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♥ 20051229

My Simple Life ♥

Met up with Bestie Mery and Bestie Stelly after work last nite.. had lotsa catching up to do..

Reach town at around 7.. apparently its still packed everywhere.. so we chose somewhere budget to chill.. Breadtalk cafe at Wisma.. kinda nice.. not v noisy .. nice place to chill w friends..

=)

After the budget chilling.. stella wanted to go somewhere with Free-entry and Free Drinks.. wanted to head for Dbl-O.. but its kinda far n the Q will be kinda long.. so we made our way to Chinablack..

YES. i know CB is dying.. but i din know it was THAT bad..

remember the times when it was so hot n the music was so good and the crowd??

The Qs were at least 5 rows long and we have to get there before ten in order to get in before Full House???

All these was just less than one yr ago..

Before Momo came along, Zouk's revamp and MOS launch..

It really saddens me because I believe i saw another SPARKS..u know tt smell of old clubs..??

The torn sofa seats? the bad flooring? THe kiddo crowd??? mind u i think its really KIddo as in Sparks kinda ah lian ah beng crowd.. i cant believe it lo..

Bad drinks..zombie-waiter n waitresses n bartenders?

And rememeber how fierce the door bitch used to be?????

Strictly no slippers and Student pass...

Stella was wearing some kind of slipper tt wasnt allow n mery din bring her IC along..

Made the comparisons of the past n present scenario:

Scenario 1: Slippers

Past :

Door bitch: Sorry. No slippers allowed. There must be some heel at least. (Denied Entry)

Present: Sorry Miss, we do have a dress code for the club. NExt time please do not wear slipper (access granted)

Scenario 2: IC

Past:

Door Bitch: I believe its not the first time u are here. I always see u around. DOnt u know the rules? No bus pass!!! (Denied entry)

Present: (Looks at Student pass) Next time pls remember to bring ur IC. (acess granted)

OMG.. they are so pathetic can.. even so.. we went in.. seeing the crowd n bad drink.. we left after half an hour..but it really dampens my mood la..

doubt i m going back there.. unless they do something to revive the business..

Went to Balcony to chill after tt.. kinda nice place to chill w friends.. lots of yuppies and ang mohs.. =) felt so belonged to tt place.. perhaps i m around tt age liao.. =X

SO scared of growing old... always tot growing old was fun~!~ but how i wish i can styay 20 every yr~

The conversations kinda triggered the depression in me...wonder what am i gonna do for myself.. n i dunno wat i want...

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8:23 AM

♥ 20051227

My Simple Life ♥

Wasnt a fantastic Xmas, but i did have my fun..

THe week before Xmas, me mao jasmine n ming went to Malacca for a 2 days getaway.. it was kinda fun, at least for me..

A short time out-of-singapore is definitely great for me.. although some happiness broke out during the 2 days trip..Boo~

Lots of dirt cheap stuff and food at the pasar malam.. jsut love the food!~

Malacca is definitely a place to relax.. but if u wanna shop.. its definitely not the place~ =)

gonna visit it with him soon~

So what have i done over the 3 days of Xmas break?

Friday, me n dear went to MOS with his army friends.. wasnt fantastic... cos i was kinda bored..supposed to be meeting up w hanzi n grace n mao for a small gathering.. but firstly, it was too last min.. secondly, since i have got nth on on sat n sun nite..i don wan to waste my friday nite doing something simple~ i hope they understand~ Merry Xmas to Hanzi n Gracie n Mao~

Saturday,

all dressed up for Mery's 21st Bday dinner at Just Steak w Stelly n Alvin and , of cos, Mery and Pangwei~~! In My xmas dress and flashy heelS! hard to walk tho.. =)

Anyway, tot JS was some kind of Jack place's type restaurant, but it was some kind of a high class restaurant, did burn a hole in my pocket.. =( but since its for our dearest Mery, i guess its worth it!!

Happy Bday my dearest!

Pangwei is so sweet to plan all these things for her 21st bday! HE brought her to a Jazz concert, book a hotel stay at One Fullerton and the dinner with us girls! Woo.. mery is so XIn fu!!! *envious*

Anyway, i ate my first snail at tt nite =X

Food was ok, but i definitely enjoy the company~!~

Had to look for own programme after the dinner since mery was catching a movie n stella was going for another house party~ Max called and jio us go clubbing.. at first i didnt mind.. but upon reahing momo.. SIAn.. Crowd was bad and the cover was 28 bucks.. ARGH!

Wanted to leave straight away so i called mao, she said she will be out chilling.. but Max n gang was so determined to go in lo.. they almost used force~~for my dear's face, i continue to hang in there although i feel like leaving so much!! and i definitely don like the way they do it~

Received a call from Alex n he asked me where i was.. i wanted to go madam wong or wherever they were at~ w mao and gang, havent met her the whole of Xmas.. Sianz..

i rather spend xmas with my friends... Haiz..

In the end, his friend open Premium Bottle n got us in.. BOo~! felt so different wihtout my friends around~~ Count down in Momo~music was good, but e crowd wasnt there..left for home at 2+ cos mao decided not to drop by since she has to pay for cover plus, my heels were killing me..

I feel so sian.. all my friends seems to have their own program on Xmas, but mine was a flop~ sometimes i feel, issit becos i m attached tts why i m obligated to spend it with my bF?

Tts all for xmas, we will see how new year goes!~

p/s: mao, any party??

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8:06 AM

♥ 20051222

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Ministry of Sound is so cool~~~

Its so big until u will get lost in it..

well.. i got lost.. left Gwen n Gang and went main dance floor to look for mery and stella.. but cant be found and mery din reply my msg..

And i was roaming all alone in the freaky big dance floor and then this Eurasian Guy grabbed my arm and wanted to pull me away.. luckily i manage to break free.. haiz..

this is so irritating.. for some reason.. i felt he was around last nite.. and i kept looking around for him.. but din see him...

but today.. he told me he was there too..

we left at e same time and were at teh same dance floor... and we just din bump into each other..

Normally, he will ask if i m going clubbing on wed or sat nite... last time.. he didnt...

and we were in the same place.. ... .....

guess we just din feel the same for each other after tt nite at momo..

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8:30 AM

♥ 20051215

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Remember there was a point of time when i say it was the Season Of Love?? where all my friends get attached??

Now, i believe, should be the Season of breaking up..

Haiz.. i see my MSN. Flooded with nicks of sadden pple.. guys especially.. all waiting for that special girl..

The guys deserved it??

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5:54 PM

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Most of my bfs had a bad relationship before me..

n after they met me.. they expect me to give them the love that they were deprived of from the previous girl..

Even though they would claim tt they love me more than the previous girl..

But.. they do not treat me better or as good as her..

= i m giving more.. but i m receiving less..

Yes, i know love is not something tt u cant expect return..

But over time.. it just turns me off...

Weihao Gerald Daryl.. all like tt..

Now HE also like that..

BRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........

Received some breaking news tt a gf of mine just broke up with her bf.. felt so sorry for her.. cos she gaf up the guy cos she felt tt she was not the best for him..

i often feel this way too.. and i always tell him..

"wat if u meet someone better along the way.."

He will say, "i wan no one else other than u.."

NIce to hear but.. its just like wasting time together, get my point??

i just wanna convince him tt at a different point of time.. pple come n pple go.. n someone who is more suitable for him will eventually comes along.. and who knows wats gonna happen rite..

Sometimes i do feel that we are going to face a lot of obstacles in the future.. n i always feel tt, well, he wont be the one...

but then unlike my friend, she decided to give her love up for the sake of him..

as for me.. it nv crosses my mind.. i just know tt i want to make this rship beautiful.. so tt even if in the end we are not going to walk down the aisle together.. we can have nice memories of this love we once shared..

How strong can our love be.. when one Kenee walks in and out and almost causes everything we built up goes tumbling down??

I just don think we love each other as much as we think..

Period.

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4:09 PM

♥ 20051212

My Simple Life ♥

Met up w Mery n Stelly Sat evening..

Just some catchin up abt each other's LIFEs.. its good to hang out together like this..

Had dinner at Sakae, cos we tot we should have some healthy food =) i manage to get done w one Udon n Fried Tofu.. tts all..

Some shopping but nothing catches my eyes.. or maybe i m just feeling super fat tt i m not in the e mood to shop.. Boo.. esp w this 2 hot girls.. lol..

anyway.. i m starting to do some at home exercise.. n curb my appetite.. i had quite a good start n i hope to see the results by Xmas.. =P

Dear came to pick me up at MS cos i told him theres midnite shopping till 1am! i know hes craving for some shopping.. and due to our packed schedule.. most of the time we dont get the time to shop..

We went round MS for the second time n surprisingly.. n this time round suddenly alot of things caught my attention.. LOl..

in the end.. i bought a Clutch from WArehouse, a jacket from youth zone n a pair of jeans at Dorothy Perkins.. YEah!! all at 20% off.. good buy~

I think i m starting to club v soon.. but then i cant think of any clubbing khakis..

Boo.. Kailin has retired.. Gwen also don club as much... Stella always club w her SMU pple.. so left w weiling n mery.. but they don rally club on weekends.. haiz..

i want my life back.. my life full of music~~

And i want my hair to grow longer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate shooulder length hair!~!!

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11:17 AM

♥ 20051209

My Simple Life ♥

i dun wanna stray...

Eugene is back.. suddenly.. he just came back into my life.. he told me how sorry he was.. when we broke contact w each other n tt he tot tt was the best for me.. cos he din wan his ex gf to hurt me.....

Loads of crap..

Then suddenly he told me i still kinda like u..

argh.. i just cant help but memories flow back..

Kenee.. now Eugene.. whos next???

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11:33 AM

♥ 20051208

My Simple Life ♥

It was one of my worst clubbing session ever!!! guess i m too old for zouk...

Music sucks at Phuture before 1.. n time seems to crawl..

Gwen n Jasmine doesnt seem to like Mambo like i do.. haiz..

I just hate the idea of having to squeeze w pple.. and the whole place is so jam packed~ super irritating..

Weiling, Stella, Mery, Kenee was there..
But didnt really get to talk to each other.. cos the whole nite i was with Gwen n Jasmine.. just felt tt i couldnt clique w Stella's friends.. heard they felt bored too..

Its good to see weiling after some long la. shes still as hot la..

and its nice to see Gwen too.. she made me a bday card and a necklace for Xmas.. how sweet.. was reading it on my way home.. it kinda sets me thinking.. i thnk i really need more time w my friends.. instead of spendin lots of it w my dear.. its just not healthy *wink

Btw, before i forgot.. i made it.. i passed all my subjects and got one distinction =) everyone was so happy for me..

just wasnt in the best of mood.. after what happened between me n Kenee tt nite at Momo.. i suspect i might have taken a liking for him.. and this is SHIT.. cos my dear will kill him..

I wan to be honest w my dear.. cos i really dun wan tt to happen too.. but i m damn worried tt with his stupid temper.. he will go n do some kind of confrontation.. ARgh..

I dun wanna History to repeat..i dont want another Weihao.. i dont wan hurt anybody tt will end up hurting myself.. i hate myself for being like tis.. it always happened to me.. and even Gwen knows tt i m one who can have affair even if i m in love with one..

I force myself not to think.. i force myself to believe its illusion..

ITS ILLUSION.. it must be.. wat else rite?????

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8:28 AM

♥ 20051206

My Simple Life ♥

The day after the clubbing at Momo, my dear brought me to Sentosa!!

YAY!! so happy!!!

it was a last min decision.. we were at Geylang having Dim Sum breakfast.. n i tot the weather was good.. so i told him i wanted to go... although i know v well tt both of us were just very tired since we hardly had any sleep before going out again.. but since its my bday.. he said OK ..

Had always planned going there.. cos its kinda budget if we just walk around.. but always din succeed.. cos we will be so tired and would rather stay home to laze on sat afternoon..

Went there and we decided to visit the Underwater world cos we spend lesser than our budget at momo last nite (the drinks were mainly sponsored by Poon and friends) and the UWW was having a 30% discount and we have nv been to the Dolphin Lagoon..

Went there.. with our tired body.. kept yawning on the shuttle bus there.. the UWW is still the same.. and it gets kinda boring.. and we just stopped talking.. both of us knew we are bored.. but still enjoying each others company..

Shall plan for another trip there sooN!!!

After my half day at work.. me n dear met up at town for lunch At Marche.. YummYY!!

HEaded for Chicken Little after tt.. but i wasnt feeling v well.. so it some kind of affected my mood..

Went shopping around.. and bought a black dress for Xmas from Forever 21.. yeah!!

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1:24 PM

♥ 20051205

My Simple Life ♥

Last minute decision this morning to take half day leave today.. i just cant stand staying in the office working on my 20th birthday..

YES.. n today is the day..and i just cant wait to blog abt the party at MOMO! WOOo...

Some couldnt make it..

Alex, Weiling, Desmond, Calvin, Hanzi, Grace, Ben...

BUt most were there..

Gwen, Mery, Pangwei, STella, Alvin, Jasmine, Eve, Kailin, Zanpeng, Kenee, Daryl, Rick..

Love u guys...

Its been a while since i stepped into a club.. music was ok.. but the presence of my friends really make the nite great..

In the noon i met up with my Dear .. and he accompany me to cut my hair at compass point.. the stylist was a cutie.. *slurps* n my hair cut was nice.. =) makes me look more neat n tidy..

IN the evening.. met up w Eric, Jeff, weihao and katek for steamboat at Fat mama.. the gathering was awkward.. but luckily they themselves had lots to talk abt.. its good to see everyone!! But michelle went MIA few hrs before the dinner.. was kinda pissed at her.. cos all she can do is to let me know tt shes not going.. well.. shes really a changed person now..

After the dinner went straight to Momo..

Gwen n co. were the first to reach.. its so good to see her.. cos i really miss her alot.. its all becos of my work commitment.. its just felt so good to hug her again.. cos i knew shes still here w me.. =))

Stella and Mery with their beaus arrived shortly after tt before we headed to get our table.. took some pictures..

(will upload it once i got more time..)

n i forgot!! i din take w Gwen n co.. i felt so bad.. i wonder did they enjoy themselves.. i was such a bad host..

Kailin n Zp came around 12 .. just the 2 of them.. Kailin seems kinda quiet tt nite.. guess she mite be bored w/o Carol's company.. glad she came down too.. *HUGgies*

Daryl n Rick came last.. but i was glad tt they turn up as promised.. its good to see them again.. cos after all tt had happened between me and Daryl.. i think its good tt we can meet up like normal friends again..

Received presents too!!!

Mery n Stella - Full set of (provocative) lingerie with a nightie... (Stella chose a more "women" color instead of sweet colours cos she tot tt its time to be a women.. *bleah.. bt i m young at heart!! LOl.. Love it anyway..)

Gwen n Jasmine - A white clutch bag
Kailin n beau - Necklace
Daryl and Rick - Burberry fragrance
Kenee - A handphone accessory and a keychain from Thailand which nearly drove my dear to his grave (my dear hates him)

Nope, my dear din get me anything.. but don blame him.. he got his reasons.. =P *hugs*

Din really dance cos i was just hopping around.. hoping i could spend more time w my friends..

i drank alot.. but i wasnt drunk.. stella said i m formidable already.. LOL..

Gwen n co left the earliest.. after they left i was just having some fun w the couples w finger guessing game.. n guess what.. when we were playing 5-10.. Mery gave a "scissors"... laugh till we peng..

Most of the time Kailin was enjoying some pvt time w his beau i guess.. she hardly left the sofa.. haiz.. i feel so bad.. i think she nv been so sian before ..mm..but in the end.. zp got drunk.. mm..n things gets complicated again..

zp-kailin, kailin-vj, vj-bernee.. mm..

My dear has been really nice.. letting me spend time w my friends.. even with Kenee... (which almost drove him to his grave for the second time!) and also help entertain my friends..

Party ended around 4 for me.. left me, dear, kenee .. awkward combi.. so i decided to leave..

Anyway.. special thankx to all below.

First - Kailin.. if not for her, i wont get tt table n i think things will be worst..
Gwen - Girl, thankx for coming even tho u are so tired.. sorri for being such a bad host..
STella n Mery - Glad to have u guys around.. added lots of fun to the boring party.. = *muack*

and my darling - who has been there to take care of me the whole nite.. but sorri.. i din get drunk.. so u were not useful at all!! Lol.. *hugs* but thanks for being around n tolerated some shit tt u saw.. Love u.. =)

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12:51 PM

♥ 20051202

My Simple Life ♥

I have no idea how u can make me sad ..

on this day.. few days before my big day..

i have no idea how can u always eat ur words... maybe u are tt hungry..

i have no idea why over so many times of quarrels and disagreements, u have no slightest idea wat kinda girl i am..

if u cant do it, dont say it in the first place.. don promise something which u are incapable of..

but tts u.. tts what u always like to do...

i have no idea why u just have to sound so nasty but in the end say u din know u were sounding nasty..

i m not ur men, dont talk to me the way u like to talk to them..

i just completely have no idea..

maybe the only explanation is that u nv learn..

maybe u are just not the one......................................................

maybe u just think u can always get away with it with my soft heart..

the one who loves me doesnt make me cry in the middle of the nite at town..
the one who loves me doesnt make me angry at such happy occassion..

think abt it..

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7:17 PM