<body>

♥ That Piiggy


♥Serene♥.


♥ Cravings


CPA
Driver's License
Lose another 2 kg
Taipei

♥ Tagboard



♥ Links


♥ Click ♥

♥ Memories


♥ July 2004
♥ August 2004
♥ September 2004
♥ October 2004
♥ November 2004
♥ December 2004
♥ January 2005
♥ February 2005
♥ March 2005
♥ April 2005
♥ May 2005
♥ June 2005
♥ July 2005
♥ August 2005
♥ September 2005
♥ October 2005
♥ November 2005
♥ December 2005
♥ January 2006
♥ February 2006
♥ March 2006
♥ April 2006
♥ May 2006
♥ June 2006
♥ July 2006
♥ August 2006
♥ September 2006
♥ October 2006
♥ November 2006
♥ December 2006
♥ January 2007
♥ February 2007
♥ March 2007
♥ April 2007
♥ May 2007
♥ June 2007
♥ July 2007
♥ August 2007
♥ September 2007
♥ October 2007
♥ November 2007
♥ December 2007
♥ January 2008
♥ February 2008
♥ March 2008
♥ April 2008
♥ May 2008
♥ June 2008
♥ July 2008
♥ August 2008
♥ September 2008
♥ October 2008
♥ November 2008
♥ December 2008
♥ January 2009
♥ February 2009
♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ May 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ April 2010
♥ May 2010
♥ June 2010
♥ July 2010
♥ August 2010
♥ September 2010
♥ October 2010
♥ November 2010
♥ December 2010
♥ January 2011
♥ February 2011
♥ March 2011
♥ April 2011
♥ May 2011
♥ June 2011
♥ July 2011
♥ August 2011
♥ September 2011
♥ October 2011
♥ November 2011
♥ December 2011
♥ January 2012
♥ February 2012
♥ March 2012
♥ April 2012
♥ May 2012
♥ July 2012
♥ September 2012
♥ November 2012
♥ February 2013
♥ September 2013
♥ October 2013
♥ December 2013
♥ February 2015
♥ April 2017
♥ May 2017
♥ June 2017
♥ August 2017
♥ February 2020

♥ Music


♥ 0 Songs Currently Playing ♥

Imeem Recommended
♥ Credits


Designer: Agnes
Base Code: Tammy
Image: Enakei
Image Host: Tinypic & Photobucket


♥ 20040729

My Simple Life ♥

This is to update yesterday. For friends whom are concerned about me and WH. This is for your info, thanks for your concern.

The whole thing ended up a huge misunderstanding/communication breakdown? I have no idea what to call that. We went suntec and he treated me as if everything was fine. But he still told me that he want a few days break from me. Reasons being: We meet everyday. and he need time to finish his tutorial and study for his term test coming = I am wasting his study time and i cause him not to understand a single thing the tutor said. FINE. everyone, including he, himself knows that he spend all his time on LAN, Work and Sleep. I din have a chance to complain he has no time for me and YET he said he spend ALL HIS TIME on ME!

k fine. So i was damn angry ok. I did something i shouldnt to him (those who wan to noe what i did to him, msg me =)) and i ask for a BREAKUP.

Finally, after i calm down, he told me the whole story. He told me that he was having troubles w his school fees and bills, but din want to let me know cos he was afraid that i might have to worry about him. At times when he told me he is at school, he was in fact sleeping. HE tot of even withdrawing now frm school as his result were not too good. He wanted to change, without letting me know, therefore, he wanted a few days to do all the changes.

i was at fault. I am his gf yet i din know at all that he is troubled (he covered it well k). And all i did was to pick up quarrels with him, at e pt of time i feel so silly and guilty. Sigh.but it doesnt mean he is rite to keep quiet abt problems. So this is how the whole thing goes.

♥ My World My Life

11:52 PM



♥

My Simple Life ♥

Hehe.. pple..once again.. i am so proud of myself.. i manage to do something to my blogspot ar.. hehe.. manage to figure out by myself.. not the pic la.. the pic is mery taught me one.. hehe.. aiyaa..actually nothign much one.. just manage to rehost my bg and header picture etc since Yiling's photobucket's bandwidth is exceeded.. okok.. nth to be proud of.. =(

Anyway.. got plenty to write.. but.. i m so tired.. and i . m. going. to. sleep....

♥ My World My Life

4:14 AM



♥ 20040728

My Simple Life ♥

Love you guys.. i m perfectly fine.. *hugs* to Stella, Mery, Maomao, Junqiang..

♥ My World My Life

1:40 AM



♥

My Simple Life ♥

feeling still a little bit unstable. but at the moment, still feeling quite glad, cos i finally pluck up courage to tok to a long-lost good fren.. ok.. not as in "long-lost" but someone whom i have lost touch with. Hope the conversation will get to somewhere. this is the best thign that has happen to me today. cheers

♥ My World My Life

12:14 AM



♥ 20040727

My Simple Life ♥

Million thanks to JunQiang.. again.. feel so bad abt bugging him always..you are great, pal.. knew u would lend me ur shoulder if you could.. thanks so much for the "i will be there".. with those words, my world seems brighter! *corny* hehe..i m very serious here ok, although i may seem v fake! lolz..lai lai.. give u a hug..dun be shy..*frenz hug*

♥ My World My Life

7:32 PM



♥

My Simple Life ♥

Tears are flowing. It wasnt my fault @ all. why was i the one to have to face all these.. why has he got the rite to choose to be alone. point is that no matter how angry.upset. i convinced myself nv to mention "cooling down" cos i noe its gonna hurt. nv expect him to open that to me. it wasnt me. it wasnt. not trying to figure out whos fault can. i just think if i can convince myself not to hurt u, i dun deserve you to treat me this way. bringing the decision so bluntly across. Nothign can really describe how i am feeling now. no words. just when i tot i have gotten the ever greatest bf in e world. but have no idea what has made him a changed person. i was so sure he was not like that in the past. perhaps its just like what yu said "just look at the way u treated him last time, maybe he cant take it anymore". If thats really the thing, cant u see that i have change? for you? i have been so much nicer. and u actually told me that u are sick of all these? of wat? of messing me up? How could u ever do that?? Perhaps it would really be better that u live ur fraeking world without me. supposed to be going out tml. How am i supposed to stay alone at home tml. How could u do that? I have tried. But have you? why am i always in this shi*.

♥ My World My Life

6:55 PM



♥

My Simple Life ♥

First entry after i officially declare opening of my Blog. Heh. Like to dedicate this special. first and only entry to a friend of mine. Toking to her online. She is taking over my TTM genes as she told me this rather interesting "JOKE". Lolz. She mite now believe it, but then I completely understand how she feels right now!! Anyway, i din experience brain freeze la.. its more of a HEART freeze, where u feel your heart stops beating and whole body gets cold. Wat i can say to her is: move on, just like i did. I can, i believe u can too, cos u have your LIFE!! ur clubbing mates.. they are so cute.. haha.. ok.. *serious* live ur life away from his. even though u will still get to see each other, tts a must, but pls stop all other interactions with him, like friendster, msn etc. YOU GOTTA STOP URSELF.. like me.. change Hp and disappear forever.. haha.. aiya.. also dunno how to say.. cos i noe its hard.. but its time u MOVE ON..and live better than he is. why make urself miserable over ungrate? ok la.. shall end here.. still got other thigns to write. ******************************************************************************i cant believe it ok, i tok to him today. Haha..mm.. acted not too normal cos i was too excited to come up with any topic or answer his questions or even tok normally. So i just knod and smile all the way. Lolz.. Met up with yu @ library, as expected, we are not productive @ all. Went shopping instead after which met up with WH.. mm.. yesh i noe.. supposed to be angry with him, but i was in a good mood so i forgive him after he bought me a top from FOX.. hehe..

♥ My World My Life

2:06 AM



♥

My Simple Life ♥

Yeah..gosh.. i realli think i m a genius k.. hohoho..so impressed! haha.. i manage to add in my tag board without any help ar.. and adjust its size.. -.- Lolz.. (to pple out there.. it might be nothing to u all k.. but to me who just pass html, its a great achievement alrite!) OK.. so to all my friends out there.. hehehe.. PLEASE ADD ComMents OK! hehe..

ANyway, thanks to Yiling for the blog skin and Mery for the tag board address.. =)

Finally, I officially announced that my blog is establish! *CHEERS*

♥ My World My Life

1:49 AM



♥ 20040726

My Simple Life ♥

He is a one-hell-of-a-jerk. I am so sick and so tired. Why must we quarrel almost every day????? cant i live in peace. This is sick alrite.. He was nv like this before. He will call whenever i was angry. He will be upset whenever we quarrel. He will have a sleepless nite. NOW? hes sound asleep. With his f**king hp oFf! wtf.. why am i doing this man. Felt like a cheapo can? Nowadays he starts pointing fingers at me for commiting the same mistake as him, so that i have no right to reprimand. He is a changed person, but not the one i always wanted him to be. And i know i cant do anything to change him back. . he has hurt me. Yes. How could he give up our movie outing to do his work stuff? How could he spend everyday morning to evening working and if i am lucky enough, meet up after his work one or 2 days in a week cos the rest of the days he will be at cyberdome with jason. He and his excuses. and lately, his lies. Why do i always kana such bfs?? its 2 yrs can. 2 freaking years. and yet he could do this to me. WTF?

♥ My World My Life

1:16 AM



♥ 20040725

My Simple Life ♥

Just as always. The new things always gets my attention the most. THerefore, i will be posting here everyday at least once. Haha.. last nite din go shopping at all. had a huge quarrel over some truth and ended up at the lan shop instead. IN the end, we managed to resolve it in the end. Not becos of compromising. Not becos of his apologies. NOt becos of anything other than ERIC. WTH? cso while we were quarreling, that brat appeared and made me laugh so hard that i cant be angry anymore. -.- tt brat!

Haiz.. then we went to newton to eat. Got this very cute malay boy helping out at his father's satay stall. Hes so CUTE! haha.. den went back to cyberdome to play gunbound with jason and eric. lame k.. they are so KP! haha.. but it was fun then the 4 of us took charles cab back home. as usual. full of stories. but recently realised he like to tell ghost stories to scare me. esp those stories around my neighbourhood. Argh..

Anyway, managed to sort out some confused feelings in my heart. felt so much better. =)

Has been bugging Junqiang's hp recently. i couldnt help it. but toking to him is so interesting. Haha. Guess he is the longest guy fren i ever had. Toking to him dun haf to think or be careful abt words, i just THRASH! haha.. hopes he sees this, so that he noes how impt he is to ME!@ lolz.. this is usually how we tok.. hes a nice bro!

2 days ago heard from Ben that there are some unhappy things going on in his studies. prefer not to disclose it here. he din sound quite rite when we toked. just hope he can feel better soon, even though he said he wasnt affected at all. =)

Tml meeting maomao to study. Yes! must be productive o.. cos we always meet up to study but always ended up toking. hEe..

♥ My World My Life

7:02 PM



♥ 20040724

My Simple Life ♥

Going for a shopping spree later. Sigh. Cos just found out thast 90% of my wardrode are all rubbish.

I have just bathe and blow my hair dry. But sitting in front of the com to reads someone's blog. mm.. Have no idea what to wear..

♥ My World My Life

6:24 PM



♥ 20040723

My Simple Life ♥

this may sounds stupid to u all. buti m now so happy cos i manage to align my photo to the center!!!

Cos for some reason its always on the extreme left or extreme right. but i figuerd it out!. ok its stupid. but i would like to add in the point that i just passed my html tests in school. Hee.

And i know its kinda cute to add my pic under "tag board". but if i nv do tt. guess it looks kina weird. haha.. will improve on it la

♥ My World My Life

11:58 PM



♥

My Simple Life ♥

yes. I have found some nice skins. So i have officially disclose to URL to some of my frenz now. Took me some time to figure out the skin thingy. ANyway, current one isnt kind of nice. I just fell in love with the wordings. NOw trying to figure how to add in a tag board. =) Downloaded a few others too. But knida childish. Might use it in the future. *cheers*

♥ My World My Life

11:32 PM



♥

My Simple Life ♥

This is my first blog entry. As i didnt like the template therefore i have yet to disclose the URL to my friends. Well, but i will in time to come. (^0^)

Why i created this blog? Not much idea about it. probably just doing what other people is doing. Cos i don't really think i can write my diary and my deepest feelings here since everyone gets to access it. WHat if i wanna bitch other someone that reads my BLOG ?? Lolz.

Guess you guys will be seeing more of my daily lifes. bitching about life/money/people/studies. feelings for the moment etc

*Listening To SUn Yan Zi: Liao Jie

FOr the benefit of those people who doesnt know me, i dont have to do much introduction about myself. As you read along, you guys will probably reaslise what kinda girl I am. ----><----I hate my Life ---><---- AS much as i hate myself. Period.

Life's really messed up recently. WTF..

*Current feeling: Ain't you unfair, Heaven? Is this what i deserve. Please do something. *sigh*



Would like to know more friends. I am outgoing. friendly! Don believe? Haha.. Drop me a message or add me in friendster.

Eh.. sounds so corny.. Hehe..


♥ My World My Life

9:33 PM