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Not gonna study today..cos still have not got enuff sleep after ytd's paper =X

excuses.. watever.. as if i study got use.. cos my last two paper is totally diff from wat i anticipated.. so i m kinda demoralised ..yea...

decided to blog n spree a bit thjen go to rest.. i will study tml.. I PROMISE!

shit.. m addicted to Online shopping! fark .. last time the only reason tt i m online is becos i wanna chat on MSN.. now? i cant even be bothered to log into my msn .. and will head straight into the spree homepage? and the best thing? my dear is joining me too.. he was surfing in my room for entire 2 hrs looking at his tees.. -__-

headed to town this afternoon.. cos needed get mommy pressie for Mother's Day!

Saw nice nice Guess bags as well.. but i guess given my current spending ability.................................. haiz... besides.. i have got lotsa bags recently! so no thanks..

And no clothes for me.. cos i m fat.. way too fat.. and dear promise me tt after exam we will stop pigging out and start to run threadmills and swim during our weekends!

For me, i was just walking around aimlessly but dear did make sure his trip is Futile.. i have no idea how one person can spend so much without much consideration! or mayb i m not used to be so spendthrift..

lately, thru online shopping he got one jacket + one shirt + one jeans for $150.

Today, he got himself a bag ($70) + Topman shirt ($79) and a singlet ($12) = $160 +

(Digression : talking abt topman shirt.. eh.. i damn hate it la.. he looks nice on everything he wears.. ESP SHIRT.. i tell u.. i feel so jealous of his build! how can he look practically so nice in everything! i hate it.. i think i m getting some in-balance.. bloody hell, while i have been trying so hard to fit into the clothes i like...(and most of the times its not sucessful).. he can easily fit into a S size shirt....................................................... ah!!!!!!!!!!! how can that be?! how can i be more fat then him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he can wear my jeans can u believe that!~ and i bet he can wear all my top if he wants to la!!!!!!!! .. okok i was kidding.. darling, would u like to share my flabs with me!???!!!??! i wil be more than glad to share w u oK!???)

anyway, my god.. he thought that the 700 bucsk from the progress package can buy him evetyhing in the world sia..hai.. if only i had my PP too!

somtimes i feel he can take up the girl's place in the rship. hes more vain than me, shops more than me.. argh.. he simply loves himself more than anyone in the world.. and yes, of cos that includes me..

anyway.. i did bought a off shoulder top from Mphosis. hehe.. so happY!

and i saw a lot of pple in town today.. i saw Weisheng (GL ex bf), CTSS Tse Seng, CTSS Minyu, IRN Wenxiang, My cousin Zhiwei and GF and Superstar Hong Junyang etc.. looks like the whole world i out la.. hahahah..

Dear, i tell u i really damn hate it when u check out girls in my presence laa.... u know sometimes even when i wasnt looking doesnt mean i din see that colour wolf face la! i tell u i m not unreasonable as in to ask u to don look at girls when they are all around.. esp in town.. but everytime u does that (and i caught u doing tt), i really brings down my confidence in u.. it just says u are like any other guys out there, waiting for a better one tt comes along and dump me =X

hurts me everytime u did that,.. argH.. but wat to do....................................... its man's nature..

CONCLUSION : I hate my bf cos he looks good in whatever he wears and i hate him when he bio girls!

Ciao. =P

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12:39 AM

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Felt so farked by my Audit test today.. did so much for this bloody paper.. but in e end.. ..

don wanna talk abt it.. gonna concentrate on next paper..

Nway, was checking my friendster.. really convinced me that they are lotsa weirdos with bloody lot of time out there.. wonder if u have received the same msg too??

hi

Good morning /Good Afternoon /Good Evening

My Name is ***** (name taken out to protect identity.. LOL)

I am writing this letter as an invitation for you to have a dinner date with me

Kindly choose your restaurant andplease leave me your number here

After dinner we can go shopping or clubbingas you pleased

This meeting willinclude dinner / dance / clubbing / shopping /movies

Leave me your number here once you havedecided on the above offer

Please book me soonest because i need to bookthe restaurants / movies / condominium/ gymnasiums / swimming pools / barbeque pits /clubs (book the wat?! gym, swimming pool and CLUBS??????? he must be kidding me)

Thank you (thank u for??????????)

this guy must be real bored..

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1:04 AM

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Alrite..

one post to unwind .. and keep anyone who has been reading my blog updated.. doesnt matter if no one is reading anyway.. cos i know:

Stella is in HK with her BF and enjoying SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much..
Mery is in the midst of exam like me..
Kailin is still struggling with our upcoming exams..
Yong Han seldom read my blog too.

GUess only gwen is reading.. haha..

so i m updaing for Gwen..

Anyway.. just like her.. my audit paper is tml.. and i have not finish my revision for it.. HAHA.. gonna rush evetyhign today...... like Mr lee (sec school Maths teacher) says.. CAN BE DONE!!!!!!! lol..

Been shopping on line as usual..haiz.. my resources depleting v fast.. one quart of my pay is gone.. =( cos i got to give mommy and save them up..

Work is no good as i think they are not v happy tt i took so many days leave at one go.. haiz..
amd politics is getting serious over there! i dunno who to trust and i think no one trust me.. =(

Went to temple to get a lot.. and its a bad lot.. it says I should not heed rumours and things i see might not be the real situation.. says alot about my work lo..

Its time to look for a new job............................................

After exams, i wan to do the following:

1. Mamboing (dying for this)
2. MOS or Phuture
3. Genting trip!!
4. Malacca (if can afford the money)
5. Swimming and Gyming
6. Get lotsa Sleep
7. Go Sentosa for Tan
8. Good hair cut / dye/ treatment

Jiayou! its less than one week away!!!!

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1:32 PM

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Green

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy.

People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

Saw this test in bestie blog..

also saw someting.. she says i m ignoring her. ..

How untrue.. i know how it feels when u needed pple to be there w u and pple just don care abt u.. i felt tt way when dearie left me for his exercise for a month.. so ya..

but somehow.. i dreaded to call her.. and the only reason is, i dunno wat to say to her? or rather.. i don wish to say something not right at this point of them..

I m not agreeable with the things she did to herself but on the other hand.. i din know how to tell her.. dunno how to tell her in a harsh manner that i don like the things she do and hopes she doesnt do it again...

i dunno how to tell her.. somehow i m sad tt shes hurting herself over the things she did..

upset tt bestie is behaving this way.. becos of a man that i don even think is WORTH IT..

I dont want to make her feel worst.. but.. i also don wan to leave her hanging there alone..

Esp during the exam period..

me wan both of us to move on together..

Gonna call her now.. maybe she will feel better after talking...

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1:02 AM

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Hey come back!

I know i am not doing frequent updates but hey! thats becos its my exam period..

dont u guys dare to stop coming back for updates.! *humpf*

Lol..

lately been trying to study.. but gosh.. i hate Audit man.. Kailin is so stressed too that she tot of burning down MOE! haha..

Hai.. damn stressed..

But lately, thanks to Hanzi, i got addicted to Online Shopping spree!..

No good.. haiz.. bought 4 bags for past 3 days.. nonetheless , they are really good buy.. shall update my loots once i got the time ok!

Then u guys will be impressed w my good buys! lol..

cant talk much now.. taking 5 mins of my work to write this..

Love ya all!

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11:14 AM

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To add on to all those unlucky stuffs:

1. I waited for my bus to school for 25 min.
2. I was stuck in the massive jam at Bukit Timah due to the fallen big tree. and i had to walk from KAP to SIM.

-____-

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8:31 AM

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i realised...

i have been down on my luck recently..

or rather.. ever since i joined my company..

i don like to think abt it...but

see the following situations:

1. Woke up early -> take bus, bus late, = Late

2. 138 and 169 goes to my work place. Chose 169 who came first, but later 138 overtook = Late

3. First thing in the morning, decided to fake MC but decided to be guai and head to work.

On call a cab at 8 and got it at 8.02 to pick me at void deck, so happy cos tot will reach at 820 (journey approx 15 mins) --> uncle was waitinf for me at 8.03.

Uncle went the wrong way with lots of traffic light.

Reach at 8.27. Cab fare was 8.60 (normal is 7.40) + $4 on call + $1 peak = $13.60. then i realised, i forgot my money. (gotta trace back the day before, i took out all my money, atm, ez link, ic and went out without a wallet and i din put it back) .

Ok so since i got no money to pay uncle. i called my colleague for help, she came down at 8.37, with 10 bucks. -____-

Panicked and i told uncle i only got 10, how? uncle v reluctantly say ok, but my colleague v helpful and went up to take the remaining.

OK. so i was late. Manage to log in at 8.35. I was late, and the cab fare was a bomb.

4. Managed to flag a cab down at 8.05. Went by Highway. Supposedly free of JAM. bt i was stuck in the jam for an hour. Reached office at 8.50. Cab fare was another bomb and always got into a fight with stupid cab uncle

5. I lost my things thats properly filed in my folder

6. My work in excel always doesnt get saved, no matter how many times i saved during work

7. Booked Hotel for genting in May n now, theres landslide

8. Leave form was not approved on time even though submitted cos it was lost. Found out 3 days later, Director accidentally placed in his drawer while the rest lies on his table. -_-

9. Office politics but i got boycotted but it doesnt concern me =(

10. (latest: happened one min ago) Bank's Staff called and how dare she hang up on me! Bloody angry!

I need to do something abt my luck. I don wan to affect my exams.. or start seeing "things"... *touch wood*

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8:51 AM

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I m fat. SO WAT?

i don eat alot when i m alone..

Its always u all who stuff me with food during breakfast lunch dinner supper snacks.........

what right do u all have to comment that i m FAT

Those times when u cook me late dinner and threaten me to eat before i sleep??
i would go to sleep with a bloated stomach.

Those times when u bring me to Sizzler Jumbo TCC and even coffee shop and ask me to eat as much as i could????????????????????????????????????????????????????

U all made my gastric bigger.........................

tts why now when i cannot control my insatiable appetite. NOW U ALL SAY I M EATING TOO much..and i m v fat.

thats v insulting and i hate it..

remmeber what u all said, REMEMBER IT.

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11:24 AM

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Warning : Its abt food. if u cant take the temptations, pls stop now!! Gwen! u heard me?? Lol..

Aiya.. knew u guys wont listen.. nvm.. i m a v SHARING person.. heh..

Saturday went w Boy boy to SIzzler!!!!!!!!!!! yeah.. we have planned it for really long.. cos he told me its expensive..

well.. its not tt expensive at all!!

We ordered 2 main course and we get free flow at the salad bar..

and For the info of those who hasnt been to Sizzler..

Their salad bar doesnt only serve Salad. They have free flow of Soup (Clam Chowder, Cream of Mushroom, Hot n Sour), Garlic Bread, Nachos with sour cream & cheese, ice cream, pasta, crackers etc etc....

Its so worth it! n the food is damn nice.. difinitely going back there again...

Main Course:

My Cheese And Mushroom Teriyaki Steak. I gif it 9.5 upon 10!

dear's Something-steak and Spicy Chicken

Sides:

Nachos Bar

My creation of Nachos with Lotsa Sour cream, Garlic Bread and Dear's Pasta with lots of Ham Strips..

Dear's not-too-platable salad.. looking at it turns me off. Yucks

I realised i got together with a Glutton... OMG.. he take the pasta like no one's business..

The food was too nice so i stopped taking photos and concentrated on eating. =)

All together.. we paid less than 60 bucks for these.. v worth it.. lOl..

I received a v nice present after tt!!!!!!!!

My baby and our new Ah bee..

Its a life -sized bear.. 1.2 m tall.. v soft.. and dearie bought it for me!

Muack love him so much..

Getting Close with Ah bee..

See how Ah bee takes up the entire seat!

can see me or not..? hur hur..

"father" n "son" *lovely

And becos of this big thingy.. Dear sent me back home cos i told him i don wan to hold him like a fool on the train.. and dear carried it for me back home.. even if it means he sacrifice his last train..

So touched..its sucha wonderful nite out..

Now i got a new companion!

I think he v Xin fu .. cos he occupies half of my bed.. hur hur..

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7:52 PM

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I just realised that,

if u are a true friend to somebody... u will be upset too when shes unhappy..

haiz..

bestie is upset and so am i..

although i know part of it reminds me of how Daryl made me feel so unwanted.. but part of it is becos i feel for her.. its tough going thru such farked up phase.. esp the guy is a farked up guy..

i also realised that, as much as she doesnt want me to worry abt her..i dont want her to put on a brave front..

if u are not ok.. i m not gonna run away.. but pls don call me like 4 am in the morning of weeknites.. i will be sleeping away.. lOL..

I hope Dear' s buddy can pull himself up too.. hes also in some kinda BGR problem..

maybe should stuck the 2 of them togetherl.. haha.. my best friend and his best friend..

Brilliant!~

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5:13 PM

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Boo..

just wake up from a long long sleep.. feeel so energetic.. but yet.. lethargic............... haha..

i have got unfinished proj so i doubt i will be out studying today!~

went to town last nite.. sian.. nth interest me.. saw gwen as Paragon.. greeted her then me went for dinner..........

had a quarrel w him when he was sending me home.. argh.. make my day even worse..

reach home before 10 and he headed to town to meet his brudders...

good for him..

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1:07 PM

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Talking like we ever used to on msn...

i miss u..

or i miss the times when u were into me?

i dunno..shouldnt be thinking abt u anymore.. haven u walked out????????????

i m sorry to my dear..

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2:00 AM

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Alive n Kicking.

Been sleeping. More energetic now! yea!

Studied at Esp last sat w Mery.. did study a bit.. but audit is too dry to get everything into my head at one go.. haiz..

anyway.. i hope the exam will be over soon!

Then i can go shopping. Swimming. Most imptly, go Genting w my dear!

Yea.. we have made up our mind .. rather than scrimping n saving at Taiwan.. we rather use tt money to go Genting.. then in July, we decided to go Malacca. =)

aiya.. but my so fickle minded one.. dear need to be firm w his idea so that i wont change my mind. =X

I dreamt of my 21st bday celebration last nite.. after reading Xiaxue's Blog..

So nice lo.. although it was a simple one at the chalet.. but all her friend's surprises made her a v Happy Birthday girl.. how nice!

I wish mine will be somewhere there.. where all my friends will be there.. and it will be full of surprises.

Dear say he will help me plan and give me surprises.. i dunno if i should entrust my once-ni-a-life-time birthday to him.. hohoho..

but hai.. its still half a yr to my bday..

i cant even get the dates right.. my celebration date might clashes with Stella's actual.

If only me n Gwenie birthday are near.. then we will definitely celebrate together!

i think i m too excited liao.

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8:33 AM