. not meant to be.. =)

Poor him was stalked by a girl from DXO, followed him all the way to MOMO and lied to him tt her friends are partying there.. LOL. Poor guy, so he had to stick with me cos she was really loud and sticky. at the same time also keep me company since Celia and Bobby went for a drink at 7-11.

Chatted and catch up abit.. his friends are fun. some games and party almost ended.

YC wasnt feeling too good, he seems bored and i felt bad cos i dun know how to entertain him.. sigh.. sorry darling.. =( i m a bad companion.

Music was great the whole nite! RnB whole nite.. NON STOP! WEE! Boogie!

Celia and BObby left earlier cos Celia wasnt feeling well.

Party ended at 5 and Kenee sent me home. So nice of him, cos its super not along the way. I was going to Boon lay while he stays in Yishun. Cab fare must cost him a bomb. Boo..

Owe him a dinner. =D

Well, one of those crazy nites out.. i guess, u guys might have guessed the reason.

Waiting to club with Gwenie soon!

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1:15 AM

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I take back wat i said abt me and my cousins being close..

its just one sided thing.

*disappointed

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12:24 PM

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Just woke up from a 15 hrs sleep.

Feels energised, but felt tt i have wasted the entire day.

Thanks to late night last nite..

Had insomnia. HA HA

Looking really forward to a fun nite out.. sigh.. wonder when it will be ...

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6:45 PM

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Its National Day again!

and its day whereby families will flaunt to see the NDP. Couples will go to see Fireworks and Lonely pple like me will want to go clubbing and get squashed.

BUT..

dunno.. i wish for a somewat different National Day.

I did something v wrong today and luckily Stella managed to knock some sense outta me at the very last minute. Damn. i m sucha loser.

Was gg thru my Bday invitation list yesterday. Very sad to say. i don think i have much friends left u know.. as in.. those friends whom i have met 4 the past 20 yrs + , some have lost contact, some not even close anymore..

I was counting and counting. THere was abt 30 + of them./ Of which, not all will come.

Very sad leh. Although everytime pple say: "Friend wan so many for wat?? A few close ones can liao ma"

Dunno leh.. i always tot there was one period of time when my social circle was substantially big leh.. wat happened ar??

AH! very depressed at the moment.

I got no life. Little friends.

LOL

** does it really matter so much??? *ponder ponder*

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1:06 PM

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Sigh. Its been a while yet you are still haunting me.. i hate the idea of thinking abt our past.. it sucks.. I hope i can have Dear's selective memory..zz..

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On a lighter note..this has been a perfectly NORMAL and routinary weekend for me.. staying hm to watch Dvd with my darling and off to class on sat afternoon, chilled at his place.. then went out to catch a movie..

Not that i m not enjoying my simple life.. but i just hope that theres more colors to it.. like spending weekends with besties.. *shrug..

Girls.. i m free on the coming sat.. anyone wan to ask me out, pLS???

anyway, back to sat.We went to watch Toyko Drift.. man.. it was cool.. not the guys.. but the bloody hot chicks in the show.. and the super high music.. zz.. story line was ok.. i give it 7 outta 10.. i gonna watch America Hauntings.. =)

Today is a little special, normally i will spend the whole day sleeping away.. but i went to united Sq to study with Gwenie.. as always, talk more than we study.. haha.. its great seeing her and catching up.. but i just hope we can restrain ourselves and be more productive the next time. =)

sometimes i find it very sian that some pple didnt mean wat they say..

Working and studying life is sucking me dry and i really really hate it.. i just fantasize everyday about my life after resignation.. tt will be so carefree =D

i can club on Wed nite and don need to fake mC on the following day! WEEE!!.

And tt bloody place is just full of politics.. basically because i m under a Female Boss.. Yes.. i hate working for female bosses! although i m complaining abt my own gender.. i wont be surprised if pple hates to work for me in the future. Hah. Female bosses bears grudges and the way they treat u is subjected to their mood swings.. BOO.

i just hope to clear the last 2 sem.. who cares abt the Higher Distinction! PUI PUI!

I m getting very inconfident.. i need to lose weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I also want to see a dermatologist.. for my face.. i also want to learn dances! take up language classes! i wan to make my life meaningfuL!

Its National Day (also reads: i can sleep till late noon) next wed! So happy!

To mer, if u are reading this: I cant see ur blog..everytime i tried to log into it, it will hang then auto restart the IE. anyway. i shld be going on Wed nite. If u see this, leave a tag. =)

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10:48 PM